What I Want
By
Natalie Elizabeth
Chapter 7
Buffy stood in front of the mirror getting dressed. Spike's friends had left a couple of hours now, but they would be coming back over in less than half an hour to go out. Buffy half-expected Spike's friends to be like him. She was really mistaken. Willow and Tara were great. She could see she was going to be real good friends with them. Straight away Willow told her she was gay, then asked if she was ok with it. Buffy found out the Willow and Tara had only come out about a year ago. Although they were happy with their sexuality, they still looked for acceptance from the people around them. Buffy wasn't sure what to expect with them. She didn't know if they were going to make out in front of her or what. After Buffy met Anya, she knew that she had nothing to worry about with Willow and Tara. Anya seemed to be the expert on sex and didn't seem to mind sharing. Her boyfriend was a different story. Even though Buffy could tell he loved Anya very much, she was aware of his embarrassment every time Anya mentioned anything to do with sex. Who wouldn't, when she was talking about Xander parading around the house in nothing but his construction hat?
Spike and his friends made an odd group. Buffy wouldn't pick them as being friends, but she was informed that they had all changed a lot since they first met. Willow was straight, Xander was a virgin and got nervous watching the naked ladies on the discovery channel, and Spike was William, a sandy-brown poet.
Apparently Spike and Xander met on Spikes first day. Xander had bowled him over with his Skateboard and even though Spike was the quiet type back then, he still tried to break Xander's nose. Afternoon detention for the both of them had actually made them friends. Spike and Xander spent the whole time bothering a girl who was complaining that she shouldn't have detention. Not wanting to sweat in gym had giving her detention and she was objecting to it. Buffy found out that the girl, Cordelia Chase, still hadn't grown out of her personality and that Buffy should watch out for her.
Buffy looked in the mirror and sighed. She wasn't sure what to wear. She had been to clubs before, but this was different. Buffy looked down at her outfit. She had decided to go with a tight pair of black leather pants and a red shirt. The one she had giving Dawn in green. The leather pants were dressy, but the shirt was a little casual and she hoped they balanced each other out. Buffy grabbed her make up bag and headed to the bathroom, there was better light in there. When Buffy got there she saw that Dawn was in there already wearing her new green top.
"Told you, you look good in the green."
Dawn looked up in the mirror and saw Buffy.
"Oh hey, wow you look nice."
"Really," Buffy asked looking down at her outfit. "I wasn't sure what to wear."
"You look great, Spikes going to love the leather."
Buffy looked up at her surprised. "Spike?"
"Well yeah, he's all into the black and stuff and they look really great."
Buffy looked down at her outfit and smiled.
"You can borrow them some time if your mom doesn't mind. Might be a bit short, but some nice boots they'll look cool."
"Really," Dawn asked surprised.
Buffy nodded then walked over to the mirror. She didn't get very far. Dawn had thrown her arms around her and held her tight.
"You're the best, you know that," she asked still holding her.
Buffy wasn't sure what to do, so she just patted Dawns arms.
"Umm, ok."
Dawn let go then walked over to the sink and picked up a lipstick.
"Here put this on."
Buffy took the lipstick out of her hand and looked at it.
"Red, I have never worn red before, isn't it kinda slutty?"
"No it will look great with your outfit!"
"I'm not sure about it either. The pants are new. I only bought them cause my parents would never have let me wear them at home."
"Really cause they look fantastic on you and the lippy will look great."
Dawn pushed Buffy to sit on the bathtub.
"Here, let me do your make up."
"Umm, ok."
Buffy wasn't sure about letting a 15-year-old do her make up. Buffy closed her eyes and hoped for the best. 10 minutes later Buffy dared to look in the mirror. Buffy smiled at her reflection, Dawn had done a real good job.
"Wow, I look really great."
Dawn laughed, "Yeah, so what about the make up?"
Buffy smiled, "I meant that I look really good with the make up."
Buffy turned her face so she could get a good look at what Dawn had done. Her lips were bright red and shiny. Her eyes were outlined and had a smoky look she had seen on models. Buffy heard the door bell ring and Dawn ran out of the room. Buffy gathered up her unused make up and made her way back to her room.
"Buffy, I am going now and I am staying at Janices, ok?"
"Ok Dawn, have fun," Buffy yelled.
"I will, oh Spikes here."
"Alright, tell them I'll be done in a minute."
"Cool."
Buffy rushed around her room, she wasn't sure what she would need.
"Hey Buffy, you ready," she heard Spike call.
"Hey Spike. Umm yeah, do I need anything, how much money should I bring?"
