What His Crimson Eyes Believe In a Kaworu & Shinji fic by AngelDragon
Disclaimer: I don't own Shin Seiki Evangelion. And the song lyrics are from 'I Will Remember You' by Sara McLachlan & I don't own that either. But I do own this fic.
Warnings/Notes: Well here it is. The beginning of the explanation of the many-year gap between my first K & S epic 'Echoes of Angels' and the somewhat sequel to it 'Days Go By'. Hopefully this'll fill in the gaps appropriately. I tried to keep the timeline as accurate as I could. (It's probably best to read the other two first to understand this better, since I'm trying not to repeat myself very much. This is shonen-ai between Kaworu & Shinji, (Sometimes a little intense, sometimes humorous) so you have been warned. I don't think there're spoilers for the series, gomen if you stumble upon them. Hope you enjoy and review onegai? Oh and these: are thoughts.
This is mostly for Dark Hikari Kamiya, who's prompting inspired me to write this. And for my other excellent reviewers: Kawaii Black Moon, The Dying Poet, enervate, Pandora & Yuuichi. (Not to mention anyone who continues to read and review this & any of my other K & S fics. ^_^ Arigato ahead of time, minnasan!)
Chapter 1: The Angelic Seashore
"Remember the good times we had?
I let them slip away from us when times got bad.
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun.
Wanna feel your warmth upon me. I wanna be the one.."
September 13,2017
How beautiful it is today. Only a few clouds in the sky. And so warm, too. Not scorching like it usually isKaworu sat on a salt-encrusted, pitted boulder at the high tide mark. He inhaled deeply, tilting his windswept gray head back as he closed his eyes to savor the crisp sea air. He smiled, feeling the sun's soothing rays, hearing the crash of the rolling surf and the distant calls of the gulls. The only disturbances to this otherwise peaceful scene were the enthusiastic splashes and laughter of his koibito.
He couldn't help but turn to that delightful noise. A soft laugh escaped him as he observed a rare moment of Shinji at play. Shinji was wearing only his swim trunks and a light tan, thoroughly enjoying trying to keep his dark haired head above water as he leapt with the incoming waves. Kaworu settled back on his rock to enjoy the attractive scenery. He's like a dolphin when he does that. Not to mention the fact that his body and water of any kind are always a good combination
He was in a very good mood; the couple was enjoying Kaworu's birthday vacation, having just arrived about two days previous. The first day had been spent doing mostly two things: sleeping and each other. Kaworu had guessed that it was a sort of unwritten rule when you took your boyfriend to a hotel, especially if it was for a special occasion. He contemplated taking Shinji back to their room to have lunch and experiment with ice cubes but then he saw the waves cresting beyond his sexy sea mammal.
Wow! Those will end up being damn good swells! I can't resist the pull of the tides after all He got up and toted his surfboard under his arm after fastening the leash to his ankle.
Shinji stopped his drifting, spying Kaworu running into the surf. As he gawked, he was smacked in the face when he forgot to meet the next wave and ended up coughing and sputtering as he backpedaled out of the water. As he snorted out the stinging water he heard his koibito's gentle laughter and looked up. Kaworu was straddling his surfboard and looking over his shoulder at him with a broad grin.
"Better close that before a bug flies in!" Kaworu called as he started to paddle out.
Shinji blushed, wiping his face and closing his mouth. Flopping down in the warm sand, he watched Kaworu go to meet his waves. He was enjoying the fact that it was so peaceful here. A boulder could fall out of the sky right next to him and it wouldn't make him take his eyes off his beautiful Angel. He was embarrassed to admit that he was getting a little turned on as he watched Kaworu find the right swell, stroking the wave as it lifted him up.
Kaworu carefully balanced himself as he stood to ride the shifting liquid. He really is enjoying himself. And he's giving me a pretty good show, too! I could die happy right now if I could trade places with that wetsuit for ten minutesShinji felt a ferocious blush coming on as he dug his fingers into the sand. Jeez. Even after almost two years together I still get embarrassed when I think little hentai thoughts about him! Boyfriend or not, I guess some things never change
Kaworu felt the familiar rush of it as the waves he rode lifted him up again and again while he performed his balancing act. Adjusting to the give and push of the water, bending and turning his body, shifting his feet up or down the waxed board as he did so. He laughed from sheer joy. Next to Shinji and his violin, this was a growing passion of his. I'm so glad we came here today! What an experience! He turned his hips and board more into the ridge of his current wave.
He had tried to get Shinji into surfing with him but his koi was just getting used to all things ocean and was still a little skittish. He'll get over it in time, I'm sure. As long as I can at least have the seashore and swimming with him, I don't mind. All things can be scary at first until you see them fully for what they are
As he rode his next wave he got more in tune with the motions of it and enjoyed feeling the cool sea spray on his face. His thoughts drifted back to a birthday from years ago that he'd spent with his childhood friend, Sakura. They were both about ten years old and his being allowed to socialize with her had been part of the 'life' Seele had built for him. Even at such a young age the cover up had begun..
Of course all that was unknown to the young Kaworu who was just happy to have a friend and go to a real school. Before, it'd been a few stern, serious tutors all the time and he hadn't had any friends before. He wasn't allowed to have her over of course but that didn't stop them from going to her house after school on occasion. One day, she'd told her okaasan that it was his birthday and she made cupcakes for them, even letting the two giggly children frost them. Somehow, Kaworu had managed to get frosting on his nose, causing Sakura to laugh and hand him a towel, after he'd tried to unsuccessfully lick said frosting off.
He loved that birthday. It'd been the first one that anyone had actually acknowledged as being anything more than just the day he'd been 'created'. She had drawn him a little birthday card with a chibi wolf on it for his present, which had been his very first present ever. He still had that card in a scrapbook at his and Shinji's apartment. She had even given him a nickname; ookami. "It's 'cause of your gray hair, Kaworu-kun," she'd explained to him at lunch one day. They had only known each other for a couple of years before Kaworu had been pulled from school. He'd barely even had a chance to say good bye to her.
