Story title : Dear Diary

Author: Cry Me A River

Summary :Charity's diary. Her wants beliefs and more.
Dear Diary

Deep
Dear Diary,

Hi, I am back. Dinner was boring, as usual. Hey that reminds me of a lyric to one of my favorite Rap tunes. It says the meetings were boring, for real I was snoring--lol that about sums it up. that lyric is from a song called this is the way we ball by lil' flip... Of course no one knows that I listen to rap. I don't even have to mention how Aunt Grace would react if she knew that there was a song that had the word ball in it. :P I swear I just wish I could be myself and blast Ja Rule or Ludacris, and be a normal teenager. I wonder, would that ever happen? And if it did would the Bennett's have a heart attack? But I have deeper secrets than listening to rap tunes and wanting to be a smart ass when approriate. Much deeper, and more shocking. Man, I feel like laughing like an evil scientist when I say that lol. But that would be too corney. Also, I have more visions than what I admit. Some are great and others are not so great. I long to share them but I don't trust anyone that much. But hey since you can't talk back I might as well trust you, huh? You can't snitch and if I can keep you out of the wrong hands...maybe I will get to be the person I want to be. I mean its like I need confidence and not to feel like I have to perfect. Will that come in time diary? I hope so. I have so many secrets that need to escape. For instance, secrets about Miguel, John, myself, Kay, Sam etc. Well, I oughta go. Its getting late and I need my beauty sleep.

Charity