Raven stared up at the night sky above her,'What's wrong with me? Why am I suddenly so mad at everything, and everyone? Am I really evil?'
"Hey, you ok?"Henry crawled up next to her,"You seem really out of it."
"I'm fine!"Raven snapped angrily.
"Yeesh, no need to bite my head off."Henry muttered,"I'm just worried about you."
Raven let out a groan,"Sorry, I'm just, well, stressed. I don't know what's wrong with me. It just feels like I'm mad at everyone right now, but, I don't have a single reason to be. I should be happy, but I just can't be. It's like my transformation isn't just affecting me physically, but mentally too. I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?"Henry wrapped a gentle arm around her,"There aren't many things that can scare a mega level digimon and you know it."
"Myself."Raven rested her head on Henry's shoulder,"Last night I got really mad at Impmon for bringing Ai and Mako here with him."
"That's silly, he's perfectly capable of taking care of them. Why would you get mad at him for that?"
"Exactly, my temper's getting hell shorter and I'm getting mad for no reason. That's what's scaring me, If I lose my temper and the digimon aren't near us, you and Rika are as good as dead, and Ryo might be too. I couldn't live with myself if I was responsible for your deaths, but, that's exactly what I might do."
Henry gave the teen digimon a light shake,"Don't say things like that. Do you REALLY want to turn out like your father?"
Raven shook her head,"Is the sky made of rocks? Of course I don't want to turn out like Apoclaymon! I'd rather just live my life out as a normal HUMAN girl, not the daughter of one of the most powerful digimon in the universe."
"But that's the way it is. You're the daughter of Apoclaymon, and you're going to be a digimon for the rest of your life. Nothing can change that."
"You'd be suprised."Raven muttered,"I know, but I wish I could. I hate being a digimon. My life has always been, well, a gigantic war, even before I came to Japan. Now, add all this to it."
"Between you and Ryo,"Henry couldn't help but smile,"you've got the equivalent of World War III for a life."
"Exactly, and war means pain, death, anger, hate, and loss. If Kazu had come with us, he'd probably be dead right now. My temper's just been too short lately."
"If you don't eventually kill Kazu, Rika will. One of you will get ticked off and kill him sooner or later anyway."
Raven rolled her cerulean eyes,"Point taken. But why am I changing back so fast, and Ryo isn't?"
"Bad luck?" Raven twisted her head slightly and glared at the boy. "Sorry. I'm just asking to get hurt, aren't I?"
"What do you think, human?"
"That Ryo's talking in his sleep again."
Raven sat up,"Huh?"
"Just listen."Henry shook his head and looked across the small clearing the group was sleeping in.
Ryo was fast asleep, using Monodramon as a pillow, but still talking in his sleep,"Mmmm, Rika...."
Raven gave a half laugh half snort sound and shook her head,"My brother, the love sick digimon."
Henry nodded,"Who didn't see that coming?"
"Kazu and Kenta."Raven said simply.
"Shut up, Raven!"Ryo suddenly yelled, then rolled over,"I am NOT a chocolate bar! Rika, help, my sister's trying to eat me!" Raven almost fell over laughing, and Henry was bracing himself against the tree behind them. "I'm gonna die!! Impmon, get off my head!"
"God, what I'd give for a video camera right now."Raven snickered,"It'd be perfect for blackmail."
By this time the digimon had been awakened by the noise and were all staring at Ryo, who'd begun thrashing around, trying to hit Impmon off his head, who was currently sitting in a tree laughinghis head off.
"Does he do this a lot?"Renamon asked dryly.
"Yep."Raven nodded lightly,"He does this all the time at home."
"Home, that sounds so good right now."Henry looked up at the night sky,"Think the others are ok?"
"They've probably come looking for us by now."Raven mused,"I feel sorry for them, they've gotta live with Kazu and Kenta."
Somewhere on the other side of the Digital World
"They're probably dead by now."Kazu prodded the fire the group was sitting around with a stick,"If Apoclaymon's really out there then he'll go after them, and they won't stand a chance."
"Please,"Takato roled his eyes,"Ryo survived for two months in the Digital World, they're fine. Just be glad we haven't found them yet, Raven and Rika would probably kill you."
"No they wouldn't!"Kazu snapped.
"Trust me,"Takato shook his head,"they would."
"Where do you think they are?"Jeri asked,"The Digital World is huge, where do we even start?"
Guardromon looked thoughtfully up at the sky,"Hm, they probably headed to the last place we'd think to look."
"That would be back in the real world."Kenta mused.
"No,"Lopmon stared into the fire,"they'd go to the Leomon Village."
"Leomon Village?"Takato asked,"Where's that?"
"Somewhere north of here."Lopmon shrugged,"I haven't been there in a long time, but that's probably where they'd go, to see if they can find our Leomon."
"Sounds logical."Takato nodded,"Wait, OUR Leomon?"
"Yes."Lopmon said simply,"Digimon never really die, their data just gets reconfigured, so, Leomon's been revived and is probably there."
I am SO SO SO sorry this is so short, I am going through a major period of writer's block, I can't think of ANYTHNG!!! It's driving me absolutely out of my mind!!
Raven:Yeah, you're not the one who has to deal with a ranting authoress.
Can it, Raven! Anyway, because of this, this fic is on hiatus until further notice, sorry, please don't kill me, and I promise I won't forget about this fic, I'm just running low on inspiration digimon-wise.
