By Rinoa Leonhart
Disclaimer: Sorry I forget these; I don't own any characters, its all SquareSoft.
Chapter 11
Bitter Tears
As the blond turned around she faced the scarred face man and ran to him, "Seifer…"
she said lovingly as she rushed to hug him.
"I'm sorry Quistis." The body replied as it melted in her arms.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" Quistis yelled jumping up.
"Quistis are you okay." Nida asked worriedly.
"Where's Seifer?!" Quistis asked looking around frantically.
Nida looked down sadly, "you passed out after the house was bombed so we brought you
back to the ship, we'll be home in a few minutes."
"Nida." Quistis said sternly, " Where the hell is Seifer? It's a simple question." She
said angrily.
"Quistis. Quistis we didn't find him in the ruble. I'm sorry but we lost him." Nida
finally said staring at her with tears brimming his eyes, "I'm sorry."
Quistis just stared back, no tears, no scream, nothing she sat there monotone till
they reached Balamb, where she was forced to go to the infirmary and then Rinoa led
her to her room. It all passed by in a daze.
"Quistis, Quistis please eat something." Rinoa said pleadingly.
Quistis just stared at her, "Say something! Yell, scream, cry anything please I'm
begging you!" Rinoa cried helplessly as tears fell down her own face.
Finally after a few more minutes, Rinoa gave up and left the room.
Quistis laid her head back and fell asleep instantly.
~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~
"Shooo, Rinoa its okay, everything will be alright." Squall said soothingly patting
Rinoas hair as she sobbed on his chest.
"Squall she's acting so strange and Seifer…" Rinoa said tears falling again.
Squall pulled Rinoa into his lap and comforted her some more.
" We'll find him Rinoa we will." He said under his breath as he gave Rinoa a kiss
on the forehead and left the room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
~"I feel like a eternity has passed, but its only been a hour. Is this how life is
going to be from now on? Seifer how could you? Is this how Squall used to feel? No
wonder he jumped into space to save Rinoa."~ Quistis thought sadly.
*knock*knock*knock*
" only one man I garden knocks like that", Quistis said to her self, "What do you want
Squall?" Quistis asked harshly.
"I'm coming in." Squall replied as the door slides open.
"You can be a real crummy commander using your authority like that you know." Quistis
said, not bothering to say hello or even get up.
"Quistis." Squall said standing above her.
"Shut up Squall, I have had enough with this garden I don't want any crap from you."
Quistis said bitterly turning to face the wall.
"You know that wall and me are pretty much the same." Squall said sitting down,
crossing his arms over his muscular chest. (Eek I love Squall!)
"go away." Quistis said as she felt his eyes bore into her back.
"You know me too well Quis I'm not leaving and you cant make me, you can leave but
then you'd have to deal with the rest of the people in garden so your suck in here with me." Squall said calmly.
"Where the hell did you learn that?" Quistis asked turning around. (excuse the
language this is PG-13 and she just lost SEIFER)
"Learn what?" Squall replied.
"Learn how to act like a smart ass who knows everything." Quistis said scathingly.
"Exactly where Seifer learned to fight for his commander in charge and attack the
enemy with no regrets. You know Quistis if it had been me in Caraway's mansion I would have done the exact same thing Seifer did, defy you." Squall said looking into her crystal blue eyes.
"Is this suppose to comfort me?" Quistis said mockingly.
"I'm not going to say I'm sorry because you already know, but you should know
Seifer did what he did out of honor and he learned that from you, and instead
of brooding you should be proud of him." Squall said settling back.
"Proud of him? Proud of him!?" Quistis said with her voice shaking, "yea I'm so
proud that he blew himself up and ignored me and is now DEAD, Squall you bastard
your not helping!" Quistis yelled.
"Maybe, but what are you going to do now? Give up your career and brood about him?
For the rest of your life. Quistis you know that's not what Seifer would have wanted."
Squall said logically.
"The hell with what you know! This is coming from the man who kept himself locked up
for 18 years." Quistis yelled at him.
Squall grabbed her hands and silenced her, " Don't you think that I know what your
going to thru!" Squall said fervently to her face.
"Oh Squall,"Quistis said finally her barrier so strongly made came crumbling down,
she fell into his arms and cried her heart out.
After the tears had subsided, "You know I was really starting to like him, more than
a student." Quistis said her voice still shaky.
"I could tell." Squall said giving her a small smile.
"I don't feel like living anymore." Quistis whispered.
"You know you can take a break as long as you want, but just remember he would want
you to live your life as well." Squall said squeezing her shoulder.
"Thanks Squall, and sorry for all the name's I called you." Quistis said.
"Its okay I told you I understand." Squall said smiling as he left the room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Seifer! *Runs to back room, trying to get away from Yue-Moon
who holds the knife to her throat, "I warned you." She says.* "Just give me a little
more time and reviews and this story will be happy again.