He had hated that broken look on her face and the tears in her eyes. How ironic that Sakura had been her name For just like her cherry blossom namesake, their friendship had been all too brief, in Kaworu's opinion.
Deciding that he was done for now, he splashed down and paddled into shore, hoisting his board as he trudged out, pushing soaked gray bangs from his eyes. Shinji waved to him from his place on the sand and Kaworu went to join him. He unleashed his ankle and stood his board up in the sand, parking it in the shadow with Shinji.
"Good waves today?" Shinji asked, leaning back on his hands as he watched the rolling sea.
"Perfect. Though I still wish you'd join me sometime, Shin-chan," Kaworu said, grinning. He knew what was coming next. It was the same answer each time but he still enjoyed being gently persuasive anyway.
"I know, I know. But I'm just not up to making an ass of myself yet. I just like to swim and I'm glad you taught me how to do that, anyway. I don't think I'd make a very good surfing student," Shinji said, giving an apologetic grin and shrug.
"Alright koi, I'll let it be for now. Besides, there are other things you're a good student at." He knew that would get a blush out of him and of course Shinji always delivered. Almost on cueKaworu chuckled as he put an arm around Shinji's waist and nuzzled at his ear, sending goose bumps over Shinji's bare skin.
"Y- you're pretty good at learning too, you know," Shinji said as a little shiver came over him that had little to do with the sudden gusts of briny wind.
"I read quite a bit. Once I even found a copy of a very old book in an archive, called 'The Kama Sutra'. That was a very curious read. I didn't even think some of those things were physically possible." He grinned in Shinji's ear. "Have you ever heard of that book?" This was almost whispered and caused Shinji to blush further and let out a nervous giggle.
"Y- yeah. I did a report at- at school. Cultural, um, Sexuality," Shinji said. What's he playing at in public? Shinji tensed a bit as he felt Kaworu run a hand through his damp, dark hair.
"Mmm.. I bet you got an 'A', didn't you?" Kaworu purred, enjoying the reaction he was getting from his shy shonen. He's sure not this shy at night!
"Um, close. I got a- Ah!" Shinji's voice had leapt up when Kaworu had blown in his ear. "A- 'B+' actually," he managed to finish. "Is this ocean air making you frisky or something? Kaworu catnip?"
"Could be. My surname does mean 'seashore'," Kaworu replied as he grinned at Shinji and pulled away a bit. Then he surprised Shinji with a sudden gentle kiss, lightly trolling that familiar mouth with his tongue.
Shinji's arms gave out and he sank to the sand on his back with a pleased look on his face. Kaworu laughed as he leaned over Shinji to look down at him. "To be honest with you, I'm getting hungry. Surfing is such a physical hobby."
Shinji giggled at that, thinking of other physical hobbies as well.
"Want to go out to lunch, Shin-chan? Maybe do some sightseeing after?" Kaworu asked as he idly ran a finger over Shinji's chest and heard him giggle again.
"Why not? We probably should get out more on our vacation. Besides, it's your birthday and you need cake," Shinji replied. "It's an unwritten law of birthdays."
"Then we shall abide by that law," Kaworu said, smiling as he helped Shinji to his feet. They dusted off and Kaworu picked up his board. With Kaworu's arm around Shinji's waist, they walked up past the high seawall to their car. Too bad Sakura couldn't be here too. I'm sure she would've liked my Shin-chan
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After a quick change (made almost not so quick since they 'helped' each other with their clothes), they were off to a small café for miso soup and sandwiches with plenty of Kaworu's favorite cherry cola. They split a big piece of white cake with vanilla frosting afterwards. Shinji told the waitress that it was Kaworu's birthday while he was in the bathroom and she put a little candle on their slice. Kaworu loved the surprise and blew out the candle after he made his wish.
"What'd you wish for?" Shinji asked as he took a bite.
"If I told you, I don't think it would come true, Shinji-kun," Kaworu said as he took a sip of soda. Actually I was wishing I could share cake with BOTH of my friendsHe couldn't help it, sometimes he just got reflective on his birthdays. Oh well. I should be enjoying what I am still fortunate to have, instead of turning to false hopes
Finishing their cake, Kaworu paid their tab and the couple spent the afternoon wandering a few of the little shops down the main street, the white noise of people talking, traffic going by and music coming from assorted cars and stores all blending into the background. Kaworu took in the scene as they walked along, browsing a few window displays. The Lilim can create such beautiful things. And occasionally, such people as I've never seenKaworu watched Shinji's eyes widen whenever he spied something he liked.
"Kaworu-kun, I see something I want to get you! Could you wait here for me?" Shinji asked him. "I want it to be a surprise."
"That's fine, but you don't have to get me something, Shinji-kun. You're present enough," Kaworu told him with his hands in his pockets. The gift that keeps on giving!
"C'mon, let me surprise you, for once," Shinji said with a mock pout. Usually it was Kaworu who did the surprising because Shinji was busy with school. Kaworu was finishing school online, having had enough of being under someone's tutorial scrutiny.
"Alright. I'll just look around in this store, okay? Take your time but don't lose me," Kaworu said, reaching over to give Shinji's hand a quick squeeze.
"I'd never lose you. Have fun!" Shinji took off cautiously across the street and entered a shop that looked a bit like a clothing store, but Kaworu wasn't certain.
He turned and went into the shop behind him, the little bell jingling as he opened the door. Looking around, he saw that it was mostly a bookstore with a few other curiosities scattered on the shelves. A young, vaguely Asian woman with her hair piled up and secured with lacquered sticks greeted him with a smile.
"Welcome! Can I help you find anything?" she asked lightly.
