Writer's Note:
I'm sorry, for the ones who are reading my story, that it took so long. I had a readers block. So this is the forth chapter but it's not the last I'm counting another two would do it… please review I feel like there's no one that are reading my story.. Anyway I had fun writing this chapter even if it took 3 months to write it.
Ok now for my story…The songs are between * * and the thoughts are between / / . Have a Nice reading!
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Chapter 4
Love to hate
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
Nothing else matters
Never care for what they do
Never care for what they know
But I know
So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters
Never care for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know
Never opened myself this way
Life is our, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters
Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
Nothing else matters.. .. ..
[ Nothing Else Matters, Metallica]
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It has been weeks since Ginny had talk to Harry, Ron or Hermione. She didn't even stay with the Gryffindores girls during classes, she would go sit with the Slytherin. She didn't care what was said about her. She would stay out late in the night to be alone with Draco. They would talk about everything and nothing, thing that had happen during the day, laugh about the thing that Harry or Hermione would do or saying during class. She did laugh but she didn't find it funny. One night when they where alone.. .. ..
_ " Draco, all this really funny but .. .. if you could not laugh of them while I'm around I would really appreciate it." Said Ginny, self-conscious of what she was asking.
_ " Why? Don't tell me you still care! I mean come on they turned their back on you because you change a little bit. They are not real friends, real friends don't turn their back on you went you need a moment to yourself." Said Draco a bit piss off by the way the conversation was going. He wouldn't take orders from a little nobody!
_ " I know that! But still, I care for them I little bit, Shit it my brothers friend your talking about.. .. I don't want you to be mad at me! I really like to talk to you but please they aren't my friends just I find it .. .. Immature to laugh of someone else."
_ " I don't understand why I should stop laughing of them just because of you.. .. I.." said Draco really piss off
_ " Please don't laugh of them while I'm around.. .. Please?" said shyly Ginny
_ "Arg!!! .. .." Look up to the moon and back at Ginny
sigh "Fine! I'll do it but don't ask for something else." Said Draco resigning himself to her.
Ginny smile at him and nod. She knew that he had a reputation to maintain but he was willing to do it while she was there. It meant something to her. She didn't love him, but as the days had pass she had learn to know him, the way he thought, the way he was with his friends and why he was like he was.
She knew that something was wrong with is life but he didn't want to talk to her, she understand that, he did trust her enough to talk.. .. She knew that he didn't even talk to is bests friends, Goyle and Crabb. It must have been really awful if he didn't want to talk.. .. She had decided to make him talk. She had that say: "When something seems to be really big, talk to someone about it and you'll see it shirk." And she believe it was true. Life was full of shit and people can bring more, what you don't need.. .. but if you talked life seem to go better after a while.
_ " Draco?" said Ginny, looking over a book she was reading.
_ " What is it Virginia?" said Draco, occupied by a potion homework. He had started calling her Virginia about a month a ago when they were together alone one night and they had kiss.. ..
_ " Euhm… Can we talk?.. .. seriously?" She was getting uncomfortable.. she knew what she was about to ask him and knew that she might get him mad even piss off at her, by the question she was about to ask.. ..
_ " ya, ya.. .. talk I'm listening." Said an annoyed Draco, not even looking up from his homework.
_ "Draco I really need you to look at me.. .. please don't be mad.. .." Said Ginny who had deposit her book on the couch next to her.
Draco looking up to Ginny " What??? What do you want.. .. I have homework to do.. you know what Snape is like if homework's aren't done .. .. Be quick!!!"
_ " What is so terrible that you don't want to talk to anyone about your father or yourself.. I need to know if you want me to trust you.. you know everything about me.. .. and I know nothing about you.. I think it would be time for you to talk to me.. .."
_ " I don't need your trust!!!! I don't want to talk you stupid bitch.. .. What do you think that I'm going to talk to you just because you've been nice to me.. .. I don't talk coz I don't want to talk.. .. God !!!! Your stupid, aren't you?.. .. Leave me alone Weasel .. I don't need you in my life.. ..! Your only 15.. do you think you could help me? Your just a baby crawling at my feet.. .. I told you to LEAVE !!!!!"
By now Ginny was crying her eyes out.. .. How could he be so mean to her.. .. she had been more then nice to him and now this he didn't change, didn't he? She had left Draco's bedroom running .. .. in the corridors she bump into Harry who tried to calm her down but nothing helped.. .. being in the corridors didn't help. So he decided to bring her in he room.