Disclaimer: Sorry I forget these; I don't own any characters, its all SquareSoft.
Chapter 11
Bitter Tears
As the blond turned around she faced the scarred face man and ran to him, "Seifer…"
she said lovingly as she rushed to hug him.
"I'm sorry Quistis." The body replied as it melted in her arms.
"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!" Quistis yelled jumping up.
"Quistis are you okay." Nida asked worriedly.
"Where's Seifer?!" Quistis asked looking around frantically.
Nida looked down sadly, "you passed out after the house was bombed so we brought you
back to the ship, we'll be home in a few minutes."
"Nida." Quistis said sternly, " Where the hell is Seifer? It's a simple question." She
said angrily.
"Quistis. Quistis we didn't find him in the ruble. I'm sorry but we lost him." Nida
finally said staring at her with tears brimming his eyes, "I'm sorry."
Quistis just stared back, no tears, no scream, nothing she sat there monotone till
they reached Balamb, where she was forced to go to the infirmary and then Rinoa led
her to her room. It all passed by in a daze.
"Quistis, Quistis please eat something." Rinoa said pleadingly.
Quistis just stared at her, "Say something! Yell, scream, cry anything please I'm
begging you!" Rinoa cried helplessly as tears fell down her own face.
Finally after a few more minutes, Rinoa gave up and left the room.
Quistis laid her head back and fell asleep instantly.
~*~*~**~*~*~*~*~*~*~**~
"Shooo, Rinoa its okay, everything will be alright." Squall said soothingly patting
Rinoas hair as she sobbed on his chest.
"Squall she's acting so strange and Seifer…" Rinoa said tears falling again.
Squall pulled Rinoa into his lap and comforted her some more.
" We'll find him Rinoa we will." He said under his breath as he gave Rinoa a kiss
on the forehead and left the room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
~"I feel like a eternity has passed, but its only been a hour. Is this how life is
going to be from now on? Seifer how could you? Is this how Squall used to feel? No
wonder he jumped into space to save Rinoa."~ Quistis thought sadly.
*knock*knock*knock*
" only one man I garden knocks like that", Quistis said to her self, "What do you want
Squall?" Quistis asked harshly.
"I'm coming in." Squall replied as the door slides open.
"You can be a real crummy commander using your authority like that you know." Quistis
said, not bothering to say hello or even get up.
"Quistis." Squall said standing above her.
"Shut up Squall, I have had enough with this garden I don't want any crap from you."
Quistis said bitterly turning to face the wall.
"You know that wall and me are pretty much the same." Squall said sitting down,
crossing his arms over his muscular chest. (Eek I love Squall!)
"go away." Quistis said as she felt his eyes bore into her back.
"You know me too well Quis I'm not leaving and you cant make me, you can leave but
then you'd have to deal with the rest of the people in garden so your suck in here with me." Squall said calmly.
"Where the hell did you learn that?" Quistis asked turning around. (excuse the
language this is PG-13 and she just lost SEIFER)
"Learn what?" Squall replied.
"Learn how to act like a smart ass who knows everything." Quistis said scathingly.
"Exactly where Seifer learned to fight for his commander in charge and attack the
enemy with no regrets. You know Quistis if it had been me in Caraway's mansion I would have done the exact same thing Seifer did, defy you." Squall said looking into her crystal blue eyes.
"Is this suppose to comfort me?" Quistis said mockingly.
"I'm not going to say I'm sorry because you already know, but you should know
Seifer did what he did out of honor and he learned that from you, and instead
of brooding you should be proud of him." Squall said settling back.
"Proud of him? Proud of him!?" Quistis said with her voice shaking, "yea I'm so
proud that he blew himself up and ignored me and is now DEAD, Squall you bastard
your not helping!" Quistis yelled.
"Maybe, but what are you going to do now? Give up your career and brood about him?
For the rest of your life. Quistis you know that's not what Seifer would have wanted."
Squall said logically.
"The hell with what you know! This is coming from the man who kept himself locked up
for 18 years." Quistis yelled at him.
Squall grabbed her hands and silenced her, " Don't you think that I know what your
going to thru!" Squall said fervently to her face.
"Oh Squall,"Quistis said finally her barrier so strongly made came crumbling down,
she fell into his arms and cried her heart out.
After the tears had subsided, "You know I was really starting to like him, more than
a student." Quistis said her voice still shaky.
"I could tell." Squall said giving her a small smile.
"I don't feel like living anymore." Quistis whispered.
"You know you can take a break as long as you want, but just remember he would want
you to live your life as well." Squall said squeezing her shoulder.
"Thanks Squall, and sorry for all the name's I called you." Quistis said.
"Its okay I told you I understand." Squall said smiling as he left the room.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA Seifer! *Runs to back room, trying to get away from Yue-Moon
who holds the knife to her throat, "I warned you." She says.* "Just give me a little
more time and reviews and this story will be happy again.