Disclaimer: I do NOT own Slamdunk. But I might in the future! NYAHAHAHA!

I wrote this crap because my teacher was annoying me about literature and all. Gomen if there's like grammatical or spelling errors. I know there're gonna be lots. So excuse me ne! I'm really bad at English!

Sakuragi's diary.

Today's practice is like hell! I'm still doing the basics! Argh! Damn Gori! He still doesn't recognize this tensai's talent. Haisy.

I'm tired of calling myself a tensai, although I know I'm not. I have nothing special, so to cover the humiliation, I kept calling myself a tensai. Too much confidence they say. deep down inside, I'm a lonely boy who doesn't have anyone.

My mom used to say that I'm special. Is it? Does knowing how to make my eyes small and my mouth bigger than my head and make my ears flex special? Ma na. not many can do that right? NYAHAHAHAHA!

But after joining the basketball club, I've found my happiness. It brings me joy that I've never felt. The feeling of getting the ball into the hoop and making a successful shot is more than anything. (Because I hardly can make one). And that stupid, idiotic, cute, lovable kitsune kept mocking at me whenever I made a mistake. That bloody kitsune kept calling me do'aho which I kinda like actually, but I cant tell anyone. So because of that we end up fighting each other. How I wish we could stop fighting and discuss the matter calmly. I actually kinda like him.

Why do I always have to make a fool out of myself? I suppose I want attention and fame. I'm quite popular I guess. NYAHAHAHAHA! But not in a good way! Humph!

I'm tired of going after Haruko. Yesterday, I told her my feelings about her but she said that she doesn't 'like' me. She's the 51st girl that rejected me. Am I not attractive? That can't be! Right?

That's all I guess. I'm really tired after a day's practice! I'll write again when I have time. Goodnight my precious diary.

Tuesday, May 13, 2003