Later 9:30pm
Just got back from Michael. He was Ok. It just seems strange. He was more worried then I was. he asked who would be in charge in Genovia. I hadnt thought about that. It wont be Grandmere. That leaves...me (or Sebastiano). God. I need to go talk to Mom and Mr. G. Yup...wish me luck.
10:39
They say I should ask Grandmere tomorrow in Lessons. I will. Hopefully she will be like she was when she told me..about...oh, it's horrid talking about it now. It's sinking in. That sounds stupid...
10:41
Or maybe not...she might cry or something.
10:46
Ooh, scary, Grandmere crying...
11:01
Yes. I have decided. I will. But what if she just doesnt...if she is just pretending it hasnt happened. Oh, I will. Im going to sleep now.
Homeroom (pm)
I told everyone today. And started crying. Well, at least im reacting. Im not completely emotionless. Thats good. Now all I can do is talk to Grandmere. Oh God. Im actually missing her.
Limo to Plaza
Im nervous now. Its like im meeting the Genovian Parliament all over again. That was scary. Its only Grandmere I keep on telling myself. It is. Yes. Oh, im gonna stop writing now because I am shaking to much. Uk.
Limo home to the Loft
That was bad. She wasnt normal, but not crying hysterically, well, she cryed a bit. She went 'Oh, Mia'
MIA?????
Uk. That was unusual. I said 'Grandmere, ive missed you loads' and I gave her a big hug. She hugged me to. I was shocked.
'Grandmere...'
It's OK. Dont panik. She didnt mean too. She is shocked, just like me. THEN she started to cry. So did I. Then I asked her who would rule, and she said 'You, Mia, you are the Queen'. Then I went hysterical.
'Queen'
'Yes, Lars is back, do you want to..'
'Yes, I do go get him. Please.'
She went into the next room, and brought Lars through. Then she went out. This is the conversation me and Lars had.
Me: Lars!(Hug)
Lars; Princess, how are you?
Me: do you know?
Lars: Yes. I knew as soon as I found out..he was dead.
Me: (crying) But...im not ready..
Lars: You are, dont worry. Your Grandmere will help.
Me: Will I have to live in Genovia?
Lars: Um, yes, you will.
Me: Nooooooooooooooooooooooo..
Lars: It wont be too bad, I promise. We can come back whenever you want too.
Me: Will I still have you?
Lars: Of couarse. I will be your main bodyguard, if you want, and you will have some more.
Me: Oh God. Can we go home?
Lars: If you want. But go and see if she is ok. And tell her you will be Queen.
Me: Oh, your the best body guard ever. Honest.
Lars: Thank you, go on.
I went to Grandmere, and asked her if she was alright. She muttered that she was fine. I told het I would be Queen if I had to be, and she smiled. I gave her a kiss and ran out of the Plaza, with Lars.
**************************************************************************** ****** Was that ok? i will have the next Chapter soon, and I will stop for a while because I am going on Holiday. Thank you for my Reviews, and keep on going.
Cg87: Yes, but it is meant to be like that. I t doesn't sink in till now. Thanks, you were my first reviewer, so it was really exciting. Habooalig: Thanks!
Gracie-lou
Just got back from Michael. He was Ok. It just seems strange. He was more worried then I was. he asked who would be in charge in Genovia. I hadnt thought about that. It wont be Grandmere. That leaves...me (or Sebastiano). God. I need to go talk to Mom and Mr. G. Yup...wish me luck.
10:39
They say I should ask Grandmere tomorrow in Lessons. I will. Hopefully she will be like she was when she told me..about...oh, it's horrid talking about it now. It's sinking in. That sounds stupid...
10:41
Or maybe not...she might cry or something.
10:46
Ooh, scary, Grandmere crying...
11:01
Yes. I have decided. I will. But what if she just doesnt...if she is just pretending it hasnt happened. Oh, I will. Im going to sleep now.
Homeroom (pm)
I told everyone today. And started crying. Well, at least im reacting. Im not completely emotionless. Thats good. Now all I can do is talk to Grandmere. Oh God. Im actually missing her.
Limo to Plaza
Im nervous now. Its like im meeting the Genovian Parliament all over again. That was scary. Its only Grandmere I keep on telling myself. It is. Yes. Oh, im gonna stop writing now because I am shaking to much. Uk.
Limo home to the Loft
That was bad. She wasnt normal, but not crying hysterically, well, she cryed a bit. She went 'Oh, Mia'
MIA?????
Uk. That was unusual. I said 'Grandmere, ive missed you loads' and I gave her a big hug. She hugged me to. I was shocked.
'Grandmere...'
It's OK. Dont panik. She didnt mean too. She is shocked, just like me. THEN she started to cry. So did I. Then I asked her who would rule, and she said 'You, Mia, you are the Queen'. Then I went hysterical.
'Queen'
'Yes, Lars is back, do you want to..'
'Yes, I do go get him. Please.'
She went into the next room, and brought Lars through. Then she went out. This is the conversation me and Lars had.
Me: Lars!(Hug)
Lars; Princess, how are you?
Me: do you know?
Lars: Yes. I knew as soon as I found out..he was dead.
Me: (crying) But...im not ready..
Lars: You are, dont worry. Your Grandmere will help.
Me: Will I have to live in Genovia?
Lars: Um, yes, you will.
Me: Nooooooooooooooooooooooo..
Lars: It wont be too bad, I promise. We can come back whenever you want too.
Me: Will I still have you?
Lars: Of couarse. I will be your main bodyguard, if you want, and you will have some more.
Me: Oh God. Can we go home?
Lars: If you want. But go and see if she is ok. And tell her you will be Queen.
Me: Oh, your the best body guard ever. Honest.
Lars: Thank you, go on.
I went to Grandmere, and asked her if she was alright. She muttered that she was fine. I told het I would be Queen if I had to be, and she smiled. I gave her a kiss and ran out of the Plaza, with Lars.
**************************************************************************** ****** Was that ok? i will have the next Chapter soon, and I will stop for a while because I am going on Holiday. Thank you for my Reviews, and keep on going.
Cg87: Yes, but it is meant to be like that. I t doesn't sink in till now. Thanks, you were my first reviewer, so it was really exciting. Habooalig: Thanks!
Gracie-lou