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Always
I Hear, A Voice Saying
Don't Be So Blind
It's Telling Me All These Things
That You Would Probably Hide
"Yami, there you are, I was looking for you. Who is that girl that you were talking to?" Ryou asked after seeing his Yami walk away from a young girl.
"Hmm? Oh, she's just an old friend, that's all." Bakura said reassuringly while putting an arm around his Hikari.
"Okay." Ryou said pushing his worries aside, but not fully dismissing them.
Soon they were at their house and getting ready for bed. Bakura suddenly stopped.
"Huh? What's wrong Yami?" Ryou asked concernedly.
"I just remembered that I have to go meet someone, but don't worry, I'll be back soon." Bakura said getting dressed again. As soon as those words were out of Bakura's mouth Ryou thought of the girl he had seen his Yami talking to earlier.
"Can I come with you? Please Yami, I don't want to be alone," Ryou asked innocently.
"No!" Bakura snapped.
"Please Yami, I won't get in the way."
Damnit child! I said no!" Bakura yelled then backhanded Ryou.
"Yami…" Ryou looked up at his Yami with tears in his eyes.
"I said, stay here." Bakura told him, his voice cold. Then he walked out…
Am I Your One And Only Desire?
Am I The Reason You Breathe?
Or Am I The Reason You Cry?
**Yami Bakura**
"Stupid innocent brat." Bakura muttered.
He was walking into people and bumping them, and frankly not even caring. He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn't notice the girl until he walked into her, causing the both of them to crash to the ground.
"Hey! Watch where you're going punk!" The girl yelled at Bakura. She stood up and brushed herself off .
"Yeah? Well what about you?" Bakura muttered, standing up and looking down at his jeans to see if they were dirty.
"Bakura?" The girl asked recognizing the boy.
"Oh, hey you." Bakura said affectionately and pulled her into a hug.
"What's wrong? You seem…distracted…"
"Argh…well Ryou was asking questions about where I was going, and if he could come with me…I was so frustrated that…that I-I hit him…" Bakura admitted looking at the ground, ashamed.
"Aww, It's okay Bakura. I don't see why you won't tell him about us… "
"Sakui, we've gone over this before…if I tell him, then by law, I will be forced to make him one of us…" Bakura told her.
"So? What's wrong with being a vampire? It's great being a vamp…"
Bakura sighed, "Sakui, Ryou would never want to be a vampire…he would hate it, he's too innocent."
"Ahh, alright, I give up. You're right…now, let's go hunt and then we can talk."
**End Yami Bakura**
Always, Always, Always
Always, Always, Always
I Just Can't Live Without You
I Love You
I Hate You
I Can't Get Around You
I Breathe You, I Taste You
I Can't Live Without You
"Yami…" He looked up at his beloved Yami with tears in his eyes.
The blow stung. A lot. But what hurt more was the fact that Bakura didn't even care. Ryou grabbed an ice pack and climbed back into bed, only to be woken up hours later by Bakura.
"Heya Yami…" Ryou greeted his Yami hesitantly.
Bakura ignored him and climbed into bed.
"Come on Yami, talk to me….please, just say something, anything." Ryou pleaded with his Yami.
It was the next morning and Bakura still hadn't said anything to Ryou. Ryou sighed, he knew that his pleading wouldn't get him anywhere, except on Bakura's nerves.
"Okay Yami, when you are ready then we can talk," Ryou said giving up.
Later that day Bakura got up and left without a word of where he was going or when he would return. 'I wish he would talk to me,' Ryou thought sadly. It went on like that for weeks, Bakura would leave with no explanation and he wouldn't return till much later. One day after Bakura left once again, Ryou came up with this warped conclusion: Ryou thought that it was his fault that his Yami loved someone else. It was because of him, he was the one who drove his Yami away. Ryou decided that he would leave so he wouldn't get on Bakura's nerves any longer.
I Just Can't Take Anymore,
This Life Of Solitude
I Guess That I'm Out Of The Door
And Now I'm Done With You
Done With You, Done With You
Done With You, Done With You
I Feel Like You Don't Want Me Around,
It's All Been Bottled Up Until Now
As I Walk Out Your Door
All I Can Hear Is The Sound…
**Bakura**
Dear Yami,
I am really sorry, but I think we both need some time to think…I will go and stay with Yugi. Please, Yami, please don't come looking for me, I will come back soon.
Love,
Ryou
"Shit!" Bakura muttered after reading the note. "Oh well, it's for the best…I'm glad that Ryou finally left, I couldn't stand seeing him hurt for much longer. Bakura then went to his empty bad and cried softly.
When Ryou woke up much later he found Sakui sitting on the bed next to him, staring.