"No thank you. I'm just looking," Kaworu said, returning her greeting. He made his way around, looking at the new releases, magazines and odd sculptures before finding the manga section. Seeing that they had the next issues of two of his favorites, he picked them up. On his way to the front, he found himself in the blank book section. Out of curiosity, he checked them out and a small gray and black, leather-bound diary seemed to call to him.
Well, I've never kept one of these before. Maybe it's time I started. He paid for his selections with his savings account book and as an afterthought he bought a peppermint stick with his pocket change. As he enjoyed his treat he practically ran into Shinji on his way out.
"Gomen, Shinji-kun," he said, awkwardly putting out a hand to steady him. He offered his peppermint and Shinji snapped off a bite as he grinned and held out his surprise, wrapped in blue and silver paper.
"Wow, you went all out, didn't you? Arigato, Shin-chan," Kaworu said as he gave him a small hug while juggling the box, bag and candy.
They returned to the hotel after looking around a bit more, a little tired but wanting to get the salt off themselves first.
"I'll start the shower, Kao-chan," Shinji said. "Open your present!" he called on his way to the bathroom.
Kaworu set his bag on the nightstand, slipping off his shoes and socks before turning his attention to Shinji's thoughtful gift. He tore off the paper and moved the tissue paper aside, eyes widening in surprise as he held it up. It was a red silk dress shirt, the shimmery material sliding through his fingers as he pulled it from the box.
He heard Shinji call, "Do you like it?" over the sound of rushing water as he stood by the bed in awe. This is quite a gift. I don't know what to say
"I love it!" he called back, then gently folded it back into the box. "I'll definitely wear it.. Later.." He trailed off because Shinji had come out of the bathroom - in his birthday suit.
"Want to scrub my back?" Shinji asked with a blush and a playful grin.
Needless to say, Kaworu eagerly joined him.
After a lengthy shower they were both salt-free and still sleepy. Since they had their privacy, they didn't bother with pjs as they cuddled up together in the soft bed, watching a movie until Kaworu noticed Shinji's eyes sliding shut and his head jerking to wake himself up. He blinked and yawned, rubbing his eyes. Kaworu felt sleep tugging at him, too, so he clicked off the TV, yawning as he felt Shinji's damp head resting against the back of his shoulder.
"Hey Shin-chan, do you want to go out for dinner?" Kaworu asked softly. "I'll wear my present." Shinji gave him a sleepy smile, saying, "That'd be great," as he slid an arm under Kaworu's to squeeze his waist. Kaworu sighed as he tugged the covers up more. My koibito. I'm glad you can still be so innocent after all you've been through. As long as I'm here you'll never feel such pain again. I promise
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Around sunset, the obnoxious alarm went off and Kaworu rolled forward to smack at it, not quite awake yet in the dark room. He coughed and rubbed his eyes as he lay on his belly for a moment, denying the little device's command. He heard rustling and felt a familiar presence straddle him and lean forward to kiss the back of his neck and nuzzle his ear playfully.
"Hi," Shinji said softly. Kaworu chuckled. He's full of surprises today "Are you awake yet?" Shinji asked him.
"How can I sleep through such a pleasant wake up call? You have something on your mind," Kaworu said, imagining the look on his face.
"Maybe later. Right now I'd like to see you in your present, if you don't mind," Shinji said, giving him a peck on the cheek. He felt Shinji's weight shift as he got off of him and slid over to click on the lamp. He saw him look at the bag next to it and turned to face him.
"What'd you find, Kao-chan?" Shinji asked, standing and stretching. Kaworu came around to show him, holding up the diary. He handed it to him and he ran a hand over the soft leather cover.
"This is really nice. I tried keeping one when I was little but I never found anything worth writing about in my life. I bet you've got a story though, Kao-chan," Shinji said.
Kaworu hated that look on his face. He's far too depressed these days. I'll have to change that
"Shin-chan, listen," he began. "You have quite a story, too. Look at everything with Nerv. You don't have to put it in a book to make it worthy of hearing about. I got one just in case I felt like writing anything down." He touched Shinji's cheek and smiled warmly at him. "Just be yourself. We don't have to measure ourselves against each other. Unless you have a ruler and are still curious, that is." He saw Shinji blush a little and snort as he shook his head.
"Okay, I see your point." He put a finger to Kaworu's lips. "And I know you already have a comeback to that, so I'll go dress in the bathroom." Shinji rooted around in the closet before heading to the bathroom. He knows me so well!
While his koi was occupied, Kaworu got ready, slipping on a pair of tight faded blue jeans. Before he put his new shirt on, he looked himself over in the dresser's mirror, absently running his fingers over the light scars on his torso. I'm so glad that chapter of our lives is over He sighed as he slid the garment over his head. This feels so much better He ran a hand down one of his arms to button the cuff. Shin-chan has good taste He ran a brush through his scruffy gray hair, tucked in and slid on his shoes and socks.
Hearing the click of the bathroom door, he turned to see Shinji stop in mid-stride and stare at him with a lopsided grin.
"Wow. I thought it'd look good on you but I didn't expect that! It really picks up your eyes," Shinji told him, coming over to run a hand over the cool red silk. Kaworu felt a little prickly feeling on the back of his neck. Kami-sama! He barely even has to touch me! He returned Shinji's grin. "You look pretty good as well."
Shinji was framed in black jeans and a blue-gray dress shirt. He blushed a bit as he scratched the back of his head. I love it when he does that. It's too kawaii
"Are you ready to go?" Shinji asked, trying to change the subject. And he still gets embarrassed when the lights are onKaworu grabbed the keys and their coats. "Now we can go."
They went to a club for older teenagers that had a decent restaurant in it. It was sort of like a non-alcoholic nightlife kind of place. They ordered dinner and enjoyed the atmosphere. There were quite a few people since it was close to the weekend and Kaworu knew he was getting stared at. He was well aware of the fact that his looks were rather exotic but he didn't mind the attention. I know whose attention REALLY matters He quietly sipped his soda.