"Hey, you ok?"Henry crawled up next to her,"You seem really out of it."
"I'm fine!"Raven snapped angrily.
"Yeesh, no need to bite my head off."Henry muttered,"I'm just worried about you."
Raven let out a groan,"Sorry, I'm just, well, stressed. I don't know what's wrong with me. It just feels like I'm mad at everyone right now, but, I don't have a single reason to be. I should be happy, but I just can't be. It's like my transformation isn't just affecting me physically, but mentally too. I'm afraid."
"Afraid of what?"Henry wrapped a gentle arm around her,"There aren't many things that can scare a mega level digimon and you know it."
"Myself."Raven rested her head on Henry's shoulder,"Last night I got really mad at Impmon for bringing Ai and Mako here with him."
"That's silly, he's perfectly capable of taking care of them. Why would you get mad at him for that?"
"Exactly, my temper's getting hell shorter and I'm getting mad for no reason. That's what's scaring me, If I lose my temper and the digimon aren't near us, you and Rika are as good as dead, and Ryo might be too. I couldn't live with myself if I was responsible for your deaths, but, that's exactly what I might do."
Henry gave the teen digimon a light shake,"Don't say things like that. Do you REALLY want to turn out like your father?"
Raven shook her head,"Is the sky made of rocks? Of course I don't want to turn out like Apoclaymon! I'd rather just live my life out as a normal HUMAN girl, not the daughter of one of the most powerful digimon in the universe."
"But that's the way it is. You're the daughter of Apoclaymon, and you're going to be a digimon for the rest of your life. Nothing can change that."
"You'd be suprised."Raven muttered,"I know, but I wish I could. I hate being a digimon. My life has always been, well, a gigantic war, even before I came to Japan. Now, add all this to it."
"Between you and Ryo,"Henry couldn't help but smile,"you've got the equivalent of World War III for a life."
"Exactly, and war means pain, death, anger, hate, and loss. If Kazu had come with us, he'd probably be dead right now. My temper's just been too short lately."
"If you don't eventually kill Kazu, Rika will. One of you will get ticked off and kill him sooner or later anyway."
Raven rolled her cerulean eyes,"Point taken. But why am I changing back so fast, and Ryo isn't?"
"Bad luck?" Raven twisted her head slightly and glared at the boy. "Sorry. I'm just asking to get hurt, aren't I?"
"What do you think, human?"
"That Ryo's talking in his sleep again."
Raven sat up,"Huh?"
"Just listen."Henry shook his head and looked across the small clearing the group was sleeping in.
Ryo was fast asleep, using Monodramon as a pillow, but still talking in his sleep,"Mmmm, Rika...."
Raven gave a half laugh half snort sound and shook her head,"My brother, the love sick digimon."
Henry nodded,"Who didn't see that coming?"
"Kazu and Kenta."Raven said simply.
"Shut up, Raven!"Ryo suddenly yelled, then rolled over,"I am NOT a chocolate bar! Rika, help, my sister's trying to eat me!" Raven almost fell over laughing, and Henry was bracing himself against the tree behind them. "I'm gonna die!! Impmon, get off my head!"
"God, what I'd give for a video camera right now."Raven snickered,"It'd be perfect for blackmail."
By this time the digimon had been awakened by the noise and were all staring at Ryo, who'd begun thrashing around, trying to hit Impmon off his head, who was currently sitting in a tree laughinghis head off.
"Does he do this a lot?"Renamon asked dryly.
"Yep."Raven nodded lightly,"He does this all the time at home."
"Home, that sounds so good right now."Henry looked up at the night sky,"Think the others are ok?"
"They've probably come looking for us by now."Raven mused,"I feel sorry for them, they've gotta live with Kazu and Kenta."
Somewhere on the other side of the Digital World
"They're probably dead by now."Kazu prodded the fire the group was sitting around with a stick,"If Apoclaymon's really out there then he'll go after them, and they won't stand a chance."
"Please,"Takato roled his eyes,"Ryo survived for two months in the Digital World, they're fine. Just be glad we haven't found them yet, Raven and Rika would probably kill you."
"No they wouldn't!"Kazu snapped.
"Trust me,"Takato shook his head,"they would."
"Where do you think they are?"Jeri asked,"The Digital World is huge, where do we even start?"
Guardromon looked thoughtfully up at the sky,"Hm, they probably headed to the last place we'd think to look."
"That would be back in the real world."Kenta mused.
"No,"Lopmon stared into the fire,"they'd go to the Leomon Village."
"Leomon Village?"Takato asked,"Where's that?"
"Somewhere north of here."Lopmon shrugged,"I haven't been there in a long time, but that's probably where they'd go, to see if they can find our Leomon."
"Sounds logical."Takato nodded,"Wait, OUR Leomon?"
"Yes."Lopmon said simply,"Digimon never really die, their data just gets reconfigured, so, Leomon's been revived and is probably there."
I am SO SO SO sorry this is so short, I am going through a major period of writer's block, I can't think of ANYTHNG!!! It's driving me absolutely out of my mind!!
Raven:Yeah, you're not the one who has to deal with a ranting authoress.
Can it, Raven! Anyway, because of this, this fic is on hiatus until further notice, sorry, please don't kill me, and I promise I won't forget about this fic, I'm just running low on inspiration digimon-wise.