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Disclaimer: I do not own Lucy Woodward's song "Trust Me (You Don't Wanna See This)" and I also do not own Amanda Perez's song "Angel"

"You were in heaven?" Screamed Cordelia in shock. Everyone downstairs heard this, and ran to join the others. Everyone was yelling not listening to anyone but themselves. Connor saw Dawn having a hard time dealing, so he took her hand, led her outside, and held her as she cried.

"This is all my fault." Dawn sniffed.

"No it isn't. Stop being so hard on yourself." Connor said wiping a stray tear from her eye.

"I was the one who was suppose to die Connor not her!"

"I've got to change it. This isn't the way it's suppose to be! I love you so much Connor, but it's not fair that I'm the only one who is happy when it's all my fault to begin with."

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Please just let me stray,
Look the other way,
I gotta do this alone,
'Cause I'm the only one here,
Don't misunderstand,
You're the perfect man,

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Dawn smashed her mouth onto Connor's in a goodbye kiss, then took off back into the house. She ran upstairs into her room and started digging in her closet for something.

Connor followed her, and had to doge several sweaters that Dawn was throwing out of her closet. Then the flying clothes stopped as she found what she had been searching for.

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I'm not who you think I am,
Let go, get out while you can,
Trust me, you don't,
You don't wanna see this,
I'll be trying everything,
Knee deep into anything,
Trust me, you don't
You don't wanna see this

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Dawn started pulling things out of the plastic bag that had been in her closet. Connor had no clue what she was doing so he stood to the side and watched. Out of the bag Dawn pulled sage, green colored sand, a book with a bookmark in it, and a black wristwatch.

"I am so lucky to have you. I promise you will find someone better than me. I'll keep an eye on you though. Well if I do go to heaven. I will always be your guardian angel!" Dawn said looking at him while pouring the colored said around her in a circle.

"Dawn! No!" Connor cried realizing what Dawn had in mind to do. He grabbed for her but the sand had created a force field that he could not pass through.

"I will always love you." Dawn whispered as she wound the wristwatch back to the exact moment when Buffy died. She lit the sage and everything went black.

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I can't help myself,
I feel like someone else,
You're gonna thank me someday,
I'm saving you the heartache baby,
If you're still around,
While I'm slowing down,
I might follow you home,
But don't wait up for me,

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Connor walked into the Summers' home with Angel. A blond woman who looked in her early twenties lead them into the living room.

In the living room sat two other people who appeared to be the same age as the first. They sat on the couch, and the woman name 'Buffy' began to talk to Angel about something that made her eyes got teary. Connor did not pay much attention because he was too fascinated by the house. He kept getting an eerie feeling of déjà vu. The group stood up and started walking upstairs and walked down a hall way.

There were many pictures on the wall, but one struck his attention. It was a picture of a girl that looked about his age with long brown hair and a large smile on her face.

"That was Dawn. The room we are about to go in was hers when she was still living." Angel whispered softly catching Connor staring at the picture.

The group walked into the room of the girl who had deceased. Angel had a conversation about being proud of her for finally entering her room with Buffy, and the others just looked around the room not touching a thing. After several moments of silence the group exited the room with the exception of Connor.

Connor saw something on a dresser that stuck out. There laid a black wristwatch. There was nothing special about the watch, but it just seemed out of place to him. He picked it up and put it on his wrist. It fit him perfect. Connor walked out of the room, closed the door, and from that day foward thought about the dead girl every time he saw the watch. He wondered what made her stick out in his mind, but stopped because it just felt right and why question that?

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Oh God, send me (God send me an angel)
An angel (wipe the tears from my eyes) Oh baby
Send me an angel from the heavens above
Send me an angel (God send me an angel)
From being in love (send me an angel)
Oh God, send me an angel
Send me an angel (send me an angel)
Ooohhhh…

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