ONH: Hallo hallo, I'm back again. Sorry I haven't posted anything for a while. My teachers were making sure that we made up in work what we missed during spring break. Anyways, here be's another Ryou ficcy...so hope you enjoy!

Makiael: And I have been blessed with the gift of the disclaimer...oh joy...but we's don't own Yu-Gi-Oh!, any of it's characters, or anything of the like...I did try to buy Malik and Y. Malik off of Kazuki, but he said no...*sigh sigh*

ONH: I told you you should have offered him more.

Makiael: We don't have $50,000, Dummkopf! We don't even have $500!

ONH: I could sell the house.....

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Why....

I sit here in my soulroom

Watching the world through your eyes,

and I wonder...

Why...

Why your persistance to live is so strong...

Why you always find ways to carry on

Through the hell I put you through...~

I spy on your actions silently

When you think that I'm not there.

I watch as you engage in games

Or talk with your friends.

And as you cry those unheard tears at night.

As you do so, I think

Why...

Why is it I can't be like you?

Why is it I can't enjoy the presence of others

Or enjoy the fun of the harmless games

And cry those same tears...so freely...~

I listen to your whimpering

As I watch you cringe in fear

From me...from the pain you know you'll recieve

For doing absoluetly nothing.

and I ask myself

Why...

Why is it I torture you.

Do I really want to hurt you?

To maim you?

To scar your skin as well as your mind?

Or is it...I can't stand you...

Your gentleness...

Your kindness...

The pure white of your soul,

As it screams of it's untainted innocence.~

Everything I am not, you are.

And it bothers me.

I see all good...all clean

So bright...~

So you see, my little Hikari,

I really don't wish to cause you pain,

To give you grief and sorrow.

I only wish to rid my eyes of that light...

In the only way I know how...~

Don't ever lose that hope you have,

Or whatever it is that keeps you going.

As much as I may beat you down,

Tongue and fist,

Keep on living

And stay as you are, a light, a Hikari,

Never become as me, a theif, a murderer...

A Yami...~

Though as much as I want you to live,

To stay a light...

I will never stop asking...

Why...

Why is it...you keep on living

With the same persistance as you always have...

What is it...

That you find so worthwhile in this world...

Perhaps,

Little Hikari,

You will tell me this

Or I will find it out on my own...

Maybe...one day...

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ONH: Nyaa...so's hows you like? R&R plzzzz!