Story Title: Beautiful
Author:Cry Me A River
Summary: A song fic,. A short story, but if reviews are good may make it longer.if i do make it longer it could be a therox story
Theresa Lopez Fitzgearld sat on her bed, feeling depressed. She had lost everything, Ethan, her status as a Crane, (although she didn't miss Julian) and now Julian was threatning to take her son away. The only person that really mattered was him. Another thing she would miss was spending time with Fox. He was one of her best friends, the only person she was close to other than Whitney. Well, maybe she could still see Fox a lot considering she was staying at Sheridan's cottage.
With a sigh she got up and turned on the radio. The song that began to play fit her in many ways:
"(whispers: Don't look at me) Every day is so wonderful, but suddenly it's hard to breathe, now and then I get insecure, from all the fame, I'm so ashamed...."
Everyday that she had spent with Ethan had been wonderful. And even after that, when she had little Ethan things had been wonderful for her. But living in the Crane Mansion with Julian had made it sometimes hard to breathe, as did seeing Gwen and Ethan together, but that didn't hurt as bad now. Sometimes she wondered why, but it didn't really matter. Teresa was definitly insecure from all the fame of being Julian's wife. It had turned her into a bit of a diva and a person she never wanted to be. She was so ashamed of her behavior, and of how she had schemed in the past.
"I am beautiful, no matter what they say, words cannot bring me down, I am beautiful in every single way words cannot bring me down, so don't you bring me down today..."
Theresa used to think that she was beautiful. And for many months while she lived at the crane mansion she had still thought that she was beautiful,despite what Rebecca or Ivy said. She tried not to let their words bring her down. Words that stung, like terrorsita, and tacito. Words that discriminated. She tried to convince herself she was still beautiful ; beautiful in every single way.No, she couldn't let the words get her down. But had she already let them get to her? Maybe she had. She was sitting on the bed, depressed at the moment so maybe they had.
"All your friends think you're delirious, so consumed in all your doom. Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone and the puzzle undone and that's the way it is...."
All of her friends did think she was delirious, especially Whitney. Hadn't they warned her not to go after Ethan? And now that she had look where she was. She was consumed in her doom, but she didn't know how not to be. She wanted maybe even needed to be loved. She was trying hard to fill the emptiness, by spending time with family and friends. The only time that seemed to help was when she was with her son or Fox. The piece that was to be her happiness was gone and she felt like a giant puzle that was undone. A puzzle that was waiting for someone or something to bring happiness to her.
"you are beautiful no matter what they say, words cannot bring you down, you are beautiful in every single way, words cannot bring you down, so don't you bring me down today! No matter what we do(no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) when the sun is shinin' through, the clouds won't stay and everywhere we go(everywhere we go)the sun won't always shine(the sun won't always shine)But tomorrow we'll find a way all the other times. We are beautiful, no matter what they say, words cannot bring us down, we are beautiful in everysingle way, words cannot bring us down, so don't you bring me down today."
But one thing Theresa could say was that Fox and Whitney were her biggest cheerleaders. Fox always told her how beautiful, sweet, and special she was. That helped more than he would ever know.Whitney had helped her by staying postivite.She was always telling her not to let what Julian, Rebecca, and Ivy said get to her. But she was always realistic as well, telling her not everyday would be good. And Whitney knew to an extent what she was going through, since her family didn't approve of Chad. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and Theresa went to answer it.
"Hey Resa,wanna go for a walk?"
It was Fox. Maybe Whitney was right, they would find a way through the other times. Maybe life really was beautiful.
"Sure, let me get little Ethan."
"No problem." Fox answered.
"You are beautiful Theresa." he whispered as she walked away. "In every single way!"
Please read and review and let me know if you want it to be continued. Also look for the story Miss Independence a song fic about Whitney coming soon!
Ciao
Shana (Cry Me River)
Author:Cry Me A River
Summary: A song fic,. A short story, but if reviews are good may make it longer.if i do make it longer it could be a therox story
Theresa Lopez Fitzgearld sat on her bed, feeling depressed. She had lost everything, Ethan, her status as a Crane, (although she didn't miss Julian) and now Julian was threatning to take her son away. The only person that really mattered was him. Another thing she would miss was spending time with Fox. He was one of her best friends, the only person she was close to other than Whitney. Well, maybe she could still see Fox a lot considering she was staying at Sheridan's cottage.
With a sigh she got up and turned on the radio. The song that began to play fit her in many ways:
"(whispers: Don't look at me) Every day is so wonderful, but suddenly it's hard to breathe, now and then I get insecure, from all the fame, I'm so ashamed...."
Everyday that she had spent with Ethan had been wonderful. And even after that, when she had little Ethan things had been wonderful for her. But living in the Crane Mansion with Julian had made it sometimes hard to breathe, as did seeing Gwen and Ethan together, but that didn't hurt as bad now. Sometimes she wondered why, but it didn't really matter. Teresa was definitly insecure from all the fame of being Julian's wife. It had turned her into a bit of a diva and a person she never wanted to be. She was so ashamed of her behavior, and of how she had schemed in the past.
"I am beautiful, no matter what they say, words cannot bring me down, I am beautiful in every single way words cannot bring me down, so don't you bring me down today..."
Theresa used to think that she was beautiful. And for many months while she lived at the crane mansion she had still thought that she was beautiful,despite what Rebecca or Ivy said. She tried not to let their words bring her down. Words that stung, like terrorsita, and tacito. Words that discriminated. She tried to convince herself she was still beautiful ; beautiful in every single way.No, she couldn't let the words get her down. But had she already let them get to her? Maybe she had. She was sitting on the bed, depressed at the moment so maybe they had.
"All your friends think you're delirious, so consumed in all your doom. Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the piece is gone and the puzzle undone and that's the way it is...."
All of her friends did think she was delirious, especially Whitney. Hadn't they warned her not to go after Ethan? And now that she had look where she was. She was consumed in her doom, but she didn't know how not to be. She wanted maybe even needed to be loved. She was trying hard to fill the emptiness, by spending time with family and friends. The only time that seemed to help was when she was with her son or Fox. The piece that was to be her happiness was gone and she felt like a giant puzle that was undone. A puzzle that was waiting for someone or something to bring happiness to her.
"you are beautiful no matter what they say, words cannot bring you down, you are beautiful in every single way, words cannot bring you down, so don't you bring me down today! No matter what we do(no matter what we do) No matter what they say (no matter what they say) when the sun is shinin' through, the clouds won't stay and everywhere we go(everywhere we go)the sun won't always shine(the sun won't always shine)But tomorrow we'll find a way all the other times. We are beautiful, no matter what they say, words cannot bring us down, we are beautiful in everysingle way, words cannot bring us down, so don't you bring me down today."
But one thing Theresa could say was that Fox and Whitney were her biggest cheerleaders. Fox always told her how beautiful, sweet, and special she was. That helped more than he would ever know.Whitney had helped her by staying postivite.She was always telling her not to let what Julian, Rebecca, and Ivy said get to her. But she was always realistic as well, telling her not everyday would be good. And Whitney knew to an extent what she was going through, since her family didn't approve of Chad. Suddenly there was a knock on the door and Theresa went to answer it.
"Hey Resa,wanna go for a walk?"
It was Fox. Maybe Whitney was right, they would find a way through the other times. Maybe life really was beautiful.
"Sure, let me get little Ethan."
"No problem." Fox answered.
"You are beautiful Theresa." he whispered as she walked away. "In every single way!"
Please read and review and let me know if you want it to be continued. Also look for the story Miss Independence a song fic about Whitney coming soon!
Ciao
Shana (Cry Me River)