"Don't worry, love, I got it for tonight,"
"You sure?"
"Yeah, now will you get your ass down here?"
Buffy smiled. What he said was harsh, but there was no harshness in his voice. Buffy could tell it was just the way he talked. Buffy quickly sprayed her favorite perfume on then made her way out of her room.
"So, do you just want my ass down here or the rest of me too," Buffy asked descending the stairs.
Spike looked up at Buffy and his mouth gaped open. This was not the girl he met yesterday. Spike had only seen Buffy in jeans and t- shirts, the innocent look. This was by far not innocent.
"What? Am I dressed wrong," Buffy asked, noticing him staring at her.
Spike continued to stare at her, "Umm no you look great."
"You sure" she asked, nervously standing next to him.
"With out a doubt, pet."
Buffy smiled. "Good, I didn't want to stand out. So where's the gang," she asked, looking out the door.
Spike was momentarily stunned when Buffy had turned to look out the door. The leather pants were really tight.
"Umm, they are meeting us there. Xander lives on the other side of the campus. It's closer for him to take the girls home."
"Oh."
"Is that ok?"
"Yeah, yeah sure it is. So we going to go?"
"Umm yeah," he said practically running out the door.
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Buffy looked around the club; it was a really great place. Not just because it was nothing like home, that was just an added bonus. Buffy saw the gang out on the dance floor.
"You wanna dance," she asked Spike eagerly.
Spike looked at the dance floor. He never danced.
"Sure, pet."
Buffy grabbed Spike's wrist and pulled him over to where his friends were dancing.
"Hey guys." she said sliding up to them.
"Hey Buffy," Willow said. She then looked at Spike. "What are you doing," she asked confused.
"Dancing, what does it look like," he said trying to move to the music.
"You, dancing," Xander asked.
"I always dance," Spike said giving Xander a look, then nodding his head to Buffy.
"Oh," Xander said realizing he was trying to impress Buffy. "Yeah, Spike's a real good dancer Buffy, especially the slow ones."
Buffy smiled. "I'll keep that in mind."
Buffy danced a few dancers with the gang. She got a few longing looks from other guys, especially when she was dancing with Willow and Tara. Buffy started puffing a little and waving her hand in front of her face.
"You thirsty, luv," Spike asked, watching her every movement.
"Yeah."
"Go sit, I'll try get us a drink."
Buffy walked off the dance floor with the gang following her. Finding a table in the back Buffy flopped down into one of the seats.
"Wow, I am beat already. You guys really wore me out."
"Really," Anya asked, "You need to learn to pace your self. That way you can get a lot of orgasms later. You need to get a little worked up so you're really happy, like Spike is."
Buffy craned her neck to see Spike sitting at the bar waiting to order.
"Spike's not usually that happy," Buffy asked.
"Oh no Spike's usually grumpy and its very depressing. In fact I haven't seen him that happy since.."
"Cecily," Willow finished.
"Cecily," Buffy asked.
"Spike's first girlfriend."
"What happened, you act like she died."
"She broke Spike's heart," Tara sighed, "Or so I have been told."
"Spike was really hooked on her," Xander added. "She finally agreed to go out with him. He gave her all he had."
"What Xander means is that he gave her his virginity," Anya piped up. "Bitch, she tried to get more orgasm then me, she was sleeping around on him."
"Anya," Xander warned.
"What, we were all there when she turned up at the prom with one of her flings, Humiliating Spike in front of the whole school."
"This was while you guys were at high school," Buffy asked.
"Yeah final year," Willow told her, "He never really got over it. I mean I was really hurt for him, you know?"
"What's with all the glum faces?" Spike asked sitting a drink down in front of Buffy.
"Anya was telling sex stories," Willow said trying to cover up.
"I was not," Anya protested.
Willow glared at her and Xander kicked her under the table.
"Umm yeah I was, you know me and orgasms" she said not wanting to get hit again.
Spike took a large gulp of his beer, then placed it on the table. Buffy looked at the beer on the table then at Spike. She didn't like the fact that he was drinking and he would be driving her home. Buffy could drive, but probably not Spikes old car. Spike went to taker another sip of his beer when he noticed Buffy looking at him slightly angry.
"Umm, does any one want this?" he asked indicating his beer.
Everyone looked at him confused. Spike always drank.
"Umm, I'll take it," Tara piped up.
Spike placed the beer in front of her, "I am going to get a coke anyone want anything"
No one answered, so Spike set off for the bar again.
"So Spill," Buffy said. "I want to hear more about Spike's sordid past."
Xander smiled, maybe Buffy was interested in Spike. A little sob story might help it along.
