I know I've taken a long time to write more to this but I hit a bad writers block and I'm still trying to break through it...
I also couldn't force my way through it due to getting grounded and My com getting a virus and the fan going out and having to get everything off of the com before I could even think of restarting it (You wouldn't believe how many disk I used to save all the pictures of Alec I have... I'm a little obsessed... yeah....
If you see a lot of typos I have an excuse for that, I have a baby kitten in my sleeve... it's like three weeks old... so it is hindering my typing skills...
Excuses grow on trees, as it seems.
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Alec moved into Max hand for a brief second then moved away, "I don't want to talk about it, Max, not something that I want to think about..."
"Alec..." Max said about to tell him that it would feel better after he talked about it.
"Max, please, Don't push... I'm not who I use to be and I probably never will be. I'm sorry to tell you this but there isn't a miracle cure for me."
"You don't want to be who you were?" Max asked confused at what he meant.
"I'm not sure, are you sure you knew the old me that good?"
"I knew what you showed me... I knew that you cared deeply about the ones around you even though you some times acted like a moron."
"Oh really? Are you sure I'm not a moron by nature? You haven't known the new and improved me for that long."
"Yes, no one could be THAT bad!"
Alec smiled at her then slowly sniffed the air, "I'm starting to stink real bad..."
"Three days will do that to you."
"You didn't want to bathe me?" Alec asked in a hurt tone.
Alec! Her mind screamed at her but she kept her mouth shut instead she laughed with him. She grabbed his arm and pulled him up off of the bed, he was shocked to see he was only in his boxers. He looked at her and saw her face go red, "Yeah... we wiped you off..."
"I knew you couldn't help your self! How could you with someone like me in your bed?"
"Yeah, well you move to the couch since you're up and moving,"
"Aww, you don't want to sleep with me?" Alec pouted.
"Get in the shower!" Max said laughing as she handed him a towel.
She pointed to the bathroom and let him walk in there, her heart was pounding as she heard the water turn on. That sounded just like Alec! There was still a hope to get him back!
Alec's smile left his face as he stepped into the water, hopefully that was enough for her to smile. He only knew her a short time but he couldn't help but feel bad when she wasn't smiling. He needed to keep up the act so that she would smile, he'd slowly start acting like what was normal to him so she could get use to it. If she knew how much she gave away by just talking to him she'd never believe she was a trained solider who was taught not to give to much away.
The hot water burnt his skin and he hissed, who was messing with the cold water? He reached behind him to turn on the cold water but his body started to shake, What the hell was going on he wondered. HE stepped out of the shower, hoping what soap he had used on his body had cleaned him well enough so he didn't stink as bad.
Alec didn't bother drying off he pulled the boxers up quickly and tried to open the door. Shit, his mind screamed as he bent over from the pain that was enveloping his stomach. The door opened and he fell to the floor not able to use it as support. He landed hard on the ground, pain filled his body all the nerves standing on end.
"Alec!" Max yelled alarmed running up to him.
Ryan was also there... when had he came? Max's hand touched his hand and he screamed out in pain, "don't... don't touch me..."
Max looked over at Ryan shocked, tears in her eyes, "How are we suppose to help him if we can't touch him?
"It's the withdrawal... " Ryan said pulling Max's hands away form Alec making sure she didn't touch him, "WE have to wait it out..."
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I know it's really short, I'm so sorry, but as I mentioned before I'm having writters blcok...
I also couldn't force my way through it due to getting grounded and My com getting a virus and the fan going out and having to get everything off of the com before I could even think of restarting it (You wouldn't believe how many disk I used to save all the pictures of Alec I have... I'm a little obsessed... yeah....
If you see a lot of typos I have an excuse for that, I have a baby kitten in my sleeve... it's like three weeks old... so it is hindering my typing skills...
Excuses grow on trees, as it seems.
~*~
Alec moved into Max hand for a brief second then moved away, "I don't want to talk about it, Max, not something that I want to think about..."
"Alec..." Max said about to tell him that it would feel better after he talked about it.
"Max, please, Don't push... I'm not who I use to be and I probably never will be. I'm sorry to tell you this but there isn't a miracle cure for me."
"You don't want to be who you were?" Max asked confused at what he meant.
"I'm not sure, are you sure you knew the old me that good?"
"I knew what you showed me... I knew that you cared deeply about the ones around you even though you some times acted like a moron."
"Oh really? Are you sure I'm not a moron by nature? You haven't known the new and improved me for that long."
"Yes, no one could be THAT bad!"
Alec smiled at her then slowly sniffed the air, "I'm starting to stink real bad..."
"Three days will do that to you."
"You didn't want to bathe me?" Alec asked in a hurt tone.
Alec! Her mind screamed at her but she kept her mouth shut instead she laughed with him. She grabbed his arm and pulled him up off of the bed, he was shocked to see he was only in his boxers. He looked at her and saw her face go red, "Yeah... we wiped you off..."
"I knew you couldn't help your self! How could you with someone like me in your bed?"
"Yeah, well you move to the couch since you're up and moving,"
"Aww, you don't want to sleep with me?" Alec pouted.
"Get in the shower!" Max said laughing as she handed him a towel.
She pointed to the bathroom and let him walk in there, her heart was pounding as she heard the water turn on. That sounded just like Alec! There was still a hope to get him back!
Alec's smile left his face as he stepped into the water, hopefully that was enough for her to smile. He only knew her a short time but he couldn't help but feel bad when she wasn't smiling. He needed to keep up the act so that she would smile, he'd slowly start acting like what was normal to him so she could get use to it. If she knew how much she gave away by just talking to him she'd never believe she was a trained solider who was taught not to give to much away.
The hot water burnt his skin and he hissed, who was messing with the cold water? He reached behind him to turn on the cold water but his body started to shake, What the hell was going on he wondered. HE stepped out of the shower, hoping what soap he had used on his body had cleaned him well enough so he didn't stink as bad.
Alec didn't bother drying off he pulled the boxers up quickly and tried to open the door. Shit, his mind screamed as he bent over from the pain that was enveloping his stomach. The door opened and he fell to the floor not able to use it as support. He landed hard on the ground, pain filled his body all the nerves standing on end.
"Alec!" Max yelled alarmed running up to him.
Ryan was also there... when had he came? Max's hand touched his hand and he screamed out in pain, "don't... don't touch me..."
Max looked over at Ryan shocked, tears in her eyes, "How are we suppose to help him if we can't touch him?
"It's the withdrawal... " Ryan said pulling Max's hands away form Alec making sure she didn't touch him, "WE have to wait it out..."
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I know it's really short, I'm so sorry, but as I mentioned before I'm having writters blcok...