For all Eternity, Quatre POV
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It all start at the Sanc Kingdom. The girls had ask me to play something and I did not know what to play, but when I realize that he would listen, I saw the orputunity to show my real feelings.
My finger, slowly touching the keys. I start playing the sadness I ever knew.
At that time most of the girl was having a dreamy face on. Was it because of the music or me? Anyway, I kept on playing, showing more and more sadness through the notes.
While playing I looked at him, he didnt notice, he seem lost in his tought. Well I guess he doesnt care...That was my thought. But God knows how wrong I was.
At that point, the song I was playing give the clues that it gonna end, but it doesnt end. That is my favorite part of it, the moment where I let all my sadness and pain flew through the music. And slowly I came to the whispering end, which was very sad.
I didnt let time to the girl to do something, after doing a little bow, I walked out and run to my room.
I was crying on my bed when I heard footstep at my door, they have seem to stop. So I went and open the door.
"He-Heero, what are you doing standing there at my door?" I asked him and at the same time I put up my little shield that I put infront of everyone. And he look at me with a lost face on, and I wished I knew what he was thinking about...
"Quatre...I...Just come to talk..." he said. Ok I was ready for his classical 'Hn' not a 'Quatre...I...just come to talk' thing, so now it was my turn to look at him with a lost face and at the same time, a surprise face.
"talk?..." I repeat and at the same time I gave him the 'did-you-hit-you- head- somewhere-and-I-mean-hit-it-PRETTY-bad??' face.
"It that such a surprise..." he ask.
I was about to reply: Well it is pretty much like saying that Wufei loves every woman on Earth, would that be a surprise?. So yeah I was going to say that but I didnt...So after thinking, I struggle a little.Then I reply like if it was nothing...
"Well...yes...", OK I did hesitated about it, I dont feel like facing a hurt or angry Heero right now...
"Ok...Like I said, I am here to talk...Do you want to talk here in the hallway?" he ask me.
"Oh No! Come in..." I said, hell no that I was going to talk to HIM in the hallway.
"What do you wanna talk about, Heero?" I ask him... I guess I was a little sarcastic or something, coz he did a little weird face.
"What's wrong?" he ask. Again I almost answer: Oh nothing, I just wanna kill myself, Im depress like hell and it seem that nobody is loving me.' But you see,I didnt answer that.So I did my best to cover the truth.
"What do you mean by 'what's wrong', there is nothing wrong..." Well there goes my chance to convincing him...
"Quatre...You can fools a two years old but not me. I heard what you played on the piano, I heard the sadness behind it...I also heard you cry, like 10 min ago. So dont tell me that there is nothing wrong..." he said
Ok, he took my surprise and break my shield that I put up and I start to cry and getting dizzy and I end up falling only to feel strong arms catching me...
Five minute later I was till in his arm,still crying and that moment I didnt care coz I was feeling safe and 'happy' in his arm, a feeling that I did not felt for a long time...The last time it happen was, what? 10 years ago?? more? least? I dont remember but it had happen a long time ago.
"Shh Quatre...it's gonna be ok..." he said.
"No it wont..." I said, coz I know that it wont, not after the war...and at the same time I felt his embrace tighting up on me.
"Heero...please..." I said/ask him, at that moment all what I ever want was to go away, and be alone. The torture he was putting me through was getting to much for me, even though I dont know why it does that...
"If you want me to leave, Im not gonna!" he said. His voice almost gave me an heart attack..it was 'loving' and strong, but it was still loving, and you dont heard Heero saying something with a loving voice everyday!...
"You dont understand Heero! Leave... please..." I ask him and i was begging for him to leave, I prefer breaking down alone...and yes I am breaking down even though I am being sarcastic with myself...
"Dont understand what Quatre tell me!" he said or ask, I dont know
"Everything!"I said, I wasnt going to tell him every little details of my pain.
"Quatre..." he said, and the way he said that only made me cry even more...So I cry and cry and cry until I was sleeping, well I guess I was...
~Morning~
And how do I know that it was morning, well there was little bird signing outside and Heero was asleep beside me, so again I almost had an heart attack. After 1 hour of staring at him he woke up.
"Heero..." I said, I didnt even say hi or good morning, just Heero...
"Hn" he answer. Well that is the Heero I know!!..Funny that thought made me a little sad...
"Why..." I ask. It took him 5 minute or more to answer, he seem to be lost, but I did not ask him a very hard question, right?
