July 20
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Well, Diary, I am confused.
Zero is my best friend, and yet he confuses me more than anyone...
You see, one moment I ask him to help me on my sub-mission to fight off a few small mavericks, and he's like, "OK, sure." But while we're at it, he gets all "stop being such a glory hog," or something along those lines.
And I'm there staring at him, looking kind of like "Whaaa..." I mean, sure, I was shooting most of the mavs before he got to them, but who cares about that? Besides him, obviously...
He can't blame me for doing my job. Or for having such a sucky long-range weapon.
Yeah, and that's what I told him, too. Usually I'd just, you know, back off and let him have his way, but this time I couldn't just let him moan and whine while I nod and smile. I had to say something.
So right around then, a fight broke out. We were practically at each other's throats. Zero was surprised at my assertiveness towards him... I almost surprised myself. I was certain I'd never actually fight like this with Zero. While I was surprised, I was also a bit frightened; the way Zero looked at me...
We didn't actually fight for that long. After a couple minutes, some reploid commander who was wondering what took us so long came around and broke us up. We did not leave that fight on good terms, and I haven't seen him again today since then... I'm sure he's still furious at me, too.
...I want to find him and apologize. I should have never said anything. I'll go back on everything I said--anything, as long as this silent hostility doesn't have to go on...
I feel lonely.
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Diary, I swear, X is so...just such a...something sometimes. So something that I can't even think of the word right now. But it'll come to me.
He was like such a prima donna (that's the word!) today, acting as if he knew everything. ...And well, he probably does, but hu... I still remember back when he was a rookie Hunter. Maybe I shouldn't live in the past, but the past was so much better.
You may wonder what I'm talking about? Well, today on a sub-mission, I got mad at him for his primadonna-ish-ness. He got mad in turn and actually said something, which is so unlike him... So I punched him. Right in the face. And while I hate to see X bleed, I couldn't help it, I just...snapped.
Of course, that didn't make anything better, so he fought back, and we had it out until some commander separated us.
X looked really hurt when I left...
Sigh...
I've cooled down now, and now I feel really awful. I want to go and apologize, but how can I? He'll probably never want to talk to me again. After all, we've never fought like that before...
This sucks...
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Well, Diary, I am confused.
Zero is my best friend, and yet he confuses me more than anyone...
You see, one moment I ask him to help me on my sub-mission to fight off a few small mavericks, and he's like, "OK, sure." But while we're at it, he gets all "stop being such a glory hog," or something along those lines.
And I'm there staring at him, looking kind of like "Whaaa..." I mean, sure, I was shooting most of the mavs before he got to them, but who cares about that? Besides him, obviously...
He can't blame me for doing my job. Or for having such a sucky long-range weapon.
Yeah, and that's what I told him, too. Usually I'd just, you know, back off and let him have his way, but this time I couldn't just let him moan and whine while I nod and smile. I had to say something.
So right around then, a fight broke out. We were practically at each other's throats. Zero was surprised at my assertiveness towards him... I almost surprised myself. I was certain I'd never actually fight like this with Zero. While I was surprised, I was also a bit frightened; the way Zero looked at me...
We didn't actually fight for that long. After a couple minutes, some reploid commander who was wondering what took us so long came around and broke us up. We did not leave that fight on good terms, and I haven't seen him again today since then... I'm sure he's still furious at me, too.
...I want to find him and apologize. I should have never said anything. I'll go back on everything I said--anything, as long as this silent hostility doesn't have to go on...
I feel lonely.
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Diary, I swear, X is so...just such a...something sometimes. So something that I can't even think of the word right now. But it'll come to me.
He was like such a prima donna (that's the word!) today, acting as if he knew everything. ...And well, he probably does, but hu... I still remember back when he was a rookie Hunter. Maybe I shouldn't live in the past, but the past was so much better.
You may wonder what I'm talking about? Well, today on a sub-mission, I got mad at him for his primadonna-ish-ness. He got mad in turn and actually said something, which is so unlike him... So I punched him. Right in the face. And while I hate to see X bleed, I couldn't help it, I just...snapped.
Of course, that didn't make anything better, so he fought back, and we had it out until some commander separated us.
X looked really hurt when I left...
Sigh...
I've cooled down now, and now I feel really awful. I want to go and apologize, but how can I? He'll probably never want to talk to me again. After all, we've never fought like that before...
This sucks...