"Well Spike became Spike after Cecily. Day after prom he got the look he has now. This drew the attention of Harmony when he started college. After about a year of her nagging, he finally went out with her."
"How did that go," Buffy asked
"Well, they're not together, are they," Anya stated, "Spike went impotent."
"Anya, he did not go impotent," Willow said, shaking her head. "Spike's not impotent Buffy, he just couldn't commit to the relationship like that."
"I still think he's impotent," Anya whispered.
"Anyway," Willow said ignoring Anya. "Harmony was just a stupid vapid blonde, no offence."
"None taken," Buffy said, eager to find out what happened.
"So anyway, Harmony just wanted a looker on her arm and a good lay in bed. Spike couldn't for fill so she dumped him."
Buffy sighed. "And I thought my love life was bad."
"The man didn't take it that hard, I think he expected it to happen," Xander said finally stepping into the conversation. "The thing is she won't let it go."
"Let what go." Buffy asked, confused
"Harmony wants him back," Tara added, "but he wont take her back, so she gives him her 'I am better than you' speech."
Buffy was shocked. "What a bitch!"
"Yep," they all agreed.
"So, is she still in Sunnydale," Buffy asked, wanting to pound her for being such a bitch to the nicest person she had met in Sunnydale
Willow began to look around, "She's usually here, she's a friend of Cordelia."
The gang began to look around.
"Oh no," Tara said.
They all turned to look at Tara.
"What is it honey," Willow asked.
Tara pointed to where Spike was at the bar. Buffy saw a blonde standing next to Spike throwing herself at him.
"You guys know her," she asked.
"Harmony," they all said.
Buffy started laughing. "That's Harmony?"
"Yep, how dare she be hornier than me," Anya said
Buffy looked at Spike and saw his discomfort.
"Isn't anyone going to do anything," she asked
"He can handle it," Xander said.
Buffy stood up and walked off in the direction of the bar.
"What are you doing," Willow asked
Buffy turned around and smiled, "I owe Spike a favor."
~TBC~
Authors Note: Ok sorry it took so long I was going to put up two chapters but I just accidentally deleted it and I have to rewrite it tonight. All feedback is welcomed and any help for the story line would be great too.
Also a big thank you to all my frequent reviewer. its you who I write the stories for cause I know you appreciate them.
Buffy stood in front of the mirror getting dressed. Spike's friends had left a couple of hours now, but they would be coming back over in less than half an hour to go out. Buffy half-expected Spike's friends to be like him. She was really mistaken. Willow and Tara were great. She could see she was going to be real good friends with them. Straight away Willow told her she was gay, then asked if she was ok with it. Buffy found out the Willow and Tara had only come out about a year ago. Although they were happy with their sexuality, they still looked for acceptance from the people around them. Buffy wasn't sure what to expect with them. She didn't know if they were going to make out in front of her or what. After Buffy met Anya, she knew that she had nothing to worry about with Willow and Tara. Anya seemed to be the expert on sex and didn't seem to mind sharing. Her boyfriend was a different story. Even though Buffy could tell he loved Anya very much, she was aware of his embarrassment every time Anya mentioned anything to do with sex. Who wouldn't, when she was talking about Xander parading around the house in nothing but his construction hat?
Spike and his friends made an odd group. Buffy wouldn't pick them as being friends, but she was informed that they had all changed a lot since they first met. Willow was straight, Xander was a virgin and got nervous watching the naked ladies on the discovery channel, and Spike was William, a sandy-brown poet.
Apparently Spike and Xander met on Spikes first day. Xander had bowled him over with his Skateboard and even though Spike was the quiet type back then, he still tried to break Xander's nose. Afternoon detention for the both of them had actually made them friends. Spike and Xander spent the whole time bothering a girl who was complaining that she shouldn't have detention. Not wanting to sweat in gym had giving her detention and she was objecting to it. Buffy found out that the girl, Cordelia Chase, still hadn't grown out of her personality and that Buffy should watch out for her.
Buffy looked in the mirror and sighed. She wasn't sure what to wear. She had been to clubs before, but this was different. Buffy looked down at her outfit. She had decided to go with a tight pair of black leather pants and a red shirt. The one she had giving Dawn in green. The leather pants were dressy, but the shirt was a little casual and she hoped they balanced each other out. Buffy grabbed her make up bag and headed to the bathroom, there was better light in there. When Buffy got there she saw that Dawn was in there already wearing her new green top.
"Told you, you look good in the green."
Dawn looked up in the mirror and saw Buffy.
"Oh hey, wow you look nice."