_ " Ginny please calm down.. .. Shhh.. .. Shhh.. .." Said Harry rocking her little body against him. He had carry Ginny on his bed and was siting beside her.. trying to calm her down.. He wanted to know what was going on .. .. he knew it had to be Draco's fault .. again.. since she only come to sleep in the Gryffindors tower, it couldn't be one of the girls teasing her. Plus she was so far from the tower.. and was going in that direction.
_ " Please Ginny, tell me what going on! " Said Harry a bit worried for her.. .. the only thing she could do was cry.. .. he let her cry until she fell asleep in his arms. He let her sleep in his bed while he was sleeping on the couch.. ..
The next morning when Ginny wakes up she's a bit lost and then memories of the night before flash before her.. All the hurt and the love she felt.. she remembers Harry looking worried for her and Draco being an ass to her.. .. She gets up even if she would have stayed there for years and years to come.. .. When she looks around she founds Harry sleeping on the couch. Decided not to wake him up she creeps out but on her way to the door she hears.. ..
_ " Now will you tell me what happen last night or will I have to tickle you until you tell me?" Said Harry half awake..
Ginny smiled and turn around " Is this a threat ? .. .. Thank you Harry for everything.. .. but I don't what to talk about it.. .. just let it drop please, ok?"
_ " Yes, it's a threat !!" Said Harry jumping on from the couch and in second he was on Ginny tickling her .. .. Letting the frustration, of not being there for her, out of he's system.
_ " ENOUGH.. .. ENOUGH.. .. PLEA..SE .. .. HARRY.. !!!" Said Ginny laughing her heart out. Man it felt good to laugh like that.. .. it seem like ages that she haven laugh like that..
_ " Enough you said?" Still siting on Ginny and tickling her.
_ " YES !! YES !!! ENOUGH PLEASE!! Hihihihihihihihihi" said Ginny twisting and turning trying to free herself from under him. His Quiddish practice made him much more strongher then her and all the twisting and turning made her more tired then anything else.. ..
_ " You want me to stop?.. Ok!" Harry stop tickling her but didn't move from above her. From all the twisting and turning of Ginny, aroused him more then he would let her know.. anyway tried not to let it show. He was siting on her low belly what made him think of the two of them together but decided not to act on his thoughts.
_ " Thank you.." sigh " Thank you very much!" Said Ginny not noticing the bump in Harry's pants.. .. She started to twist and turn to try to free herself.. .. but all that did was putting her in a even more provoking potion. Harry, very aware of his arousal, got up from her and turned has fast has he could toward he bedroom.. How could he even think about Ginny in that way!..
_ " Euhm, Ginny I'm going to take a shower. You should do the same it's about time to go down and eat.. .." Said Harry in his way to his room.
_ " Shit! .. Look at the time! .. .. thanks Harry to reminded me!" Ginny turn her back on those word and walk out without looking back.. .. Harry started to say something but the sound of the door closing cut him on is word.. .. He want in his bedroom undress and went in his bathroom and showered, trying to clear his thoughts of Ginny. She was so fragile and delicate, how could anyone want to hurt her?
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After screaming at Ginny, Draco sit down at his desk had started Swear at himself. How could he scream like that at Ginny? She was more then right she had open her heart and told him everything about herself, about her family and how come she was tired of being good.. .. Him the only thing he had offer her was a ear .. .. not a shoulder to cry on, not all his attention just barely did he give her any love.. .. even if he thought he loved her. Is that what love was suppose to be? Wanting to be with the person day and night, looking in her eyes to know how deep she fells you? Maybe it was just sex pleasure that e felt for her.. .. He always wanted her in his bed why would it had change? Nothing had change.. And What Draco Malfoy wanted, He had it! He wanted Ginny in his bed he would had her there.. .. Now what could he do to get her to forgive him.. He knew! He gather quills and ink and started to write to her.. .. When she would receive this she would be head over heels for him and would let him do what ever he wanted with her.. .. This was wicked and he like it.. .. After righting the letter he fetch his owl and told it to give it to Ginny Weasley at breakfast time. The owl hoot and want on. Now it was time for bed.. .. This night would be just delicious.. He smiled to himself as he pass by his mirror, undress and went to bed. This was pure ecstasy !!!!!!!!
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Ginny run up to the tower without getting caught by any teachers. She felt great. This little tickling fight with Harry had put her mood on a higher level. She smiled to one girl in the bedroom and went on to the shower.. .. She washed herself with her strawberry shampoo and body lotion. Detangle her hair with a comb and put little purple barrettes in them, went to the bedroom to dress herself in one of her work robe. As she run down to the common room she heard Harry and Hermione having a argument.
