A/N: gomen.gomen.gomen.. I'm really sorry for the delay so to make it up to you I will write this story fast to satisfy you.^_^

DISCLAMER: I don't own any of it.

Chapter 4: Confused

Goku lay awake at night thinking about the unexpected "interest" Kougaiji showed him. His kiss left traces of lust Goku never knew he was capable of feeling. I mean, him being "innocent" and all.

* I wonder how Sanzo's lips would feel *

This left him even more confused than he already is. Was he attracted to Sanzo? How could he be? It's highly unusual, after all Sanzo is a man and normally one man shouldn't fall in love with another man because it's weird.

As Goku turned on his bed he uttered one word before sleep took over him.

* Sanzo *

"Hurry up, Baka!" Sanzo commanded.

He seems to be commanding Goku a lot lately. It was lunchtime and unfortunately Goku 's confusion from yesterday brought about by Kougaiji's kiss refused to leave his already tormented brain. Goku walked around in daze all day trying to figure out what he really felt. Before he came to this school all he knew was man and woman were supposed to be together. That was what he believed in. and now .

* I don't get it! When did the world begin to mix?! *

And to top it all of, while they were eating Gojyo began to kiss Hakkai right infront of him.

* And they seemed happy! This is not my day."

Fortunately Kougaiji stopped harassing him and placed all his attention to theer teacher, Professor Homura.

* Thank god! *

All of a sudden * THWANK * Goku walked right through a humongous tree.

* Itai*

Sanzo chuckled

Goku smiled. It was the first time he heard Sanzo chuckle.

" So saru, you seem to be a bit preoccupied"

"What makes you say that?"

"Well, the fact that you walked right through a tree."

"Oh"

"So, What is it?"

"Nothing"

Sanzo stared. He could feel his eyes boring through his clothes, which made him blush.

"Ne Sanzo, I gotta go!"

And before Sanzo could say anything he started to run away.fast. His mind was somewhere else that he didn't realize Gojyo was standing right in front of him and before he could stop he made contact with Gojyo.

"Oi baka! Watch where you're going!"

"Gomen"

Gojyo saw the look Goku had on his face and made him worry about the saru.

"What's wrong?"

"Can I ask you something?"

"Sure"

"Do you love Hakkai?'

"Of course I do"

"But. I thought it was supposed to be."

"Wrong?"

Goku nodded.

"Listen, Goku it doesn't matter if you're in love with a man or a woman as long as you love each other and there are real emotions involved."

"How do you know if you're in love with someone?"

"You feel it?"

Out of the blue, Goku laughed. He laughed so hard and his starting to feel the pain on his side.

"Baka. Are you insane?" Gojyo asked.

"I never thought you were so philosophical!"

"Well, I do have a brain you know."

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"It means that you don't have one."

"I have one, you ero kappa!"

"Yeah, yeah. So wjo are we talking about?"

"Like I'd tell you?" And Goku walked away.

"So, what's wrong with you?" Sanzo asked again.

"Sanzo.if a man love another man."

"They're called gay."

"Kougaiji kissed me yesterday."

Sanzo stopped walking. Frankly, he was shocked. H never thought Kougaiji would go so far so fast. Wait a minute. yes he did. Kougaiji is a slut.

"Sanzo?"

"What?"

"So is he?"

"Is he what?"

"Gay?"

"Your really stupid of course he is."

"So are you?"

"Am I what?"

"Gay?"

* THWACK * He was answered with a slap upside his head.

"NO!"

"Oh.." And once again Goku walked away with disappointment clearly visible on his face.

A/N: Once again. Gomen.. Review please. Pretty please. Hmmm. I just remembered a saying from one of my favorite animes.

* The bluest sky is infinitely high and crystal clear *