Sorry I haven't updated in a while.... I've lost interest in my writing... all of it... pretty depressing if you think about. A writer not wanting to write.
Well Let's see if I can save this and give it an ending that it deserves and not some shit scrapped off the side of the road.
Not sure where the end is anymore but I'll get there.
Oh yeah, and my computer is in the process of crashing.... lol, all yall computers just crash instantly mine takes it's own sweet time so I can get everything off of it. Well I think it's caught a virus but..... Anyways so if yall don't hear from me in a while my computer would have crashed... or I'm in trouble... which ever comes first =^) (I like that face)
Now onto the story cuz I know no one reads this.
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Alec looked Straight at Max and said, "Drop it, Max, it doesn't matter."
He pulled her hand away from his face and moved the blankets off of him, "Where are you going?" She asked concerned.
"I need to use the restroom if you don't mind." he mumbled as he pushed himself up off the bed.
Max watched as he barely made it to the restroom. She put her head in her hands and let a single tear fall, she couldn't cry because she didn't want Alec to see the fear in her or the pain. This is what she had left. What she would have to befriend. Someone in Alec's body.
She heard the sounds of him throwing up and she instantly jumped up and knocked ont he door, "You okay in there?"
"Yeah..." He called back then flushed the toilet and unlocked the door.
"What happened in there?" She asked, her hands on her hips not budging until he told her.
She already knew of course but she wanted to hear it form his mouth. She wanted to think he trusted her... even just a little bit.
"Nothing that concerns you." he said trying to push her out of the way.
He couldn't move her a inch in his weakened state. He was holding himself up with one arm on the counter, his pale skin glistened with sweat, "I care about you." She simply stated holding out a hand to help him to the bed again.
"I don't want your help." He said swatting her hand away.
"You can't make it to the bed by your self!" She said tired of his stubbornness.
"I'm happy where I am."
"You've gotta be kidding me!" She screamed then realized something.
He was being a smart ass.
Was it just a coincidence or was he coming back?
Please let it be latter one, please, she found her self praying.
"What's that look on your face for?" he asked curious, "You're the moodiest person I ever meet."
"you haven't meet that many people remember." She said smiling brightly.
"I have their memories though." He stated as he sat on the toilet his whole face turning into a look of concentration.
"What's up?" She asked kneeling down in front of him.
He looked straight down at her, their faces only inches apart. Then he moved down and kissed her.
She found herself shocked and sat there for a while enjoying it before she realized that she wasn't suppose to be doing this. He was sick. She could be taking advantage of him if she let it go any farther. She pulled away, "Why are you pulling away? Aren't we together... that's the only reason I can think of that would make you care this much for me."
"No... Alec...No..." She said pushing herself up, "we're not together. I care about you as a friend."
"You liked it though." He put on that trade mark smirk of his and she felt herself thinking she was going to kick his ass if he was better.
"That is not the issue..." she began but stopped when he stood up.
"Then what is? You liked it, you enjoyed it and you even began to kiss me back. Is it because I can't remember my past?"
"No!" She said defensively, "that's not it."
She couldn't said it with out much conviction. She wasn't sure if that's was true or not.
"Yes it is, that's the exact reason why. I can see it in your eyes, you can't lie to me Max, I have your memories remember and everyone else's. I can put two and two together and understand every emotion on your face.
She stepped back allowing him the room he needed to storm past her. He went to got to the front door but a wave of dizziness took him off his feet, Max ran up to him before he could fall and let him use her as support, "What's the matter?"
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Hey, there you go =^) I'll try to update soon.
Well Let's see if I can save this and give it an ending that it deserves and not some shit scrapped off the side of the road.
Not sure where the end is anymore but I'll get there.
Oh yeah, and my computer is in the process of crashing.... lol, all yall computers just crash instantly mine takes it's own sweet time so I can get everything off of it. Well I think it's caught a virus but..... Anyways so if yall don't hear from me in a while my computer would have crashed... or I'm in trouble... which ever comes first =^) (I like that face)
Now onto the story cuz I know no one reads this.
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Alec looked Straight at Max and said, "Drop it, Max, it doesn't matter."
He pulled her hand away from his face and moved the blankets off of him, "Where are you going?" She asked concerned.
"I need to use the restroom if you don't mind." he mumbled as he pushed himself up off the bed.
Max watched as he barely made it to the restroom. She put her head in her hands and let a single tear fall, she couldn't cry because she didn't want Alec to see the fear in her or the pain. This is what she had left. What she would have to befriend. Someone in Alec's body.
She heard the sounds of him throwing up and she instantly jumped up and knocked ont he door, "You okay in there?"
"Yeah..." He called back then flushed the toilet and unlocked the door.
"What happened in there?" She asked, her hands on her hips not budging until he told her.
She already knew of course but she wanted to hear it form his mouth. She wanted to think he trusted her... even just a little bit.
"Nothing that concerns you." he said trying to push her out of the way.
He couldn't move her a inch in his weakened state. He was holding himself up with one arm on the counter, his pale skin glistened with sweat, "I care about you." She simply stated holding out a hand to help him to the bed again.
"I don't want your help." He said swatting her hand away.
"You can't make it to the bed by your self!" She said tired of his stubbornness.
"I'm happy where I am."
"You've gotta be kidding me!" She screamed then realized something.
He was being a smart ass.
Was it just a coincidence or was he coming back?
Please let it be latter one, please, she found her self praying.
"What's that look on your face for?" he asked curious, "You're the moodiest person I ever meet."
"you haven't meet that many people remember." She said smiling brightly.
"I have their memories though." He stated as he sat on the toilet his whole face turning into a look of concentration.
"What's up?" She asked kneeling down in front of him.
He looked straight down at her, their faces only inches apart. Then he moved down and kissed her.
She found herself shocked and sat there for a while enjoying it before she realized that she wasn't suppose to be doing this. He was sick. She could be taking advantage of him if she let it go any farther. She pulled away, "Why are you pulling away? Aren't we together... that's the only reason I can think of that would make you care this much for me."
"No... Alec...No..." She said pushing herself up, "we're not together. I care about you as a friend."
"You liked it though." He put on that trade mark smirk of his and she felt herself thinking she was going to kick his ass if he was better.
"That is not the issue..." she began but stopped when he stood up.
"Then what is? You liked it, you enjoyed it and you even began to kiss me back. Is it because I can't remember my past?"
"No!" She said defensively, "that's not it."
She couldn't said it with out much conviction. She wasn't sure if that's was true or not.
"Yes it is, that's the exact reason why. I can see it in your eyes, you can't lie to me Max, I have your memories remember and everyone else's. I can put two and two together and understand every emotion on your face.
She stepped back allowing him the room he needed to storm past her. He went to got to the front door but a wave of dizziness took him off his feet, Max ran up to him before he could fall and let him use her as support, "What's the matter?"
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Hey, there you go =^) I'll try to update soon.