It wasn't too long before a girl Kaworu had noticed at the bar came over to their table to stand next to Shinji.
"Hey there. You're new here aren't you? Want to have a drink with me?" she asked him. Shinji's eyes widened at the proposal.
"B-but I've already got one," he stammered. She frowned at him.
"I was asking so I could get to know you. You know, you're pretty hot but you haven't been to a lot of clubs, have you?" she asked.
Kaworu remained silent as he watched the kawaii scene play out. He had his chin resting on a hand while idly moving the straw in his glass around. I wonder if I should save him yet?
"Um, no. This is my first time," Shinji said, his eyes darting to Kaworu with a look that said, "PLEASE don't say it!" The girl smiled at Shinji and put a hand on his shoulder.
"Well then, how about you and I have a dance? Maybe then you'll be thirsty enough to drink with me?" she offered. Shinji just smiled as he shook his head.
"I'd love to but I'm with someone," he said as he looked to Kaworu again. Kaworu grinned and gave her a little wave with his free hand. "Hi!" he said, by way of introduction.
"Oh. Sorry, I had no idea," she said with a good-natured frown. "You know it figures. All the cutest ones are either gay or taken and wouldn't you know that I'd find both at once in the same day." She squeezed Shinji's shoulder. "No hard feelings. Have a good night cutie." She blew them a kiss as she went back to the bar.
"You handled that pretty well," Kaworu said with a little smirk. He honestly has no idea how attractive he is Shinji took a deep pull of soda.
"And you managed to restrain yourself pretty well. Practicing?" he asked.
"With my fingers crossed," Kaworu replied, displaying said fingers. Their dinner came and they took their time, talking and enjoying it. Later, the music came up and people started drifting to the dace floor, crowding around the speakers as the dj started up. Kaworu grinned mischievously as he stood up and dragged Shinji to his feet. "C'mon Shinji-kun, this is good music!"
Shinji was a little embarrassed but allowed himself to be pulled into the crowd of energetic bodies. The music was a good dance remix that everyone was getting into. It's not mine and Shinji's violin and cello duet but it's still fine with me!
He relaxed and kept up with Shinji as they fell in with the thumping bass, feeling the very air vibrate with each note. The scents of excitement and perfume were in the air, along with little whoops and giggles around the music. Shinji gave in and followed Kaworu's vibe, getting more relaxed. When the main lights dropped so the laser displays could start, he stole a quick kiss from Kaworu, surprising the gray haired teenager. After a few song sets, they had to take a break to catch their breath. Adrenaline up, they could barely relax in their seats. An excited light danced in Shinji's eyes as he slid a hand across the table to touch Kaworu's.
"Are you ready to go back yet?" he asked softly.
Kaworu closed his eyes as he felt Shinji's fingers trace his own and slyly interlock with them. It would be cruel to make him waitHe gave him a small smile. "Yes, let's go now, Shin-chan," he said softly.
Before Kaworu could even close the door all the way, Shinji closed it for him and pounced, claiming his mouth. He slid off the surprised boy's coat as he ran his hands down Kaworu's arms. Pulling back a little, Kaworu managed to get out, "Now who's frisky?"
"Must've been the dancing. It gave me ideas," Shinji said in a slightly hoarse voice. They stumbled out of their shoes and socks, Shinji nuzzling at Kaworu's neck as he fumbled out of his shirt. He was getting frustrated though and Kaworu didn't want his koi to not enjoy what he'd obviously wanted to spring on him all along.
"Easy now Shin-chan. I'm not going anywhere," he told Shinji in his ear. Shinji relaxed and ran a hand through Kaworu's gray hair, letting out a breath to tickle Kaworu's ear. He inhaled sharply, the hair on the back of his neck standing up. He nuzzled Shinji's mouth, letting himself be guided to the bed. Sitting down, he ran his hands through Shinji's soft dark hair and over his bare chest. I'm glad he doesn't have to live with scars like mine Shinji gasped as his fingers brushed his abdomen. "T-take 'em off," Shinji said in a breathy voice.
Kaworu started to pull up his shirt but was stopped by Shinji's hands on his wrists. "Not that. The pants," Shinji said, locking onto his Angel's eyes. Grinning, Kaworu let himself be gently pushed backwards as Shinji unbuttoned his jeans and slid them and his boxers off. Shinji leaned over Kaworu and kissed him deeply before pulling away long enough to ditch his own lower body clothes. Leaning in again, he asked, "Kao-chan, can I be seme tonight?"
"You're already - doing a pretty - good job of it," Kaworu panted as he felt his earlobe being tended to and a questing hand up his shirt, tracing the light scars it found. He's learned so much! Oh Kami, he knows exactly how to turn me on!
A little moan escaped Kaworu as he pushed his head back against the blankets and closed his eyes. He felt for Shinji's cheek as his koibito worried at the soft skin of his throat with slightly sharp teeth. He felt Shinji pulling his hand away with an exasperated sigh.
"Let me give you pleasure tonight koi, since it's your birthday and you're just really getting me off in that shirt!" Shinji said with a little laugh. Kaworu laughed as well, panting as he said, "Who am I - to say no to - such a well delivered offer?" He kept his eyes closed and felt his knees gently parted..
Kaworu's birthday night was quite a mind-blowing experience, so to speak. Though every night with Shinji is an experience in and of itselfKaworu moaned and clutched the sheets as his koi found his most sensitive spots, drawing the sensations to their fullest. Attentive Shinji neglected no part of his lithe body and his mouth and hands were seeking over every inch, delighting at the expressions on Kaworu's face. And that shirt never did come off, either..
*OWARI* (for chapter one)
Whew! Gomen for the length & the yaoi-ness at the end. They ARE a little older now, after all. There IS a plot & a point to all this, believe me. I'll be getting to it in the next chapter. (I'm trying to give these two a HAPPIER life, you know? They were pretty beat to hell in my first fic!)
