Disclaimers: You don't need this to tell that I don't own these characters ... do you? p Anyways, characters belongs to Kazuya Minekura D

Warning: Okay, this is my first attempt in writing a fanfic. I'm NOT GOOD in my English so I'm sorry if there are any mistakes.

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Sun Wahh! Gomen! . I know its cruel to do this to Sanzo! Forgive me! kneels down

Real-circus Ohhh! Sexy Violet eyes faints Waii! Gomen for doing this to Sanzo! . Wahh!

Kenren19 Im sorry that Sanzo is really OOC here . bows

Gallatica runs around and screams along with Gallatica Ahhh! What to do? What to do? .
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"I'll always love you" by zodiacalsign

Chapter 2

" .. I ... .. I .. I can't see.. "

"Sanzo?" Goku called out, not knowing what to say...

" This might be caused by the youkai who attacked us the other day. The liquid must have been the cause of this.." Hakkai explained.

"Will his eyes recover?" Gojyo asked, leaning against the doorframe.

Hakkai kept quiet forawhile."It might recover.."

Sanzo just stayed still, too shocked to even speak.

Hakkai --

Two days had passed since Sanzo had awoken and found out he was blind. The atmosphere around us changed. Ever since Sanzo knew he was blind, he hasn't said a thing since.He would just lie on the bed and smoke a few ciggarates. It was almost like he had lost his voice as well. But at lesat he is eating. We knew it was hard for Sanzo. Goku had been silent these days as well. He would sit beside Sanzo and just stare at him, knowing that if he spoke, the latter would not reply. And without Goku and Gojyo fighting now, it's getting really quiet around us..

Gojyo was sitting down on the chair opposite of me while lighting a ciggarate. "So, what's gonna happen now?"

"I don't know.. "

" We can't just leave it like this. Isn't there anyway for his eyes to recover?"

"I can't think of any ways.. at least not yet"

"Hmph... and what about our journey to the west?"

"... That will have to wait, until Sanzo makes up his mind on what to do"

"

Then Goku came running in. " Hakkai! Gojyo! Did you see Sanzo?"

"No" Gojyo answered not liking the sound of this. "What happened?"

"I went out for awhile and when I got back, Sanzo was missing!" Goku said, worry shown on his face. "I'm going to go and look for him!" And with that, he ran off to search for Sanzo. Gojyo and I followed behind. "It wont be good if Sanzo meets with any youkais out there. He still isn't used to his blindness yet." I told them.

Sanzo --

Is it night? Great, I can't even tell if its night or day. I don't even know why I'm out here. I just needed some fresh air I guess. I knew that Goku was always by my side, since the day I fell unconsious... He even tried to talk to me, but I just didn't feel like talking right now. I even wondered why would Goku even bother staying by my side when I'm always yelling at him and hitting him. And what's worse, I'm now a handicap. What does that monkey sees in me?

flashback scene --

Goku and I were alone in the room we rented. Hakkai and Gojyo had went out to get some things they needed. I was reading the newspapers when he started to speak.

"Ano .. Sanzo?"

"Nani bakasaru?"

"... Ano ... eto ... I .. have something... to tell you"

"Then spill it out"

" Promise.. you wont get mad and hit me?" His head hung low, not daring to look up at me..

" ... " When I couldnt stand it anymore, I walked to him and lifted his face so his eyes were staring straight into mine " Are you going to tell me or not? "

" Sanzo.. I think ... " He began.

"..."

" Ithinki'vefalleninlovewithyou " He murmured those words softly but I managed to catch what he said. When I heard it, it shocked me a little. But for the past few weeks, I've also find myself, somewhat attracted to the saru .. his lovely smile, his genki attitude, his big appetite and his cute face when he is sleeping...

When I didn't reply, there was disappointment on his face. He then backed away, his eyes on the floor and muttered A soft 'gomenasai' and turned, heading for the door.

Before he could reach for the door knob, I caught his arm and pulled him into an embrace... "Bakasaru.. I didn't say you could leave" I felt the saru tensed then, as I held him... "S.. Sanzo.." He murmured softly, tears welled up behind his eyes..

end flashback --

My thoughts were disrupted when I felt a youkai approaching. I stood on guard with my gun ready.

"Hahahah, look what we've got here. It's Sanzo-sama" I heard the youkai laugh out.

"Ch"

" So it is true. That you are now blind. Well, that certainly is good news for us!"

"Urusai"

"Hahahah! And what would you do if I don't?"

"I'll kill you!" I snapped at the youkai, feeling anger rose in me.

" Oh really? Naa, Sanzo-sama How many fingers am I pointing out now? Don't know? Well of course! You can't even see! Hahahahahah!"

When I couldn't stand it any longer, I concentrated on where the youkai stood and pulled the trigger.

"Hahahah! Where were you aiming at Sanzo-sama?" Saying that, the youkai continued to laugh.

"K'so" I pulled another few shots at the youkai.

" Is that all you can do? Try this! " The youkai yelled as he attacked at me.

I tried to avoid the attack but I was too slow, his fist made contact with my stomach.

"Sanzo!"

I could hear Goku screaming out my name. Hakkai was already beside me, "Sanzo, are you okay?"

"I'm alright." I said.

"You'll pay for that!" Goku yelled at the youkai and called out his nyoibu. He ran forward and killed the youkai in a flash. Then, he ran to where I am and kneeled down. "Sanzo? Daijoubu?"

"... Hai"

next day --

Sanzo --

I couldn't believe it. That I've been so easily defeated by one mere youkai. Wondered whatever happened to the flawless Genjo Sanzo. Hmph. Thats gone now. I can't even take a good aim with my gun. I used to tell myself to be strong.. but can I be strong now? I let out a sigh and just lied on the bed.

Goku --

There wasn't a day where I wasn't worried over Sanzo. He's been avoiding me lately.. That really made me .. sad.. and lonely.. Gojyo had told me to leave Sanzo alone.. said that he needed some time. So now I'm out with Gojyo buying some medicine Hakkai wanted. When Gojyo went in the shop, I waited outside and heard a conversation between two ladies.

"Did you hear? They said that in the dark woods near this town, a witch stays there. They said she can cure any disease but with a price. I wanted to take my sick daughter to her but I've decided against that now because everyone said that she's evil."

When I heard that, I immediately went up to the 2 women and asked, "Is it true? That the witch can cure ANY disease?"

" That's what everyone says. I don't know of anyone who actually went to see her though. Its because she is believed to be evil! But I heard there was once an old man went there, and never came back! "

"Where? Where does she live?" I asked, my heart feeling hope rise up.

"She lives in the woods east of this town. Why? You don't plan to see her do you?"

"Thanks!" I bowed and just then Gojyo walked out from the store. "Gojyo, I'm going somewhere for awhile! You go home first. Don't worry about me!"

"Wha-? Goku!"

"I'll be back in awhile!" After saying that, I ran off to the opposite direction.

chapter 2 end

to be continued..

I know that I'm screwing this up . But I'm trying my best! Emm. might be re-writing this chapter or something later Reviews please! They really help a lot nyo!