_ " She's a nice girl!" Said Harry with despair in his voice.
_ " What?! Are you crazy? Ginny is a Two Face Bitch.. .. Don't tell me you want her in your bed!?.. .. looks like Ron and me are the only one who saw who she was really."
Ginny came down one step at a time listening Harry defending her and Hermione just blast her of the most horrible adjective she ever heard Herm said.. .. even with Draco she wasn't that bad. Step on the final stair and look at Harry who's eyes open wider and at Hermione who had her back turn on her.
_ " It's nice to know who's your real friends are." Saying that, Ginny kiss Harry on the cheek and pass by Hermione without looking at her, went through the big lady portrait's and went to the great hall to eat.
As she sit down far away from Ron, who was waiting for Hermione and Harry, the owls came from every window. An Big white owl dropped a letter in front of Ginny. With an up eyebrow she took the letter in her hand and recognized the hand writing.. .. she open the letter a bit surprise after the way he had treated her last night. As she read the letter her eyes where fill with tears and a big one rolled down her face.
When she finish reading the letter she got up and went to the Slytherin table and kiss Draco on the lips.. .. At the Gryffindor's table girls where gathering around the letter to read it..
My love, my one and only,
I'm really sorry for last night, I was being a jerk.. .. You got to forgive me.. .. your the only one I love and the way I treaded you was awful. You only ask me a simple question, I should had answer it.. .. My Ginny, My life, My world please forgive me.. .. To make you pardon me I have a question to ask you.. would you be my date for the Christmas Dance ? I really need you in my life please, please say yes.. ..
Please, love, forgive me
Draco Malfoy
_ "It's so sweet of him to write that! You know, to excuse himself like that!" Said one girl..
_ "He's so nice with her.. .. I would give anything for a guys like that to love me" Said another girl.
Harry, Hermione and Ron gathered around the letter to read it. Hermione give a " I told you so" look to Harry.. .. Harry only turn his back on the letter.. .. /I will never give up on her.. Maybe Ron and Hermione would let her down right now but not me./ She was his friend and that was enough to give the world for her.
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Christmas was coming closer and closer. One day while Harry was gathering his thing in the potion class he heard Draco talking with one of his friend.. ..
_ " I'm tell you.. .. I don't love her I only want her in my bed.. .. You know me what I want I have it.. .. so I'll have her the night of the dance.. .. one good shot before taking my wife."
_ " I hope your telling the truth cause you know your dad is going to kill you if you want her as a wife.. By the way who are you going to propose to?"
_ " Arf! I don't know maybe Pansy.. Probably the choice my dad make me take.. .. Anyway I don't care, as long as I can have sex when ever I want with who ever I want, I'll be alright."
_ " Sure, sure that's what matters.. .. anyway I'm sure no one will stop you with Ginny.. .. She turn her back on everyone who would have been there to rescue her."
_ " That's true! You know what's best now I have more than half of the secret of the Weasley Family.. .. It will be just so fun to kill them when my father makes me a death eater.. .. There will be my first family.. I'm going to empress Lord Voldemort with that.. then I'll go after Potter." Draco started to laugh at that thought.. .. Oh! It would be just a pleasure to kill Potter..
Harry hurried to go see Ron and told him what Draco was going to do to Ginny.. They had to tell her what was going on and tell Ron's parents what Draco would do if he would be come death eater. Ron went to search for Hermione and told her what Harry had heard.. .. Not knowing what to do she told him to tell his parents and to tell Harry to talk to Ginny.. .. If it didn't work with Ginny, Ron would try and if that didn't work .. .. Herm would go. Even if she knew that Ginny wouldn't even listen to her or Ron. Plus she was the one in the dearth, not her.
There was only three days before the dance and Harry, Ron and Hermione had tried tell her.. but nothing had work. She was a stubborn as a mule.
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As a new song starts to play, Hermione decided that it's her turn to go talk to Ginny.. .. even if it's the last thing she thought would help.. ..
*I didn't hear you leave,
I wonder why am I still here*
_ "Ginny?.. .. I need to talk to you!"
_ "Hermione? What the hell do you want?"
_ " I need to talk to you about something."
_ " It's about Draco…"
_ " What the fuck is wrong again?"
_ " I know what he wants from you."
*And I don't want to know the things,
It might change my memory*
_ " I know it too… NOTHING!!!! He wants to love me that's all!!!!"
_ " that's not true! He wants something from you…"
_ " Oh, Please! That again!? He loves me!" By now Ginny was piss off
*Oh! I am what I am,
I'll do what I want,
But I can't hide,
And I won't go,
I won't sleep,
I can't breath,
until your resting here with me.
