Lux

Trapped inside these walls
Barricaded by bars
Smothered by infuriating looks
Suffocated

I have disgraced my parents
I have disgraced my sisters
I have disgraced the world
I have disgraced me

Cecilia is dead
Deceased
Departed
Alive

Alive in my heart
Alive in my soul
Alive in my power
Alive

She went first
Wish it were me
I went second
For no one to see

I am reborn
Renewed
Transformed
Changed

Sex is no longer a game
It should be cherished
Loved
Special

I can now breathe
From the gas filled car
I can now breathe
The sorrow and distress

I'm sorry I killed you Cecilia
I'm sorry I didn't listen
I'm sorry I didn't seem to care
I'm sorry