"Grah! Sakui! What are you doing here?" Bakura yelled, surprised.
"You, were late," She said accusingly. "What's wrong?"
"Ryou, he…he finally left…"
"Oh gosh, Bakura…you were supposed to call me so I could stay here and help you deal with this…." Sakui said hugging Bakura.
"I'm sorry, I forgot…I know this is best…but I didn't think it would hurt so badly…"
**End Bakura**
Always, Always, Always
Always, Always, Always
I Can't Live Without You
I Love You
I Hate You
**Two Weeks Later**
"Come on Ryou, he's sure to miss you. Why don't we go pay him a visit?" Yugi asked him.
Ryou sighed, he really missed Yami. "Okay, I'm going to go do that…today in fact, right now. And thank you for your offer to accompany me, but this is something I have to do for myself."
Yugi nodded.
The closer Ryou got to his house, the more nervous he got. Soon, too soon way too soon, Ryou was at his house.
Hesitantly Ryou opened the door. "Yami?"
Ryou began to walk around the house looking if his Yami was home. What he saw next shocked him. On the bed lay that girl that his Yami had been talking to a while back, and next to her asleep was…Bakura.
"Yami…How could you?" Ryou whispered, shocked.
Left My Hand Around You Heart
Why Would You Tear My World Apart?!?
Always, Always, Always…Always
Ryou quickly turned and ran away. 'This is all my fault. I did something to make Yami hate me…I-I don't think I would want to live without Yami…that's it…if I'm not alive anymore, then I won't have to see Yami with another person, and I won't be here to annoy Yami…' Ryou thought.
I See, The Blood All Over Your Hands
Does It Make You Feel More Like A Man
Was It All Just A Part Of Your Plan?
Was It All Just A Part Of Your Plan?
The Pistols Shaking In My Hands
And All I Hear Is The Sound…
Ryou placed the knife over his arm lightly. Then slowly he pushed it harder into his flesh. He could feel some pain, but it was nothing compared to how much his heart hurt. He switched hands and did the some to the other wrist. Ryou dropped the blade and looked at his handiwork. He stared down at the blood that was pouring out of his arms…he was transfixed at how…beautiful, the blood looked. Hesitantly he brought one wrist up to his mouth…
**Yami Bakura**
"Ryou!" Bakura sat up looking around. He could feel that his precious Hikari was in pain, and lots of it. Bakura closed his eyes and tried to see through Ryou's eyes so he could tell where he was. All he could see was red…
**Yami Bakura**
It started to hurt more…Ryou's vision started to get blurry. More blood kept coming, more and more red.
"Ryou!!"
Ryou's head snapped up at the sound of his name. He saw his Yami standing there.
"Yami, I am sorry, I am so sorry…" Ryou picked up a pistol that he had lying near by, his hand had started to shake from blood loss. He looked up at his Yami…then shot him self in the chest…
"NO!! Ryou! Noooo!" Bakura yelled falling to his knees and pulling Ryou into his lap.
"Yami…" Ryou weakly gasped, "it…it hurts Yami…I'm sorry…I-I love you…" Ryou cried closing his eyes one last time.
" Ryou!!!! NO! I'm sorry, I love you too Ryou. Ryou! Don't you dare leave me! Gods, Ryou, don't die…Ryou…" Bakura sobbed…"RYOU!!!"
**Yami Bakura**
"Ryou, my love…how could you? I'm so sorry…I thought I was doing the right thing…I thought you would hate me when you found out what I really am…but I never expected you to do this… Why Ryou?!? Was it because you saw me and Sakui together? Ryou, listen to me, she is just a friend, nothing else! It's you I love, only you. My love, how could you do this? You know I can't ever live without you…No! Ryou, damnit! Open your eyes! Now! Open them! Ryou…Ryou…" Bakura collapsed onto Ryou dead body in tears. After a while, Bakura sat up with tears running down his face, "Ryou, if I can't live this life with you, then I will spend the afterlife with you!" Bakura picked up the discarded gun, cocked it, then put it to his head…
I Love You, I Hate You
I Can't Live Without You
I Breathe You, I Taste You
I Can't Live Without You
I Just Can't Take Anymore,
This Life Of Solitude
I Guess I'm Out Of The Door
And Now I'm Done With You
I Love You, I Hate You
I Can't Live Without You
I Love You. I Hate You
I Can't Live Without You
I Love You, I Hate You
I Can't Live Without You
I Just Can't Take Anymore
This Life Of Solitude,
I Pick Myself Off The Floor
And Now I'm Done With You
Always, Always, Always…
BANG!!
Authors Notes: Review please ^-^