~*Is it all for nothing*~

Chapter two.

Didn't take long guys but i wanted to get a bit more so you would be able to get a proper look and tell me wether it is going anywhere.
"Abby your late - again" Kerry Weavers voice shrilled above the hustle and bustle that was the county general ER

"Yeah, sorry about that Kerry, you know how it is" Abby sighed rolling her eyes.

"Don't let it happen again Abby" Kerry said rushing past Abby, nearly knocking her over

"Bagel?" Said Frank as Abby made her way over to the reception area

"No Frank, Do i really look like i want to put myself through the torture of eating one of your mouldy old bagels, I spend enough time in this place as it is. I wouldnt willingly put myself in here" Abby Snapped, aware of the feeling of tension that surrounded her.

"Geez, I'm sorry Abby" Frank said looking quite hurt at the offence to his bagels.

Abby sighed and walked away.

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In the Staff lounge Abby was greeted by the familiar smell of the sludge they called coffee, it wasn't good but it did the trick, pouring herself a cup she thought about the mess that was her life. Abby didn't know what to do, she was caught in the middle of two men who she adored but in totally different ways, Abby wanted both but she knew she had to make a decision.

"Hey Abby" said Susan walking over to where she was stood Abby moved over to the table and took a seat with a sigh

"Everything ok?" Susan asked, concerned

"Not really" Abby replied matter-of-factly.

"Love life?" Susan enquired

"Yeah how did you guess?" Abby said rattily. She wasnt meaning to be moody with Susan, it just, sort of, happened. Abby put it down to jealousy, with the whole Carter, Susan thing, She didnt really want to be discussing her problems with Carter with his ex.

"I'll um...leave you to it" Susan said wearily. She poured herself a cup of coffee and then left. This made Abby feel even worse.

"Why do i push everyone away?" she said to herself

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After her encounter with Susan, Abby felt she should apologise, but as she wasnt really in the mood right there, she invited susan round to her place for a drink the following evening, she planned to apologise and maybe try to get to know Susan. She hadnt really given her a chance and she needed a girlfriend to confide in, after all, she didnt have her mother and she was feeling quite low.

"Yeah sure Abby, You need to talk?" Susan said when Abby invited her over

"Yeah i hope you dont mind" Abby replied

"No of course not Abby, your a friend right, friends are there for each other, what time?" she replied with a smile

"around 7?" Abby replied, just managing a slight grin

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Ok there's a little more for you to be going on with for now. Let me know if u think im doing good!