Chapter 5
Author's jumbled notes- Welcome back everyone! I'm going to have to apologize to everyone who read the story thus far.I was a dumbass. I was only excepting reviews that were signed by people who owned FanFiction accounts.oops stupid me. I can't believe I was begging for reviews and not taking them, I was begging for nothing! :Whines: Oh well. Anyway, now I can be myself again and I'm excepting reviews from everyone so feel free to review. This is chapter five, a wonderful little chapter that shows Raistlin reveling in the aftermath of what was, if I do say so myself, the best lovemaking scene I have written in this story. Ah feels good. Well anyway here's chapter five read on and enjoy.
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Chapter Five
I adjust him in my arms, I did not notice until just now how heavy Dalamar is. I look down at him, no wonder, I thought he was asleep. I find myself laughing lightly as I look at him lovingly. He looks so child-like in his sleep; curled against me, his head tucked under my chin; he makes small sounds of contentment as he sleeps. My Goddess, thank you. Thank you for sending him to me. I thought I would be alone forever. I thought I would never be able to feel what love felt like.but I have. I like this feeling, love. I think.no, I know I will be with Dalamar like this for eternity; if, of course, you allow this my goddess.
I look down at him and I feel my heart swell with such joy as my words may ever explain. He is so beautiful; he looks almost like an angel. He seems so peaceful in his sleep, all the lines of worry and sadness smoothed from his flawless face, leaving an almost infantile look of innocence and purity. I brush a small strand of ebony hair form his eyes.no; he does not just look like an angel, he is an angel.my angel. He is mine and mine alone and I will not let anyone harm him. Dalamar may not know it but I know of his father. I've heard the awful stories.one of the town officials allegedly raping his young son of five years. He was accused but never convicted; no one would believe the boy, and no one would dare go against the wealthy and well-known townsmen. I know the story is true, I have felt Dalamar's pain; in the night, I hear his screams of inner torture as he relives that night. Every night for as long as I have known him, he suffers. I hear him whimper, screaming to be left at peace, for someone to help him, for someone to save him, and every morning he seems to be himself once again, but I know otherwise. I can see the pain, the terror, and the embarrassment of what he has gone though in his eyes.
I shake my head slowly, I don't know what I can do.what I will do, but one thing is for curtain, the man will pay. I swear by my goddess's name he will pay for the pain he has caused my sweet Dalamar. I know not why I am so angered at the thought of this dear boy suffering, but I am. I love Dalamar that I know, and I also know that I have never loved anyone, not even Caramon, as much as I love him.
My body is weak and I am weary; I have never felt like this. I am completely without energy, but I feel somewhat fulfilled, complete. Dalamar, I can't quite place why but you make me whole again. I thought I would be only half a person forever. It was a very cruel joke the gods played on my life. They give me cunning, and an intelligent brain but no body in which to use it, when they gave Caramon a well-built, very fit body and did not put a brain in his head. Do they find it funny to split a soul like this; give one twin the brain and the other the brawn? Well, again I have out played you; haven't I, O mighty ones? Dalamar, my Dalamar, you have helped me outwit the gods once more. With you, within you, I am whole again; I am complete. I smile down upon his sleeping figure; always I find his beauty astounds me; leaving me breathless, speechless. Leaning over him I brush my lips acrossed his forehead, I place a kiss upon each of his closed eyes before I take my place lying beside him. I love you my dark elf, and tomorrow we will start our new life together.
End Chapter 5
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Author's quick notes- Ok lets make this quick since this was a short chapter, thanks for reading, there is one more minor chapter but not anything important about a paragraph or so but please just read it. Ok so bye.
Author's jumbled notes- Welcome back everyone! I'm going to have to apologize to everyone who read the story thus far.I was a dumbass. I was only excepting reviews that were signed by people who owned FanFiction accounts.oops stupid me. I can't believe I was begging for reviews and not taking them, I was begging for nothing! :Whines: Oh well. Anyway, now I can be myself again and I'm excepting reviews from everyone so feel free to review. This is chapter five, a wonderful little chapter that shows Raistlin reveling in the aftermath of what was, if I do say so myself, the best lovemaking scene I have written in this story. Ah feels good. Well anyway here's chapter five read on and enjoy.
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Chapter Five
I adjust him in my arms, I did not notice until just now how heavy Dalamar is. I look down at him, no wonder, I thought he was asleep. I find myself laughing lightly as I look at him lovingly. He looks so child-like in his sleep; curled against me, his head tucked under my chin; he makes small sounds of contentment as he sleeps. My Goddess, thank you. Thank you for sending him to me. I thought I would be alone forever. I thought I would never be able to feel what love felt like.but I have. I like this feeling, love. I think.no, I know I will be with Dalamar like this for eternity; if, of course, you allow this my goddess.
I look down at him and I feel my heart swell with such joy as my words may ever explain. He is so beautiful; he looks almost like an angel. He seems so peaceful in his sleep, all the lines of worry and sadness smoothed from his flawless face, leaving an almost infantile look of innocence and purity. I brush a small strand of ebony hair form his eyes.no; he does not just look like an angel, he is an angel.my angel. He is mine and mine alone and I will not let anyone harm him. Dalamar may not know it but I know of his father. I've heard the awful stories.one of the town officials allegedly raping his young son of five years. He was accused but never convicted; no one would believe the boy, and no one would dare go against the wealthy and well-known townsmen. I know the story is true, I have felt Dalamar's pain; in the night, I hear his screams of inner torture as he relives that night. Every night for as long as I have known him, he suffers. I hear him whimper, screaming to be left at peace, for someone to help him, for someone to save him, and every morning he seems to be himself once again, but I know otherwise. I can see the pain, the terror, and the embarrassment of what he has gone though in his eyes.
I shake my head slowly, I don't know what I can do.what I will do, but one thing is for curtain, the man will pay. I swear by my goddess's name he will pay for the pain he has caused my sweet Dalamar. I know not why I am so angered at the thought of this dear boy suffering, but I am. I love Dalamar that I know, and I also know that I have never loved anyone, not even Caramon, as much as I love him.
My body is weak and I am weary; I have never felt like this. I am completely without energy, but I feel somewhat fulfilled, complete. Dalamar, I can't quite place why but you make me whole again. I thought I would be only half a person forever. It was a very cruel joke the gods played on my life. They give me cunning, and an intelligent brain but no body in which to use it, when they gave Caramon a well-built, very fit body and did not put a brain in his head. Do they find it funny to split a soul like this; give one twin the brain and the other the brawn? Well, again I have out played you; haven't I, O mighty ones? Dalamar, my Dalamar, you have helped me outwit the gods once more. With you, within you, I am whole again; I am complete. I smile down upon his sleeping figure; always I find his beauty astounds me; leaving me breathless, speechless. Leaning over him I brush my lips acrossed his forehead, I place a kiss upon each of his closed eyes before I take my place lying beside him. I love you my dark elf, and tomorrow we will start our new life together.
End Chapter 5
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Author's quick notes- Ok lets make this quick since this was a short chapter, thanks for reading, there is one more minor chapter but not anything important about a paragraph or so but please just read it. Ok so bye.