Disclaimer: I don't own Shin Seiki Evangelion. And the song lyrics are from 'I Will Remember You' by Sara McLachlan & I don't own that either. But I do own this fic.
Warnings/Notes: Well here it is. The beginning of the explanation of the many-year gap between my first K & S epic 'Echoes of Angels' and the somewhat sequel to it 'Days Go By'. Hopefully this'll fill in the gaps appropriately. I tried to keep the timeline as accurate as I could. (It's probably best to read the other two first to understand this better, since I'm trying not to repeat myself very much. This is shonen-ai between Kaworu & Shinji, (Sometimes a little intense, sometimes humorous) so you have been warned. I don't think there're spoilers for the series, gomen if you stumble upon them. Hope you enjoy and review onegai? Oh and these: are thoughts.
This is mostly for Dark Hikari Kamiya, who's prompting inspired me to write this. And for my other excellent reviewers: Kawaii Black Moon, The Dying Poet, enervate, Pandora & Yuuichi. (Not to mention anyone who continues to read and review this & any of my other K & S fics. ^_^ Arigato ahead of time, minnasan!)
Chapter 1: The Angelic Seashore
"Remember the good times we had?
I let them slip away from us when times got bad.
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun.
Wanna feel your warmth upon me. I wanna be the one.."
September 13,2017
How beautiful it is today. Only a few clouds in the sky. And so warm, too. Not scorching like it usually isKaworu sat on a salt-encrusted, pitted boulder at the high tide mark. He inhaled deeply, tilting his windswept gray head back as he closed his eyes to savor the crisp sea air. He smiled, feeling the sun's soothing rays, hearing the crash of the rolling surf and the distant calls of the gulls. The only disturbances to this otherwise peaceful scene were the enthusiastic splashes and laughter of his koibito.
He couldn't help but turn to that delightful noise. A soft laugh escaped him as he observed a rare moment of Shinji at play. Shinji was wearing only his swim trunks and a light tan, thoroughly enjoying trying to keep his dark haired head above water as he leapt with the incoming waves. Kaworu settled back on his rock to enjoy the attractive scenery. He's like a dolphin when he does that. Not to mention the fact that his body and water of any kind are always a good combination
He was in a very good mood; the couple was enjoying Kaworu's birthday vacation, having just arrived about two days previous. The first day had been spent doing mostly two things: sleeping and each other. Kaworu had guessed that it was a sort of unwritten rule when you took your boyfriend to a hotel, especially if it was for a special occasion. He contemplated taking Shinji back to their room to have lunch and experiment with ice cubes but then he saw the waves cresting beyond his sexy sea mammal.
Wow! Those will end up being damn good swells! I can't resist the pull of the tides after all He got up and toted his surfboard under his arm after fastening the leash to his ankle.
Shinji stopped his drifting, spying Kaworu running into the surf. As he gawked, he was smacked in the face when he forgot to meet the next wave and ended up coughing and sputtering as he backpedaled out of the water. As he snorted out the stinging water he heard his koibito's gentle laughter and looked up. Kaworu was straddling his surfboard and looking over his shoulder at him with a broad grin.
"Better close that before a bug flies in!" Kaworu called as he started to paddle out.
Shinji blushed, wiping his face and closing his mouth. Flopping down in the warm sand, he watched Kaworu go to meet his waves. He was enjoying the fact that it was so peaceful here. A boulder could fall out of the sky right next to him and it wouldn't make him take his eyes off his beautiful Angel. He was embarrassed to admit that he was getting a little turned on as he watched Kaworu find the right swell, stroking the wave as it lifted him up.
Kaworu carefully balanced himself as he stood to ride the shifting liquid. He really is enjoying himself. And he's giving me a pretty good show, too! I could die happy right now if I could trade places with that wetsuit for ten minutesShinji felt a ferocious blush coming on as he dug his fingers into the sand. Jeez. Even after almost two years together I still get embarrassed when I think little hentai thoughts about him! Boyfriend or not, I guess some things never change
Kaworu felt the familiar rush of it as the waves he rode lifted him up again and again while he performed his balancing act. Adjusting to the give and push of the water, bending and turning his body, shifting his feet up or down the waxed board as he did so. He laughed from sheer joy. Next to Shinji and his violin, this was a growing passion of his. I'm so glad we came here today! What an experience! He turned his hips and board more into the ridge of his current wave.
He had tried to get Shinji into surfing with him but his koi was just getting used to all things ocean and was still a little skittish. He'll get over it in time, I'm sure. As long as I can at least have the seashore and swimming with him, I don't mind. All things can be scary at first until you see them fully for what they are
As he rode his next wave he got more in tune with the motions of it and enjoyed feeling the cool sea spray on his face. His thoughts drifted back to a birthday from years ago that he'd spent with his childhood friend, Sakura. They were both about ten years old and his being allowed to socialize with her had been part of the 'life' Seele had built for him. Even at such a young age the cover up had begun..
Of course all that was unknown to the young Kaworu who was just happy to have a friend and go to a real school. Before, it'd been a few stern, serious tutors all the time and he hadn't had any friends before. He wasn't allowed to have her over of course but that didn't stop them from going to her house after school on occasion. One day, she'd told her okaasan that it was his birthday and she made cupcakes for them, even letting the two giggly children frost them. Somehow, Kaworu had managed to get frosting on his nose, causing Sakura to laugh and hand him a towel, after he'd tried to unsuccessfully lick said frosting off.
He loved that birthday. It'd been the first one that anyone had actually acknowledged as being anything more than just the day he'd been 'created'. She had drawn him a little birthday card with a chibi wolf on it for his present, which had been his very first present ever. He still had that card in a scrapbook at his and Shinji's apartment. She had even given him a nickname; ookami. "It's 'cause of your gray hair, Kaworu-kun," she'd explained to him at lunch one day. They had only known each other for a couple of years before Kaworu had been pulled from school. He'd barely even had a chance to say good bye to her.
