So now that we know how Gan Ning really feels about Lu Xun, here comes one
of the hardest tests for them both. Well there friendship least and can
they keep it all a secret from everyone else. And I'm sorry for taking so
long to update, I've been having so computer trouble. So now I finally give
you chapter 4 enjoy!!!!
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I could feel his warm body pressing down against mine own as he gently kissed me. I just felt soooo many things inside: passion, happiness, excitement, - and a little bit of embarrassment. I thought that when we would dock, everything would be wonderful and simple, but it was the exact opposite, it was horrible, confusing.
Everything *started* out good, started being the key word here. Just before we reached land he got up, helped me up and then walk me to the door and he told me not to tell anyone about what happened. I said I wouldn't and went to my room.
That was the good part of the rest of this *week* ahead.
We had just gotten on to shore, and because we all live in one big mansion it would be easy for as to get to one another, so I decided to visit him later on.
I was walking to the sables, so I could ride Silver Toe, seeing as she's the only horse that actually likes me and won't buck me off when I try to get on her. I know she's my sister's, but she wouldn't mid.
I was riding up a hill when I saw Gan Ning talking to Sun Shang Xiang; ok I'm not the type of person to not like someone. But there was something about her that I just didn't like.
I rode up a bit closer to them and dismounted off of Sliver Toe and walked the rest of the way, and making sure they couldn't see or hear me coming. When I came into hearing range of them I could here everything that they were saying.
"So Gan Ning, I heard you saved Lu Xun, is that true?"
"Yea."
"Well, I know something was going to happen to him, I mean him just being a kid and all."
I am not a kid I'm only one year younger then her. Well, I guess I shouldn't get to mad, after all you know when ever your with a lot of people, there will always always be that one person, that one person that you just can't stand, and has to always mess everything up for you, well guess what that's her.
"Well I would have done it if it was anyone on our side."
"So then you would have done it for me then?"
Now this IS sad, if this is how she hits on people, I should have nothing to worry about her being with him.
"Yes, I guess I would have helped you to."
"Well, I can't talk any more, my brother's calling me, but maybe we can talk later on, in my room, if that's ok with you of course?"
"Sure."
Ok now we might have some problems...
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I was going down the hall upstairs to go to bed and I passed by his room, so I decided to see if he was already in Sun's room. When I knocked on the door I could hear someone walking to the door, but then they stop and went back. And then I hear him say "come in."
It was a funny site actually. I could see he was writing something, so I asked him about it.
"Hey, what are you writing there?"
"Nothing really, I was thinking about some things and decided to write it down."
"Well you look tense all over your body; here lay down on your stomach."
When he was lying down I started to message him, I could tell he was enjoying himself because he wasn't saying anything and he was starting to fall asleep. So I thought that it would be a good chance to kiss him. I started to kiss the center of his back when he turned around and looked at me like I was crazy or something.
"Hey, what are you doing Lu Xun?" he said in a sleepily voice.
"Nothing I was just kissed you, that's all."
"Well, please don't do it again."
"What's wrong with you!?"
"Lu Xun I think...... I think we should just go our separate ways."
"What, why!?!"
"Because it's just too weird for me to be with you like this."
"Well! If it's too weird, then would you tell me why you did all of those things to me on the boat, because I would like to know?!?"
"I was stress, and I had a lot to drink and you didn't seem like a man, but woman."
"So you just used me, because you were drunk!" I said yelling now.
"Yes, and I'm sorry that I did, but please don't yell, you'll wake everyone up."
"I will yell if I want to." I said trying to clam down.
"Look I know that this isn't the best thing for us now, but I hope that we can still are and can be friends Lu Xun."
"Well, I think it's kind of hard to be friends with someone who sleeps with you and then says it to weird, because we both crossed that line of just being friends, Gan Ning."
"I know, but can we at least try."
"No, we can't." I said walking out of his room.
How, how could I be so stupid, I should have known it was to go to be true. Now I wise my room wasn't so close to his. But I couldn't help but think to myself as I entered my room that this must what my sister felt like before she met Sun Quan.
I could feel my anger for him getting stronger and stronger thought out the night. I thought about everything that his happened to me and reflect back on what just happened to me. I could feel hot tears starting to come, but I fought them back as much as I could, before they started rushing down my checks.
My father was right he use to tell me and Xunu, "If you want to get ahead in life, you have to listen to your head not your heart." I thought about this sentence all night wail I cried myself to sleep.
