She Who Loves
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One by one.
They've left me. Whether it's for another person, or because they died... they've all left me. Alone and apart. Both mentally and physically. I try to be strong. To show that I'm not weak. I didn't cry. Even after he left me for Marina. Even after she left me so that I could live.
But I was crying. On the inside, I almost couldn't bear the pain of losing those I loved, both physically and emotionally. I've had to say good bye to everyone...
Everyone...
Here I stand ... in the rain ... the cold, cruel rain that beats upon my face and shoulders. It hides my tears well. But it can't hide the truth from me. I've always been alone... and I always will be alone...
I don't know if I should do this... I'm scared ... so scared... but... anything has to be better than to face the loneliness again. Anything... But... I-I'm not sure if I'm making the right choice...
Is this the right choice? Sis will probably be angry with me when I see her again...
*****
The young girl stood in the rain, contemplating her fate. The rain drowned out her tears and it seemed that her sorrow would flow away along with the tears soon. The young girl uttered a sob.
"Stop! Don't do it!!" He whom she called friend yelled to her.
"Good... bye..." the young girl whispered. She flung herself from the top of the cliff, spiraling, whirling towards the bottom.
Sis... she'll be angry with me... won't she?
In a flash, the young girl saw all, and yet she saw nothing. 15 years of her life had compressed into one second, a second that felt like eternity.
The raindrops beat against the young girl's body.
All was silent.
All was still.
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One by one.
They've left me. Whether it's for another person, or because they died... they've all left me. Alone and apart. Both mentally and physically. I try to be strong. To show that I'm not weak. I didn't cry. Even after he left me for Marina. Even after she left me so that I could live.
But I was crying. On the inside, I almost couldn't bear the pain of losing those I loved, both physically and emotionally. I've had to say good bye to everyone...
Everyone...
Here I stand ... in the rain ... the cold, cruel rain that beats upon my face and shoulders. It hides my tears well. But it can't hide the truth from me. I've always been alone... and I always will be alone...
I don't know if I should do this... I'm scared ... so scared... but... anything has to be better than to face the loneliness again. Anything... But... I-I'm not sure if I'm making the right choice...
Is this the right choice? Sis will probably be angry with me when I see her again...
*****
The young girl stood in the rain, contemplating her fate. The rain drowned out her tears and it seemed that her sorrow would flow away along with the tears soon. The young girl uttered a sob.
"Stop! Don't do it!!" He whom she called friend yelled to her.
"Good... bye..." the young girl whispered. She flung herself from the top of the cliff, spiraling, whirling towards the bottom.
Sis... she'll be angry with me... won't she?
In a flash, the young girl saw all, and yet she saw nothing. 15 years of her life had compressed into one second, a second that felt like eternity.
The raindrops beat against the young girl's body.
All was silent.
All was still.