"Really," Buffy asked looking down at her outfit. "I wasn't sure what to wear."
"You look great, Spikes going to love the leather."
Buffy looked up at her surprised. "Spike?"
"Well yeah, he's all into the black and stuff and they look really great."
Buffy looked down at her outfit and smiled.
"You can borrow them some time if your mom doesn't mind. Might be a bit short, but some nice boots they'll look cool."
"Really," Dawn asked surprised.
Buffy nodded then walked over to the mirror. She didn't get very far. Dawn had thrown her arms around her and held her tight.
"You're the best, you know that," she asked still holding her.
Buffy wasn't sure what to do, so she just patted Dawns arms.
"Umm, ok."
Dawn let go then walked over to the sink and picked up a lipstick.
"Here put this on."
Buffy took the lipstick out of her hand and looked at it.
"Red, I have never worn red before, isn't it kinda slutty?"
"No it will look great with your outfit!"
"I'm not sure about it either. The pants are new. I only bought them cause my parents would never have let me wear them at home."
"Really cause they look fantastic on you and the lippy will look great."
Dawn pushed Buffy to sit on the bathtub.
"Here, let me do your make up."
"Umm, ok."
Buffy wasn't sure about letting a 15-year-old do her make up. Buffy closed her eyes and hoped for the best. 10 minutes later Buffy dared to look in the mirror. Buffy smiled at her reflection, Dawn had done a real good job.
"Wow, I look really great."
Dawn laughed, "Yeah, so what about the make up?"
Buffy smiled, "I meant that I look really good with the make up."
Buffy turned her face so she could get a good look at what Dawn had done. Her lips were bright red and shiny. Her eyes were outlined and had a smoky look she had seen on models. Buffy heard the door bell ring and Dawn ran out of the room. Buffy gathered up her unused make up and made her way back to her room.
"Buffy, I am going now and I am staying at Janices, ok?"
"Ok Dawn, have fun," Buffy yelled.
"I will, oh Spikes here."
"Alright, tell them I'll be done in a minute."
"Cool."
Buffy rushed around her room, she wasn't sure what she would need.
"Hey Buffy, you ready," she heard Spike call.
"Hey Spike. Umm yeah, do I need anything, how much money should I bring?"
"Don't worry, love, I got it for tonight,"
"You sure?"
"Yeah, now will you get your ass down here?"
Buffy smiled. What he said was harsh, but there was no harshness in his voice. Buffy could tell it was just the way he talked. Buffy quickly sprayed her favorite perfume on then made her way out of her room.
"So, do you just want my ass down here or the rest of me too," Buffy asked descending the stairs.
Spike looked up at Buffy and his mouth gaped open. This was not the girl he met yesterday. Spike had only seen Buffy in jeans and t- shirts, the innocent look. This was by far not innocent.
"What? Am I dressed wrong," Buffy asked, noticing him staring at her.
Spike continued to stare at her, "Umm no you look great."
"You sure" she asked, nervously standing next to him.
"With out a doubt, pet."
Buffy smiled. "Good, I didn't want to stand out. So where's the gang," she asked, looking out the door.
Spike was momentarily stunned when Buffy had turned to look out the door. The leather pants were really tight.
"Umm, they are meeting us there. Xander lives on the other side of the campus. It's closer for him to take the girls home."
"Oh."
"Is that ok?"
"Yeah, yeah sure it is. So we going to go?"
"Umm yeah," he said practically running out the door.
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Buffy looked around the club; it was a really great place. Not just because it was nothing like home, that was just an added bonus. Buffy saw the gang out on the dance floor.
"You wanna dance," she asked Spike eagerly.
Spike looked at the dance floor. He never danced.
"Sure, pet."
Buffy grabbed Spike's wrist and pulled him over to where his friends were dancing.
"Hey guys." she said sliding up to them.
"Hey Buffy," Willow said. She then looked at Spike. "What are you doing," she asked confused.
"Dancing, what does it look like," he said trying to move to the music.
"You, dancing," Xander asked.
"I always dance," Spike said giving Xander a look, then nodding his head to Buffy.
"Oh," Xander said realizing he was trying to impress Buffy. "Yeah, Spike's a real good dancer Buffy, especially the slow ones."
Buffy smiled. "I'll keep that in mind."
Buffy danced a few dancers with the gang. She got a few longing looks from other guys, especially when she was dancing with Willow and Tara. Buffy started puffing a little and waving her hand in front of her face.
"You thirsty, luv," Spike asked, watching her every movement.
"Yeah."
"Go sit, I'll try get us a drink."