The next morning was bad, but was not as bad as last night. I decided that the best thing for me was to put everything I ever felt about him behind me and move on, but it was going to be a lot harder than I thought it was.
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To be continued....
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I could feel his warm body pressing down against mine own as he gently kissed me. I just felt soooo many things inside: passion, happiness, excitement, - and a little bit of embarrassment. I thought that when we would dock, everything would be wonderful and simple, but it was the exact opposite, it was horrible, confusing.
Everything *started* out good, started being the key word here. Just before we reached land he got up, helped me up and then walk me to the door and he told me not to tell anyone about what happened. I said I wouldn't and went to my room.
That was the good part of the rest of this *week* ahead.
We had just gotten on to shore, and because we all live in one big mansion it would be easy for as to get to one another, so I decided to visit him later on.
I was walking to the sables, so I could ride Silver Toe, seeing as she's the only horse that actually likes me and won't buck me off when I try to get on her. I know she's my sister's, but she wouldn't mid.
I was riding up a hill when I saw Gan Ning talking to Sun Shang Xiang; ok I'm not the type of person to not like someone. But there was something about her that I just didn't like.
I rode up a bit closer to them and dismounted off of Sliver Toe and walked the rest of the way, and making sure they couldn't see or hear me coming. When I came into hearing range of them I could here everything that they were saying.
"So Gan Ning, I heard you saved Lu Xun, is that true?"
"Yea."
"Well, I know something was going to happen to him, I mean him just being a kid and all."
I am not a kid I'm only one year younger then her. Well, I guess I shouldn't get to mad, after all you know when ever your with a lot of people, there will always always be that one person, that one person that you just can't stand, and has to always mess everything up for you, well guess what that's her.
"Well I would have done it if it was anyone on our side."
"So then you would have done it for me then?"
Now this IS sad, if this is how she hits on people, I should have nothing to worry about her being with him.
"Yes, I guess I would have helped you to."
"Well, I can't talk any more, my brother's calling me, but maybe we can talk later on, in my room, if that's ok with you of course?"
"Sure."
Ok now we might have some problems...
~*~*~*~*~*~
I was going down the hall upstairs to go to bed and I passed by his room, so I decided to see if he was already in Sun's room. When I knocked on the door I could hear someone walking to the door, but then they stop and went back. And then I hear him say "come in."
It was a funny site actually. I could see he was writing something, so I asked him about it.
"Hey, what are you writing there?"
"Nothing really, I was thinking about some things and decided to write it down."
"Well you look tense all over your body; here lay down on your stomach."
When he was lying down I started to message him, I could tell he was enjoying himself because he wasn't saying anything and he was starting to fall asleep. So I thought that it would be a good chance to kiss him. I started to kiss the center of his back when he turned around and looked at me like I was crazy or something.
"Hey, what are you doing Lu Xun?" he said in a sleepily voice.
"Nothing I was just kissed you, that's all."
"Well, please don't do it again."
"What's wrong with you!?"
"Lu Xun I think...... I think we should just go our separate ways."
"What, why!?!"
"Because it's just too weird for me to be with you like this."
"Well! If it's too weird, then would you tell me why you did all of those things to me on the boat, because I would like to know?!?"
"I was stress, and I had a lot to drink and you didn't seem like a man, but woman."
"So you just used me, because you were drunk!" I said yelling now.
"Yes, and I'm sorry that I did, but please don't yell, you'll wake everyone up."
"I will yell if I want to." I said trying to clam down.
"Look I know that this isn't the best thing for us now, but I hope that we can still are and can be friends Lu Xun."
"Well, I think it's kind of hard to be friends with someone who sleeps with you and then says it to weird, because we both crossed that line of just being friends, Gan Ning."
"I know, but can we at least try."
"No, we can't." I said walking out of his room.
How, how could I be so stupid, I should have known it was to go to be true. Now I wise my room wasn't so close to his. But I couldn't help but think to myself as I entered my room that this must what my sister felt like before she met Sun Quan.
I could feel my anger for him getting stronger and stronger thought out the night. I thought about everything that his happened to me and reflect back on what just happened to me. I could feel hot tears starting to come, but I fought them back as much as I could, before they started rushing down my checks.
My father was right he use to tell me and Xunu, "If you want to get ahead in life, you have to listen to your head not your heart." I thought about this sentence all night wail I cried myself to sleep.
The next morning was bad, but was not as bad as last night. I decided that the best thing for me was to put everything I ever felt about him behind me and move on, but it was going to be a lot harder than I thought it was.
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To be continued....
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