Here I am…again…

Looking out the window from my room in Privet Drive, looking in the darkness

Here I am…with the pain…

Both in my scar and in my heart, I falter helpless

Cho, Hermione, I'm such a failure

I killed Cedric, I killed Ron

"It's not your fault, Harry"

But it is…I deny it not

They cried, their tears falling

Crash, slashing my wounded heart

They screamed, echoing in my dreams

Aptly…in my nightmares

Loneliness is eating my very soul

Tried to stand firm

But the sorrow haunts

So I ventured

Without bless, without doubt

To repent, to revenge

And here I am…alone…challenging Death