He had hated that broken look on her face and the tears in her eyes. How ironic that Sakura had been her name For just like her cherry blossom namesake, their friendship had been all too brief, in Kaworu's opinion.
Deciding that he was done for now, he splashed down and paddled into shore, hoisting his board as he trudged out, pushing soaked gray bangs from his eyes. Shinji waved to him from his place on the sand and Kaworu went to join him. He unleashed his ankle and stood his board up in the sand, parking it in the shadow with Shinji.
"Good waves today?" Shinji asked, leaning back on his hands as he watched the rolling sea.
"Perfect. Though I still wish you'd join me sometime, Shin-chan," Kaworu said, grinning. He knew what was coming next. It was the same answer each time but he still enjoyed being gently persuasive anyway.
"I know, I know. But I'm just not up to making an ass of myself yet. I just like to swim and I'm glad you taught me how to do that, anyway. I don't think I'd make a very good surfing student," Shinji said, giving an apologetic grin and shrug.
"Alright koi, I'll let it be for now. Besides, there are other things you're a good student at." He knew that would get a blush out of him and of course Shinji always delivered. Almost on cueKaworu chuckled as he put an arm around Shinji's waist and nuzzled at his ear, sending goose bumps over Shinji's bare skin.
"Y- you're pretty good at learning too, you know," Shinji said as a little shiver came over him that had little to do with the sudden gusts of briny wind.
"I read quite a bit. Once I even found a copy of a very old book in an archive, called 'The Kama Sutra'. That was a very curious read. I didn't even think some of those things were physically possible." He grinned in Shinji's ear. "Have you ever heard of that book?" This was almost whispered and caused Shinji to blush further and let out a nervous giggle.
"Y- yeah. I did a report at- at school. Cultural, um, Sexuality," Shinji said. What's he playing at in public? Shinji tensed a bit as he felt Kaworu run a hand through his damp, dark hair.
"Mmm.. I bet you got an 'A', didn't you?" Kaworu purred, enjoying the reaction he was getting from his shy shonen. He's sure not this shy at night!
"Um, close. I got a- Ah!" Shinji's voice had leapt up when Kaworu had blown in his ear. "A- 'B+' actually," he managed to finish. "Is this ocean air making you frisky or something? Kaworu catnip?"
"Could be. My surname does mean 'seashore'," Kaworu replied as he grinned at Shinji and pulled away a bit. Then he surprised Shinji with a sudden gentle kiss, lightly trolling that familiar mouth with his tongue.
Shinji's arms gave out and he sank to the sand on his back with a pleased look on his face. Kaworu laughed as he leaned over Shinji to look down at him. "To be honest with you, I'm getting hungry. Surfing is such a physical hobby."
Shinji giggled at that, thinking of other physical hobbies as well.
"Want to go out to lunch, Shin-chan? Maybe do some sightseeing after?" Kaworu asked as he idly ran a finger over Shinji's chest and heard him giggle again.
"Why not? We probably should get out more on our vacation. Besides, it's your birthday and you need cake," Shinji replied. "It's an unwritten law of birthdays."
"Then we shall abide by that law," Kaworu said, smiling as he helped Shinji to his feet. They dusted off and Kaworu picked up his board. With Kaworu's arm around Shinji's waist, they walked up past the high seawall to their car. Too bad Sakura couldn't be here too. I'm sure she would've liked my Shin-chan
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After a quick change (made almost not so quick since they 'helped' each other with their clothes), they were off to a small café for miso soup and sandwiches with plenty of Kaworu's favorite cherry cola. They split a big piece of white cake with vanilla frosting afterwards. Shinji told the waitress that it was Kaworu's birthday while he was in the bathroom and she put a little candle on their slice. Kaworu loved the surprise and blew out the candle after he made his wish.
"What'd you wish for?" Shinji asked as he took a bite.
"If I told you, I don't think it would come true, Shinji-kun," Kaworu said as he took a sip of soda. Actually I was wishing I could share cake with BOTH of my friendsHe couldn't help it, sometimes he just got reflective on his birthdays. Oh well. I should be enjoying what I am still fortunate to have, instead of turning to false hopes
Finishing their cake, Kaworu paid their tab and the couple spent the afternoon wandering a few of the little shops down the main street, the white noise of people talking, traffic going by and music coming from assorted cars and stores all blending into the background. Kaworu took in the scene as they walked along, browsing a few window displays. The Lilim can create such beautiful things. And occasionally, such people as I've never seenKaworu watched Shinji's eyes widen whenever he spied something he liked.
"Kaworu-kun, I see something I want to get you! Could you wait here for me?" Shinji asked him. "I want it to be a surprise."
"That's fine, but you don't have to get me something, Shinji-kun. You're present enough," Kaworu told him with his hands in his pockets. The gift that keeps on giving!
"C'mon, let me surprise you, for once," Shinji said with a mock pout. Usually it was Kaworu who did the surprising because Shinji was busy with school. Kaworu was finishing school online, having had enough of being under someone's tutorial scrutiny.
"Alright. I'll just look around in this store, okay? Take your time but don't lose me," Kaworu said, reaching over to give Shinji's hand a quick squeeze.
"I'd never lose you. Have fun!" Shinji took off cautiously across the street and entered a shop that looked a bit like a clothing store, but Kaworu wasn't certain.
He turned and went into the shop behind him, the little bell jingling as he opened the door. Looking around, he saw that it was mostly a bookstore with a few other curiosities scattered on the shelves. A young, vaguely Asian woman with her hair piled up and secured with lacquered sticks greeted him with a smile.
"Welcome! Can I help you find anything?" she asked lightly.