"Why what?" he ask
"Why did you come, Why did you stay..." I ask, again!
"Every time I heard you play, Every time I look at you, Every time I talk with you, Every time I am with you...I feel your sadness, your pain...And the only I want to take it away...But, most of the reason why I stayed is that..." He said. I wasnt ready for that, I was hoping for something else, I dont know what but I was waiting for something else! and since he didnt say the whatever I was wishing made me sad...really sad...and at that moment I just wished I knew why I was so depress...I though I knew why I was depress, guess I didnt know all of the reason...so confusing...
But I didnt have time to think about it, coz he kissed me. and of course I was surprise, but I still give in in the kiss, then I knew why I was depress yesterday, what I was wishing for...I loved Heero and I was hoping that he loved me too... And as he part away I felt like if I was losing something that I need, and I re-open my eyes only to stare at him, which wasnt smart of me.
"Heee..." I said and that was the top of my not the smartest thing I did...
"I am sorry Quatre, I couldnt say it..." he said. What was he talking about?...
"Say what?" I ask
"That...I love...you" he answer and I must have stay there 5 minutes unblinking. Well that's how much time he took me to really understand the meaning of his word, he love me!
"I've never thought I'll hear that...and I never hope wishing for it..."I said and now he was looking at me unblinking.
"Heero...I love you too..." I told him, and now I was feeling happy and relieve and free of a burn I never know that was there... oh and he look happy too, coz he was smiling at me!
So he pull me into a embrace, and he kiss me again...and we fall backward in my bed. If anyone had enter here,right now, they would have saw a pile of arms,legs and two head kissing deeply and with passion...
"Quatre...I love you and will always will..." he said, and those word bright up my day
"Me too..." I told him and those word seem to have bright up his day too.
~*~Life did go on well after that, he never left my side and I never left Heero's side. Never any of us break down...The war is over. And we are together safe. Still loving each other...
For all Eternity...
~**~¤End¤~**~
AN: Here's the Quatre Pov!!! anyway I tryed to make it like the other one, you know with the sarcasm in it, but all that time Quatre was sad...anyway I hope you like it...and sorry about all the mistake, my spell checking is gone...well it doesnt work...so sorry about that...
~~*¤*~~
It all start at the Sanc Kingdom. The girls had ask me to play something and I did not know what to play, but when I realize that he would listen, I saw the orputunity to show my real feelings.
My finger, slowly touching the keys. I start playing the sadness I ever knew.
At that time most of the girl was having a dreamy face on. Was it because of the music or me? Anyway, I kept on playing, showing more and more sadness through the notes.
While playing I looked at him, he didnt notice, he seem lost in his tought. Well I guess he doesnt care...That was my thought. But God knows how wrong I was.
At that point, the song I was playing give the clues that it gonna end, but it doesnt end. That is my favorite part of it, the moment where I let all my sadness and pain flew through the music. And slowly I came to the whispering end, which was very sad.
I didnt let time to the girl to do something, after doing a little bow, I walked out and run to my room.
I was crying on my bed when I heard footstep at my door, they have seem to stop. So I went and open the door.
"He-Heero, what are you doing standing there at my door?" I asked him and at the same time I put up my little shield that I put infront of everyone. And he look at me with a lost face on, and I wished I knew what he was thinking about...
"Quatre...I...Just come to talk..." he said. Ok I was ready for his classical 'Hn' not a 'Quatre...I...just come to talk' thing, so now it was my turn to look at him with a lost face and at the same time, a surprise face.
"talk?..." I repeat and at the same time I gave him the 'did-you-hit-you- head- somewhere-and-I-mean-hit-it-PRETTY-bad??' face.
"It that such a surprise..." he ask.
I was about to reply: Well it is pretty much like saying that Wufei loves every woman on Earth, would that be a surprise?. So yeah I was going to say that but I didnt...So after thinking, I struggle a little.Then I reply like if it was nothing...
"Well...yes...", OK I did hesitated about it, I dont feel like facing a hurt or angry Heero right now...
"Ok...Like I said, I am here to talk...Do you want to talk here in the hallway?" he ask me.
"Oh No! Come in..." I said, hell no that I was going to talk to HIM in the hallway.
"What do you wanna talk about, Heero?" I ask him... I guess I was a little sarcastic or something, coz he did a little weird face.
