Yu Yu Hakusho:
Mystichakai24
Disclaimer: I do not own any Yu Yu Hakusho characters. This is only a fanfic.
Sayonara wa Mirai no Hajimari
~*~*~*~*~*~
Yorusora ga hiraku koro
Matataku ake no hoshi
~*~*~*~*~*~
It was unusually cold out. Perhaps it was because of the temperature, thirty degrees, and I was wearing no sweater. Or it could just be that Hiei has left.for good. Whatever the reason, everything seemed much gloomier and- and I can't help notice that even the might is teasing me with its bright stars. Shining brightly - laughing at me.
What am I thinking? I guess even my mental health feels lonely with out Hiei. I guess I never understood how much I needed him besides me, day and night, like a helpless child. Like Hiei would say: Baka Kitsune.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Yami ni ikite 'ta ore no kokoro ni
Tomotta yume no you sa
~*~*~*~*~*~
I can still hear those harsh words: "I'm leaving, don't contact me.again."
Was Hiei ever really my friend? Have I been simply in my own imagination? Thinking that Hiei cared.if only a bit?
No.
He left.
And it hurt.
~*~*~*~*~*~
----------wasurenai.
Tozasareta kono mune wo aketa kimi wo
~*~*~*~*~*~
"Leave my memories behind.I don't want to remember you, I don't want you to remember me. Forget me."
Hiei - How could I forget you? I've known you for so long, we have been such good friends. Like Yusuke-kun and Kuwabara-kun. You tell me to forget you.but I can't. I won't. My soul has been bound to yours. Now I have forgotten how.to leave you be.
I was always a worrier. I was concerned for everyone, the Urameshi Team, my mother, my step-brother and step-father.you.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyou no sayonara wa mirai no hajimari
Yuku michi ga ima wa betsu to shite mo
Tsuku basho wa hitotsu...
~*~*~*~*~*~
Okay. So you left me. You went for Mukuro instead. I don't care. I shouldn't care.
But I do.
I sometimes am saddened, knowing that we are now separated. You being with Mukuro as one of the greatest demons in Makai. And I, a former Youko, am stuck on Earth with Ningen everywhere. I like humans, but I love you.
And I still grieve.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Deatta koto sae mo
Kiseki to yobeba ii
~*~*~*~*~*~
About days after your last words, I was walking to school. It was early and I was just pacing slowly while.thinking about you. Your words. You.
Then I heard the sound. It was very quick like when the wind is pressured and you suddenly hear whish! Whish!
I looked up and saw nothing. Then I heard it again and looked up. A black blur appeared and was gone. My first thoughts, well, you know. But now, three weeks later, I call it a miracle if you had truly followed me to school like the old days.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Tomo ni hashitta tsukihi wo subete
Hokori ni dekiru kara
~*~*~*~*~*~
That's right. The old days. We would be with each other at all times, side by side, head to head. That was even before we met Yusuke-kun or Gouki. You watched for me and I watched for you. Even 'Kaasan noticed my sudden change of happiness.
The thing was, back then, we had no troubles. We never wondered if we were going the next match, or if we were going to be able to rescue Keiko or Yukina on time. We just worried about normal stuff, you know, when the ice cream (sweet snow) truck would be coming. Things like that - common everyday stuff.
Not anymore.
~*~*~*~*~*~
----------arukidasu.
Kono mune no kienu hoshi tsurete iku yo
~*~*~*~*~*~
Your words still haunt me. I go out sometimes, just to catch something so that the next day I wouldn't have time or the health to think about it. But, it does hurt. My heart can still be heard ripping.
I'm just a coward.
I cannot deal with words. And they say that actions speak louder than words. Well, both hurt. Your words, then your leaving me.
The only way I deal now is by putting a mask. It's been a long time since it happened. But time cannot heal this. Yusuke-kun surely noticed something. He's been asking me. But I just smile and say it's nothing.
Is that cowardly or courage?
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kitto sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Eien no saka wo nobotte yukeba
Kimi to mata aeru...
~*~*~*~*~*~
The gang has noticed you disappearance too. Especially Yukina. They're asking me about it. And each time I hear the question, I crumble all over again.
I say you're on a mission for Mukuro and it might take a while. They don't believe me. I know they do not. They say okay and leave me be, but they don't trust me. I'm a lying failure. After everybody found out, they say you'll come back.
Now I don't believe them.
I only wish they weren't lying.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyou no sayonara wa mirai no hajimari
Kokoro nara ore wa soba ni iru sa
~*~*~*~*~*~
I sometimes still think you never left. That you still talk to me and walk with me. But my imagination is not fantastic. Every time I think that, I see your face. Then I break again.
But at least you're beside me.