"No thank you. I'm just looking," Kaworu said, returning her greeting. He made his way around, looking at the new releases, magazines and odd sculptures before finding the manga section. Seeing that they had the next issues of two of his favorites, he picked them up. On his way to the front, he found himself in the blank book section. Out of curiosity, he checked them out and a small gray and black, leather-bound diary seemed to call to him.
Well, I've never kept one of these before. Maybe it's time I started. He paid for his selections with his savings account book and as an afterthought he bought a peppermint stick with his pocket change. As he enjoyed his treat he practically ran into Shinji on his way out.
"Gomen, Shinji-kun," he said, awkwardly putting out a hand to steady him. He offered his peppermint and Shinji snapped off a bite as he grinned and held out his surprise, wrapped in blue and silver paper.
"Wow, you went all out, didn't you? Arigato, Shin-chan," Kaworu said as he gave him a small hug while juggling the box, bag and candy.
They returned to the hotel after looking around a bit more, a little tired but wanting to get the salt off themselves first.
"I'll start the shower, Kao-chan," Shinji said. "Open your present!" he called on his way to the bathroom.
Kaworu set his bag on the nightstand, slipping off his shoes and socks before turning his attention to Shinji's thoughtful gift. He tore off the paper and moved the tissue paper aside, eyes widening in surprise as he held it up. It was a red silk dress shirt, the shimmery material sliding through his fingers as he pulled it from the box.
He heard Shinji call, "Do you like it?" over the sound of rushing water as he stood by the bed in awe. This is quite a gift. I don't know what to say
"I love it!" he called back, then gently folded it back into the box. "I'll definitely wear it.. Later.." He trailed off because Shinji had come out of the bathroom - in his birthday suit.
"Want to scrub my back?" Shinji asked with a blush and a playful grin.
Needless to say, Kaworu eagerly joined him.
After a lengthy shower they were both salt-free and still sleepy. Since they had their privacy, they didn't bother with pjs as they cuddled up together in the soft bed, watching a movie until Kaworu noticed Shinji's eyes sliding shut and his head jerking to wake himself up. He blinked and yawned, rubbing his eyes. Kaworu felt sleep tugging at him, too, so he clicked off the TV, yawning as he felt Shinji's damp head resting against the back of his shoulder.
"Hey Shin-chan, do you want to go out for dinner?" Kaworu asked softly. "I'll wear my present." Shinji gave him a sleepy smile, saying, "That'd be great," as he slid an arm under Kaworu's to squeeze his waist. Kaworu sighed as he tugged the covers up more. My koibito. I'm glad you can still be so innocent after all you've been through. As long as I'm here you'll never feel such pain again. I promise
*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Around sunset, the obnoxious alarm went off and Kaworu rolled forward to smack at it, not quite awake yet in the dark room. He coughed and rubbed his eyes as he lay on his belly for a moment, denying the little device's command. He heard rustling and felt a familiar presence straddle him and lean forward to kiss the back of his neck and nuzzle his ear playfully.
"Hi," Shinji said softly. Kaworu chuckled. He's full of surprises today "Are you awake yet?" Shinji asked him.
"How can I sleep through such a pleasant wake up call? You have something on your mind," Kaworu said, imagining the look on his face.
"Maybe later. Right now I'd like to see you in your present, if you don't mind," Shinji said, giving him a peck on the cheek. He felt Shinji's weight shift as he got off of him and slid over to click on the lamp. He saw him look at the bag next to it and turned to face him.
"What'd you find, Kao-chan?" Shinji asked, standing and stretching. Kaworu came around to show him, holding up the diary. He handed it to him and he ran a hand over the soft leather cover.
"This is really nice. I tried keeping one when I was little but I never found anything worth writing about in my life. I bet you've got a story though, Kao-chan," Shinji said.
Kaworu hated that look on his face. He's far too depressed these days. I'll have to change that
"Shin-chan, listen," he began. "You have quite a story, too. Look at everything with Nerv. You don't have to put it in a book to make it worthy of hearing about. I got one just in case I felt like writing anything down." He touched Shinji's cheek and smiled warmly at him. "Just be yourself. We don't have to measure ourselves against each other. Unless you have a ruler and are still curious, that is." He saw Shinji blush a little and snort as he shook his head.
"Okay, I see your point." He put a finger to Kaworu's lips. "And I know you already have a comeback to that, so I'll go dress in the bathroom." Shinji rooted around in the closet before heading to the bathroom. He knows me so well!
While his koi was occupied, Kaworu got ready, slipping on a pair of tight faded blue jeans. Before he put his new shirt on, he looked himself over in the dresser's mirror, absently running his fingers over the light scars on his torso. I'm so glad that chapter of our lives is over He sighed as he slid the garment over his head. This feels so much better He ran a hand down one of his arms to button the cuff. Shin-chan has good taste He ran a brush through his scruffy gray hair, tucked in and slid on his shoes and socks.
Hearing the click of the bathroom door, he turned to see Shinji stop in mid-stride and stare at him with a lopsided grin.
"Wow. I thought it'd look good on you but I didn't expect that! It really picks up your eyes," Shinji told him, coming over to run a hand over the cool red silk. Kaworu felt a little prickly feeling on the back of his neck. Kami-sama! He barely even has to touch me! He returned Shinji's grin. "You look pretty good as well."
Shinji was framed in black jeans and a blue-gray dress shirt. He blushed a bit as he scratched the back of his head. I love it when he does that. It's too kawaii
"Are you ready to go?" Shinji asked, trying to change the subject. And he still gets embarrassed when the lights are onKaworu grabbed the keys and their coats. "Now we can go."
They went to a club for older teenagers that had a decent restaurant in it. It was sort of like a non-alcoholic nightlife kind of place. They ordered dinner and enjoyed the atmosphere. There were quite a few people since it was close to the weekend and Kaworu knew he was getting stared at. He was well aware of the fact that his looks were rather exotic but he didn't mind the attention. I know whose attention REALLY matters He quietly sipped his soda.