"What's wrong?" he ask. Again I almost answer: Oh nothing, I just wanna kill myself, Im depress like hell and it seem that nobody is loving me.' But you see,I didnt answer that.So I did my best to cover the truth.
"What do you mean by 'what's wrong', there is nothing wrong..." Well there goes my chance to convincing him...
"Quatre...You can fools a two years old but not me. I heard what you played on the piano, I heard the sadness behind it...I also heard you cry, like 10 min ago. So dont tell me that there is nothing wrong..." he said
Ok, he took my surprise and break my shield that I put up and I start to cry and getting dizzy and I end up falling only to feel strong arms catching me...
Five minute later I was till in his arm,still crying and that moment I didnt care coz I was feeling safe and 'happy' in his arm, a feeling that I did not felt for a long time...The last time it happen was, what? 10 years ago?? more? least? I dont remember but it had happen a long time ago.
"Shh Quatre...it's gonna be ok..." he said.
"No it wont..." I said, coz I know that it wont, not after the war...and at the same time I felt his embrace tighting up on me.
"Heero...please..." I said/ask him, at that moment all what I ever want was to go away, and be alone. The torture he was putting me through was getting to much for me, even though I dont know why it does that...
"If you want me to leave, Im not gonna!" he said. His voice almost gave me an heart attack..it was 'loving' and strong, but it was still loving, and you dont heard Heero saying something with a loving voice everyday!...
"You dont understand Heero! Leave... please..." I ask him and i was begging for him to leave, I prefer breaking down alone...and yes I am breaking down even though I am being sarcastic with myself...
"Dont understand what Quatre tell me!" he said or ask, I dont know
"Everything!"I said, I wasnt going to tell him every little details of my pain.
"Quatre..." he said, and the way he said that only made me cry even more...So I cry and cry and cry until I was sleeping, well I guess I was...
~Morning~
And how do I know that it was morning, well there was little bird signing outside and Heero was asleep beside me, so again I almost had an heart attack. After 1 hour of staring at him he woke up.
"Heero..." I said, I didnt even say hi or good morning, just Heero...
"Hn" he answer. Well that is the Heero I know!!..Funny that thought made me a little sad...
"Why..." I ask. It took him 5 minute or more to answer, he seem to be lost, but I did not ask him a very hard question, right?
"Why what?" he ask
"Why did you come, Why did you stay..." I ask, again!
"Every time I heard you play, Every time I look at you, Every time I talk with you, Every time I am with you...I feel your sadness, your pain...And the only I want to take it away...But, most of the reason why I stayed is that..." He said. I wasnt ready for that, I was hoping for something else, I dont know what but I was waiting for something else! and since he didnt say the whatever I was wishing made me sad...really sad...and at that moment I just wished I knew why I was so depress...I though I knew why I was depress, guess I didnt know all of the reason...so confusing...
But I didnt have time to think about it, coz he kissed me. and of course I was surprise, but I still give in in the kiss, then I knew why I was depress yesterday, what I was wishing for...I loved Heero and I was hoping that he loved me too... And as he part away I felt like if I was losing something that I need, and I re-open my eyes only to stare at him, which wasnt smart of me.
"Heee..." I said and that was the top of my not the smartest thing I did...
"I am sorry Quatre, I couldnt say it..." he said. What was he talking about?...
"Say what?" I ask
"That...I love...you" he answer and I must have stay there 5 minutes unblinking. Well that's how much time he took me to really understand the meaning of his word, he love me!
"I've never thought I'll hear that...and I never hope wishing for it..."I said and now he was looking at me unblinking.
"Heero...I love you too..." I told him, and now I was feeling happy and relieve and free of a burn I never know that was there... oh and he look happy too, coz he was smiling at me!
So he pull me into a embrace, and he kiss me again...and we fall backward in my bed. If anyone had enter here,right now, they would have saw a pile of arms,legs and two head kissing deeply and with passion...
"Quatre...I love you and will always will..." he said, and those word bright up my day
"Me too..." I told him and those word seem to have bright up his day too.
~*~Life did go on well after that, he never left my side and I never left Heero's side. Never any of us break down...The war is over. And we are together safe. Still loving each other...
For all Eternity...
~**~¤End¤~**~
AN: Here's the Quatre Pov!!! anyway I tryed to make it like the other one, you know with the sarcasm in it, but all that time Quatre was sad...anyway I hope you like it...and sorry about all the mistake, my spell checking is gone...well it doesnt work...so sorry about that...