New Life
By Cat
Chapter one
((Breakfast the next morning))
Well Kevin is now shooting a dark look over to me as if I was a maniac and it looks as if I don't care about him or the rest of me team mates which isn't true. Y'know I'm not as bad as people make me out to be. I may look a bit intimidating but they judge me before they get to know me. I am saddened by this but I've learned to deal with it over time.
It basically happened just after Ray left. I guess it was because of Ray leaving, he was the team leader and had always helped my little sister; Mariah, but when Ray left I guessed that he wanted me to look after Mariah. Hmm, well I suppose it was winning that made me like this also, I wanted to win the Asian tournament so much and I drew me further away from my team mates and friends, also Mariah. I guess that's why I was so mad at her for losing to Ray. I was also jealous of Ray for getting the White Tiger instead of me.
What's going to happen will happen, and no matter how much you try to stop it, it will still happen eventually. Ray had always beaten Mariah in the past so what made me think that she was going to beat him that one time? It was winning, it plants a false idea in your head and makes us believe in things that are never going to happen. On the other hand, it gives us hope and makes us feel good when that false idea grows.
When ray was fighting Bryan ? in the world championships, Mariah was worried about him and was in tears, I'm sure she likes him, more than a friend that is, she's afraid to admit it though. I was afraid too, when he was unconscious I felt guilty of all the times I called him a traitor when I was supposed to be his best friend. I had made myself and my team believe that ray was a whole different person than the Ray we had known. Truth was that it was a lie, Ray hadn't changed at all. We, or more accurately I judged him before I knew the true meaning of why he left. I judged him before I got to know him, like people do to me. The only explanation was that I was jealous and life isn't fair, never has been.
To be continued. . .