.in my mind.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kitto sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Yuku michi ga ima wa betsu to shite mo
Tsuku basho wa hitotsu
~*~*~*~*~*~
Rinnnnng!
I walk home from school, I ignore everybody talking to me. It's rude. But it has now been exactly one month since I last saw you. I guess you weren't lying.
Somehow, it takes forever to get home. But when I finally get there, my mother had left for a doctor's appointment.
Now there is no comfort for me.
Perhaps I am taking this too seriously.
But if my instincts are correct, I could never have survived this far without you. Even if it's all only a memory now.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sou sa Sayonara wa subete no hajimari
Dare mo mina tabi no tochuu dakara
~*~*~*~*~*~
My room is clean, without any smell, any strange look. I hate that. If you were here, your cloak would be on the ground, my table would be littered with ice cream jars.
But the thing is, you're not here.
Then I saw it.
Something stood in front of me.
It was a person. He had spiky black hair with a white star in the center, an adorable pout, black clothing, and glaring ruby eyes.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sou sa Sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Eien no saka wo nobotte yukeba
Itsu ka mata aeru...
~*~*~*~*~*~
I get up and take the picture out of its frame.
Hiei.
I await the day you come.
.and we meet again.
~*~*~*~*~*~
OWARI
The translations:
When the night skies open
The bright stars twinkle
I've been living in the dark
Like a piercing dream in my mind
----------I shall not forget.
You, by whom this closed heart has been opened
Today's goodbye is the beginning of tomorrow
Even if we take separate paths now
We shall arrive at the same place...
Even if we had ran into each other
Call it a miracle
For we can be proud of all the days
We ran together
----------I shall walk.
Taking the never-fading star of this heart
Surely a goodbye is not a period
If I go on and climb the everlasting hill
I shall meet you again...
Today's goodbye is the beginning of tomorrow
If in my mind, I shall be beside you
Surely a goodbye is not a period
Even if we take separate paths now
we shall arrive at one place...
That is so A goodbye is the beginning of everything
Because anyone, everyone is in the middle of a journey
That is so A goodbye is not a period
If I go on and climb the everlasting hill
Someday we shall meet...
How was that? I feel sad for writing it. I LOVE the song though. If you want a sequel, please do it loud and clear in a review.
Only if I get a good number of reviews will make a sequel. Sankyuu! ^_^
Mystichakai24
Disclaimer: I do not own any Yu Yu Hakusho characters. This is only a fanfic.
Sayonara wa Mirai no Hajimari
~*~*~*~*~*~
Yorusora ga hiraku koro
Matataku ake no hoshi
~*~*~*~*~*~
It was unusually cold out. Perhaps it was because of the temperature, thirty degrees, and I was wearing no sweater. Or it could just be that Hiei has left.for good. Whatever the reason, everything seemed much gloomier and- and I can't help notice that even the might is teasing me with its bright stars. Shining brightly - laughing at me.
What am I thinking? I guess even my mental health feels lonely with out Hiei. I guess I never understood how much I needed him besides me, day and night, like a helpless child. Like Hiei would say: Baka Kitsune.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Yami ni ikite 'ta ore no kokoro ni
Tomotta yume no you sa
~*~*~*~*~*~
I can still hear those harsh words: "I'm leaving, don't contact me.again."
Was Hiei ever really my friend? Have I been simply in my own imagination? Thinking that Hiei cared.if only a bit?
No.
He left.
And it hurt.
~*~*~*~*~*~
----------wasurenai.
Tozasareta kono mune wo aketa kimi wo
~*~*~*~*~*~
"Leave my memories behind.I don't want to remember you, I don't want you to remember me. Forget me."
Hiei - How could I forget you? I've known you for so long, we have been such good friends. Like Yusuke-kun and Kuwabara-kun. You tell me to forget you.but I can't. I won't. My soul has been bound to yours. Now I have forgotten how.to leave you be.
I was always a worrier. I was concerned for everyone, the Urameshi Team, my mother, my step-brother and step-father.you.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyou no sayonara wa mirai no hajimari
Yuku michi ga ima wa betsu to shite mo
Tsuku basho wa hitotsu...
~*~*~*~*~*~
Okay. So you left me. You went for Mukuro instead. I don't care. I shouldn't care.
But I do.
I sometimes am saddened, knowing that we are now separated. You being with Mukuro as one of the greatest demons in Makai. And I, a former Youko, am stuck on Earth with Ningen everywhere. I like humans, but I love you.
And I still grieve.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Deatta koto sae mo
Kiseki to yobeba ii
~*~*~*~*~*~
About days after your last words, I was walking to school. It was early and I was just pacing slowly while.thinking about you. Your words. You.