It wasn't too long before a girl Kaworu had noticed at the bar came over to their table to stand next to Shinji.
"Hey there. You're new here aren't you? Want to have a drink with me?" she asked him. Shinji's eyes widened at the proposal.
"B-but I've already got one," he stammered. She frowned at him.
"I was asking so I could get to know you. You know, you're pretty hot but you haven't been to a lot of clubs, have you?" she asked.
Kaworu remained silent as he watched the kawaii scene play out. He had his chin resting on a hand while idly moving the straw in his glass around. I wonder if I should save him yet?
"Um, no. This is my first time," Shinji said, his eyes darting to Kaworu with a look that said, "PLEASE don't say it!" The girl smiled at Shinji and put a hand on his shoulder.
"Well then, how about you and I have a dance? Maybe then you'll be thirsty enough to drink with me?" she offered. Shinji just smiled as he shook his head.
"I'd love to but I'm with someone," he said as he looked to Kaworu again. Kaworu grinned and gave her a little wave with his free hand. "Hi!" he said, by way of introduction.
"Oh. Sorry, I had no idea," she said with a good-natured frown. "You know it figures. All the cutest ones are either gay or taken and wouldn't you know that I'd find both at once in the same day." She squeezed Shinji's shoulder. "No hard feelings. Have a good night cutie." She blew them a kiss as she went back to the bar.
"You handled that pretty well," Kaworu said with a little smirk. He honestly has no idea how attractive he is Shinji took a deep pull of soda.
"And you managed to restrain yourself pretty well. Practicing?" he asked.
"With my fingers crossed," Kaworu replied, displaying said fingers. Their dinner came and they took their time, talking and enjoying it. Later, the music came up and people started drifting to the dace floor, crowding around the speakers as the dj started up. Kaworu grinned mischievously as he stood up and dragged Shinji to his feet. "C'mon Shinji-kun, this is good music!"
Shinji was a little embarrassed but allowed himself to be pulled into the crowd of energetic bodies. The music was a good dance remix that everyone was getting into. It's not mine and Shinji's violin and cello duet but it's still fine with me!
He relaxed and kept up with Shinji as they fell in with the thumping bass, feeling the very air vibrate with each note. The scents of excitement and perfume were in the air, along with little whoops and giggles around the music. Shinji gave in and followed Kaworu's vibe, getting more relaxed. When the main lights dropped so the laser displays could start, he stole a quick kiss from Kaworu, surprising the gray haired teenager. After a few song sets, they had to take a break to catch their breath. Adrenaline up, they could barely relax in their seats. An excited light danced in Shinji's eyes as he slid a hand across the table to touch Kaworu's.
"Are you ready to go back yet?" he asked softly.
Kaworu closed his eyes as he felt Shinji's fingers trace his own and slyly interlock with them. It would be cruel to make him waitHe gave him a small smile. "Yes, let's go now, Shin-chan," he said softly.
Before Kaworu could even close the door all the way, Shinji closed it for him and pounced, claiming his mouth. He slid off the surprised boy's coat as he ran his hands down Kaworu's arms. Pulling back a little, Kaworu managed to get out, "Now who's frisky?"
"Must've been the dancing. It gave me ideas," Shinji said in a slightly hoarse voice. They stumbled out of their shoes and socks, Shinji nuzzling at Kaworu's neck as he fumbled out of his shirt. He was getting frustrated though and Kaworu didn't want his koi to not enjoy what he'd obviously wanted to spring on him all along.
"Easy now Shin-chan. I'm not going anywhere," he told Shinji in his ear. Shinji relaxed and ran a hand through Kaworu's gray hair, letting out a breath to tickle Kaworu's ear. He inhaled sharply, the hair on the back of his neck standing up. He nuzzled Shinji's mouth, letting himself be guided to the bed. Sitting down, he ran his hands through Shinji's soft dark hair and over his bare chest. I'm glad he doesn't have to live with scars like mine Shinji gasped as his fingers brushed his abdomen. "T-take 'em off," Shinji said in a breathy voice.
Kaworu started to pull up his shirt but was stopped by Shinji's hands on his wrists. "Not that. The pants," Shinji said, locking onto his Angel's eyes. Grinning, Kaworu let himself be gently pushed backwards as Shinji unbuttoned his jeans and slid them and his boxers off. Shinji leaned over Kaworu and kissed him deeply before pulling away long enough to ditch his own lower body clothes. Leaning in again, he asked, "Kao-chan, can I be seme tonight?"
"You're already - doing a pretty - good job of it," Kaworu panted as he felt his earlobe being tended to and a questing hand up his shirt, tracing the light scars it found. He's learned so much! Oh Kami, he knows exactly how to turn me on!
A little moan escaped Kaworu as he pushed his head back against the blankets and closed his eyes. He felt for Shinji's cheek as his koibito worried at the soft skin of his throat with slightly sharp teeth. He felt Shinji pulling his hand away with an exasperated sigh.
"Let me give you pleasure tonight koi, since it's your birthday and you're just really getting me off in that shirt!" Shinji said with a little laugh. Kaworu laughed as well, panting as he said, "Who am I - to say no to - such a well delivered offer?" He kept his eyes closed and felt his knees gently parted..
Kaworu's birthday night was quite a mind-blowing experience, so to speak. Though every night with Shinji is an experience in and of itselfKaworu moaned and clutched the sheets as his koi found his most sensitive spots, drawing the sensations to their fullest. Attentive Shinji neglected no part of his lithe body and his mouth and hands were seeking over every inch, delighting at the expressions on Kaworu's face. And that shirt never did come off, either..
*OWARI* (for chapter one)
Whew! Gomen for the length & the yaoi-ness at the end. They ARE a little older now, after all. There IS a plot & a point to all this, believe me. I'll be getting to it in the next chapter. (I'm trying to give these two a HAPPIER life, you know? They were pretty beat to hell in my first fic!)