Well...Second Chapter...^_^ i'm doing good!!! *pats herself on the back* Good Twilight!!! I hope everyone likes this one...^_^;;;; i'm not the best writer but i try....I want at least five reviews before i post Chapter 3 so i'll know that i don't suck as much as i try to convince myself........^_^ at least i'm hoping i don't suck as much as i tell myself......well.....^___^ `nuff rambling from me!!! Read & Review!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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"I guess............................you." Melody collapsed into her chair. She covered her face with her hands, "My life really and truly sucks!!!"

Twilight could do nothing but stand there, watching her friend. She almost couldn't believe it. Her very best friend didn't believe she could do this. It hurt her deeply. She knew that it wasn't a big deal , but it still hurt. She knew that Melody didn't really mean anything by it. Before she had met her, Twilight never had any friends. She was used to having no one to find faith, or hope for that matter, in. She could feel that old worthless feeling from days since past flooding her from the inside out. "You don't believe I can do it, do you?" She sadly whispered to her friend. She hadn't meant to, but at the moment she couldn't speak any louder. She turned and walked from the room before Melody could answer.

Melody watched her leave and felt a strong urge to kick herself. I can't believe I just said that.

Twilight walked down the hall to the living room. Duo, Heero, and Wufei were watching a boxing match on television. Duo stood up and began to curse the television, throwing popcorn everywhere. She quickly ran to the door and escaped outside. She sat at the edge of the house trying to recapture her thoughts, but the noise from the boxing match began to cloud her mind. I can't believe I can still here them out here!

She began to walk around the house to find a nice quite spot. She past the dogs' fence. There was no peace there, so she kept walking. After a few minutes, she turned a corner and saw Trowa huddled in the same spot on the porch. His sad face and huddled form reminded her of a rock that was worn by the ocean. He looks so sad, just like how I'm feeling. She walked over and sat down next to him.

Trowa had been trying to figure out what he did to make Melody hate him so much and how he could fix it when Twilight sat down next to him. At first he was startled, he had never been this close to her before. Melody always had to keep them away from each other because of her fear of clowns, not that he hadn't tried to convince Melody to tell Twilight that he wouldn't hurt her. He watched her closely. Why is she so sad?

"Hi, Trowa" She said softly after sitting down. She stared at the ground. She shivered at the coldness of the wind.

She should have brought her jacket out here. Trowa took off his jacket and handed it to her. "Here."

"Thanks" She said. I guess he's not all that bad after all. No wonder why she likes him so much. He's actually kinda nice.

Trowa turned his attention back to the ground. She must not feel like talking.

They sat in total silence for quiet some time before Twilight spoke up again.

"Do you want to know why Melody is mad at you?" She asked softly without shifting her attention from the grass.

Trowa could hardly believe that she was actually talking to him. She must be really sad. "Yes." He said almost as softly as her. I wonder what's wrong.

"You forgot..........you forgot you guys' 2 year anniversary..........."

"What? I thought it was tomorrow!!" Trowa said in disbelief.

Twilight turned to him, "You're lucky to have her......She really cares for you......I wish that one day I can have what you two have.....You should go talk to her." Trowa stood up quickly and raced inside, leaving Twilight to sit by herself on the porch. She turned and began to stare at the grass again, feeling lonely and slightly unloved. She noticed that someone was sitting next to her so she looked up. It was Quatre.

"That was very sweet." He said softly in her ear.

She turned her attention back to the ground, "Yeah..........I guess......." She felt like crying. Melody had her true love, but she may never find hers. She was torn between jealousy and sadness.

God, she looks so sad.....It kills me to see her like this....I wish I could take all her pain away..... Without realizing what he was doing, Quatre placed his arm around her and pulled her close to his chest. I wish I could make it all stop. He ran his hand through her jet black hair. She's been through so much in her life. Why does it have to be like this? He felt her begin to cry on his shoulder.

Twilight could feel her eyes begin to fill with tears. She silently prayed that Quatre would leave her to sit there by herself. Then she felt him wrap her in his arms and gently pull her close. She didn't fight him, now she only wanted a shoulder to cry on.