Buffy walked off the dance floor with the gang following her. Finding a table in the back Buffy flopped down into one of the seats.
"Wow, I am beat already. You guys really wore me out."
"Really," Anya asked, "You need to learn to pace your self. That way you can get a lot of orgasms later. You need to get a little worked up so you're really happy, like Spike is."
Buffy craned her neck to see Spike sitting at the bar waiting to order.
"Spike's not usually that happy," Buffy asked.
"Oh no Spike's usually grumpy and its very depressing. In fact I haven't seen him that happy since.."
"Cecily," Willow finished.
"Cecily," Buffy asked.
"Spike's first girlfriend."
"What happened, you act like she died."
"She broke Spike's heart," Tara sighed, "Or so I have been told."
"Spike was really hooked on her," Xander added. "She finally agreed to go out with him. He gave her all he had."
"What Xander means is that he gave her his virginity," Anya piped up. "Bitch, she tried to get more orgasm then me, she was sleeping around on him."
"Anya," Xander warned.
"What, we were all there when she turned up at the prom with one of her flings, Humiliating Spike in front of the whole school."
"This was while you guys were at high school," Buffy asked.
"Yeah final year," Willow told her, "He never really got over it. I mean I was really hurt for him, you know?"
"What's with all the glum faces?" Spike asked sitting a drink down in front of Buffy.
"Anya was telling sex stories," Willow said trying to cover up.
"I was not," Anya protested.
Willow glared at her and Xander kicked her under the table.
"Umm yeah I was, you know me and orgasms" she said not wanting to get hit again.
Spike took a large gulp of his beer, then placed it on the table. Buffy looked at the beer on the table then at Spike. She didn't like the fact that he was drinking and he would be driving her home. Buffy could drive, but probably not Spikes old car. Spike went to taker another sip of his beer when he noticed Buffy looking at him slightly angry.
"Umm, does any one want this?" he asked indicating his beer.
Everyone looked at him confused. Spike always drank.
"Umm, I'll take it," Tara piped up.
Spike placed the beer in front of her, "I am going to get a coke anyone want anything"
No one answered, so Spike set off for the bar again.
"So Spill," Buffy said. "I want to hear more about Spike's sordid past."
Xander smiled, maybe Buffy was interested in Spike. A little sob story might help it along.
"Well Spike became Spike after Cecily. Day after prom he got the look he has now. This drew the attention of Harmony when he started college. After about a year of her nagging, he finally went out with her."
"How did that go," Buffy asked
"Well, they're not together, are they," Anya stated, "Spike went impotent."
"Anya, he did not go impotent," Willow said, shaking her head. "Spike's not impotent Buffy, he just couldn't commit to the relationship like that."
"I still think he's impotent," Anya whispered.
"Anyway," Willow said ignoring Anya. "Harmony was just a stupid vapid blonde, no offence."
"None taken," Buffy said, eager to find out what happened.
"So anyway, Harmony just wanted a looker on her arm and a good lay in bed. Spike couldn't for fill so she dumped him."
Buffy sighed. "And I thought my love life was bad."
"The man didn't take it that hard, I think he expected it to happen," Xander said finally stepping into the conversation. "The thing is she won't let it go."
"Let what go." Buffy asked, confused
"Harmony wants him back," Tara added, "but he wont take her back, so she gives him her 'I am better than you' speech."
Buffy was shocked. "What a bitch!"
"Yep," they all agreed.
"So, is she still in Sunnydale," Buffy asked, wanting to pound her for being such a bitch to the nicest person she had met in Sunnydale
Willow began to look around, "She's usually here, she's a friend of Cordelia."
The gang began to look around.
"Oh no," Tara said.
They all turned to look at Tara.
"What is it honey," Willow asked.
Tara pointed to where Spike was at the bar. Buffy saw a blonde standing next to Spike throwing herself at him.
"You guys know her," she asked.
"Harmony," they all said.
Buffy started laughing. "That's Harmony?"
"Yep, how dare she be hornier than me," Anya said
Buffy looked at Spike and saw his discomfort.
"Isn't anyone going to do anything," she asked
"He can handle it," Xander said.
Buffy stood up and walked off in the direction of the bar.
"What are you doing," Willow asked
Buffy turned around and smiled, "I owe Spike a favor."
~TBC~
Authors Note: Ok sorry it took so long I was going to put up two chapters but I just accidentally deleted it and I have to rewrite it tonight. All feedback is welcomed and any help for the story line would be great too.
Also a big thank you to all my frequent reviewer. its you who I write the stories for cause I know you appreciate them.