Then I heard the sound. It was very quick like when the wind is pressured and you suddenly hear whish! Whish!
I looked up and saw nothing. Then I heard it again and looked up. A black blur appeared and was gone. My first thoughts, well, you know. But now, three weeks later, I call it a miracle if you had truly followed me to school like the old days.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Tomo ni hashitta tsukihi wo subete
Hokori ni dekiru kara
~*~*~*~*~*~
That's right. The old days. We would be with each other at all times, side by side, head to head. That was even before we met Yusuke-kun or Gouki. You watched for me and I watched for you. Even 'Kaasan noticed my sudden change of happiness.
The thing was, back then, we had no troubles. We never wondered if we were going the next match, or if we were going to be able to rescue Keiko or Yukina on time. We just worried about normal stuff, you know, when the ice cream (sweet snow) truck would be coming. Things like that - common everyday stuff.
Not anymore.
~*~*~*~*~*~
----------arukidasu.
Kono mune no kienu hoshi tsurete iku yo
~*~*~*~*~*~
Your words still haunt me. I go out sometimes, just to catch something so that the next day I wouldn't have time or the health to think about it. But, it does hurt. My heart can still be heard ripping.
I'm just a coward.
I cannot deal with words. And they say that actions speak louder than words. Well, both hurt. Your words, then your leaving me.
The only way I deal now is by putting a mask. It's been a long time since it happened. But time cannot heal this. Yusuke-kun surely noticed something. He's been asking me. But I just smile and say it's nothing.
Is that cowardly or courage?
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kitto sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Eien no saka wo nobotte yukeba
Kimi to mata aeru...
~*~*~*~*~*~
The gang has noticed you disappearance too. Especially Yukina. They're asking me about it. And each time I hear the question, I crumble all over again.
I say you're on a mission for Mukuro and it might take a while. They don't believe me. I know they do not. They say okay and leave me be, but they don't trust me. I'm a lying failure. After everybody found out, they say you'll come back.
Now I don't believe them.
I only wish they weren't lying.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kyou no sayonara wa mirai no hajimari
Kokoro nara ore wa soba ni iru sa
~*~*~*~*~*~
I sometimes still think you never left. That you still talk to me and walk with me. But my imagination is not fantastic. Every time I think that, I see your face. Then I break again.
But at least you're beside me.
.in my mind.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Kitto sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Yuku michi ga ima wa betsu to shite mo
Tsuku basho wa hitotsu
~*~*~*~*~*~
Rinnnnng!
I walk home from school, I ignore everybody talking to me. It's rude. But it has now been exactly one month since I last saw you. I guess you weren't lying.
Somehow, it takes forever to get home. But when I finally get there, my mother had left for a doctor's appointment.
Now there is no comfort for me.
Perhaps I am taking this too seriously.
But if my instincts are correct, I could never have survived this far without you. Even if it's all only a memory now.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sou sa Sayonara wa subete no hajimari
Dare mo mina tabi no tochuu dakara
~*~*~*~*~*~
My room is clean, without any smell, any strange look. I hate that. If you were here, your cloak would be on the ground, my table would be littered with ice cream jars.
But the thing is, you're not here.
Then I saw it.
Something stood in front of me.
It was a person. He had spiky black hair with a white star in the center, an adorable pout, black clothing, and glaring ruby eyes.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Sou sa Sayonara wa piriodo ja nai sa
Eien no saka wo nobotte yukeba
Itsu ka mata aeru...
~*~*~*~*~*~
I get up and take the picture out of its frame.
Hiei.
I await the day you come.
.and we meet again.
~*~*~*~*~*~
OWARI
The translations:
When the night skies open
The bright stars twinkle
I've been living in the dark
Like a piercing dream in my mind
----------I shall not forget.
You, by whom this closed heart has been opened
Today's goodbye is the beginning of tomorrow
Even if we take separate paths now
We shall arrive at the same place...
Even if we had ran into each other
Call it a miracle
For we can be proud of all the days
We ran together
----------I shall walk.
Taking the never-fading star of this heart
Surely a goodbye is not a period
If I go on and climb the everlasting hill
I shall meet you again...
Today's goodbye is the beginning of tomorrow
If in my mind, I shall be beside you
Surely a goodbye is not a period
Even if we take separate paths now
we shall arrive at one place...
That is so A goodbye is the beginning of everything
Because anyone, everyone is in the middle of a journey
That is so A goodbye is not a period
If I go on and climb the everlasting hill
Someday we shall meet...
How was that? I feel sad for writing it. I LOVE the song though. If you want a sequel, please do it loud and clear in a review.
Only if I get a good number of reviews will make a sequel. Sankyuu! ^_^