I won't leave and I can't hide,
How can I be until your resting here with me.*
For about a week now Ron, Hermione and even Harry had tried to tell her something, but each times she had refused to hear them out or even believe what she heard.. .. How could they say that about him! Even Harry had enter in there games.. How could he?
* I don't want to call my friends,
They might wake me from this dream,
And I can't leave this bed,
Risk forgetting all that's been*
_ " Why should I believe you? Your not even my friend! " Said Ginny more angry
_ "I mean well, damn it! His no good for you ,Ginny!" said Hermione, pointing at Draco who was coming there way.
_ "What's going here?" Draco said taking Ginny by the waist, making her his.
_ " Nothing!" Hermione said
_ " Then, why where you pointing at me? Your jealous ?"
_ " No, not at all!.. I'm leaving, but remember what I said, Gin."
Hermione turn on her heels and went to the others making "no" signs with her head, letting them know that it didn't work for her either…
_ " Hey babe!? What did she want's?" Said a concern Draco
_ " Oh, Nothing honey, she was just saying that you where bad for me."
_ " Do you think I'm bad for you?"
_ " No, not at all love!" Said Ginny, putting her arms around Draco's neck and smiling to him " You are my love and they can't say a thing that would change my mind!"
/This was THE night! It was right now or never!/Draco thought. After what she had just told him, he knew, she was without no doubt, in love with him.
Other song started as Draco lend Ginny on the dance floor. One more song wouldn't matters much. He could hear the first verse of this song…
*Talk to me softly;
There's something in your eyes;
Don't hang your head in sorrow;
And please don't cry;
I know how you feel inside;
I've Been there before;
Something's changin' inside you;
And don't you know.*
Putting her hands around his neck, locking them together, she at him in the eyes. His beautiful silver-grey eyes, telling her how much he loves her, seeing deep down to his soul.
*Don't you cry tonight;
I still love you baby;
Don't you cry tonight;
Don't you cry tonight;
There's a heaven above you baby;
And don't you cry tonight.*
Putting his arms around her body, his hands on her hips, looking down at her.. she look almost like an angel, but he couldn't think about what he was going to do to her next.. .. It had to be that way! That's the way his father would had told him to do it…
*Give me a whisper;
And give me a sigh;
Give me a kiss before you;
tell me goodbye.*
She took a step closer, putting her head on his torso hearing every beat from his heart, every breath he took, she could feel the heat of his body through there robes.. .. Oh she loved him so much!
*Don't you take it so hard now;
And please don't take it so bad;
I'll still be thinking of you;
And the times we had.. .. Baby.*
No, No ,No! This was not right he didn't love her at all, how could he feel like he was sorry for what he was about to do to her.. .. HE DIDN'T CARE!!!! He had a heart of stone and it would stay like that!
He look down and whispered in Ginny's ear to follow him. Lending Ginny of the dance floor, Draco put his arm around Gin's waist. He wanted for everyone to see that he loved her.. .. Especially Harry, Ron and Hermione.
Without asking Draco where he was taking her she followed him of the dance floor. Putting her head on his shoulder she could still hear the last lyrics of the song.. ..
*And please remember that I never lied;
And please remember how I felt inside now Honey;
You gotta make it your own way;
But you'll be alright now sugar;
You'll feel better tomorrow;
Come the morning light now baby.*
She putted her head on Draco's shoulder and kissed him on the neck. He took Ginny's hand in his and walked in silence with her.
Ginny look around at the portrait that where on the wall. She knew where he was taking her and she knew she was ready for him.. .. He loved her, she loved him.. .. What more could she ask for?
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Her question was answer As the door of Draco's dorm open. In front of her eyes was a path of red, pink and white pedals of roses going toward the bed, who was covered in red petals. The bedroom was illuminated by candles, making the room the most romantic atmosphere she ever had been before.
The color of the roses meant something. White for purity, pink for love and red for passion. Ginny knew it.
She turn toward Draco putting her arms around his neck and kissing him passionately, making him understand how much she wanted him. Putting one on her cheek and the other on her back, making her body approach his, while responding to the passionate kiss. Oh, How much he desired her!
He took a step back, making Ginny moan because of the cold air. He pick her up and broth to the bed. Deposing her gently on the bed he took his wand out and look the door. He gently pull her to him and………
A/S
Hey guys I hope you like this chapter too. It might take me a little while before I give you the next chapter, but it will be coming up in a short time. I'm still looking for reviews..
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