Disclaimer, not mine *sniffles* c chappie 1 for full!

Warnings. This is a Yaoi, ficcie that is Male x Male romance, if ya don't like don't read, simple as that.

This chappie is not angsty, well, not to bad, and there is some swearing.

*.Blah.* = Emphasised words

".Blah." = speech

.Blah. = Thoughts

/.Blah./ = T.V speaker person, thingy!

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Sorry for the stupidly short chappie, but I am momentarily dying from a severe case of writers block!!!!

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I feel as though I am sinking, down, down, down, to unimaginable depth, for some unknown length of time. But then the darkness recedes, the world becomes a mixture of greys, this must be it, I must be dead, and then I hear ..... I hear *voices? *

"Look, his pulse is back to normal, Oh Trowa look, he is going to wake up!" *Quatre? * I can't be dead! I slowly open my eyes and find myself in a small dank room, I look around and my gaze meets the tear filled aqua eyes, of a person who is my closest friend. "Quatre?" I hear myself say, "Is that you?"

The small blonde rushes over too me flings and his arms round my neck, I wince slightly at the added weight, but say nothing more. For once words fail me, I was sure I was dead!

"Yes its me Duo, you are alive and safe, Trowa saved you!"

Ahh, then it wasn't Heero I heard, I was so sure it was him, but then, that monotone, Trowa does use the same one sometimes. But it wasn't the monotone I'd heard; I am so sure it was Heero.

"How did I get here?" I ask quietly.

"Heero brought you." Quatre replies, "About three weeks ago, he left on a mission yesterday!

"Three weeks!" I yelp, "I have been here for three weeks, it can't have been that long!"

"It was, and we were giving up hope of you ever waking up Duo, Heero stayed here, he even looked in on you, he seemed .. Well, different!"

I sigh, three weeks, three weeks and Heero was here the whole time, and I slept through it. BAKA! "Heero was here?" I hear myself say!

"Yes Duo, he stayed in here on watch a few times, but he had to leave, Dr J sent him to guard Relena!"

I hiss, of all the things to wake up too, she always gets in the way, stupid Queen of the world!

Quatre gives me a hard look before explain the *current situation* I try to listen, but my mind keeps wandering to certain things, to a certain person. Well, how can you expect me to concentrate? Heero came and found me, Heero brought me to a safe house, and Heero asked me ..

This cant have happened, I can't let myself believe it

Heero asked me not to leave him.

Damn, I thought I wasn't going to believe it!

Quatre appears to have noticed my, ahem, I-am-on-another-planet expression and is giving me a curious look. "What?" I ask him.

"Nothing!" He smiles to himself, I just know he is up to something, but I don't think I have the energy to make a big deal of it, I am so damn tired!

Trowa looks at me through that one green eye of his Gees, does that guy have another eye under that hair, or is he some kind of circus Cyclops?

I shake that thought out of my head as I realise that Trowa is talking to me.

"So Duo, How do you feel then?"

"Umm, all right I guess." I reply.

Trowa spends the next five maybe ten minutes checking over all my wounds and drips and machines. Finally when he decides I am still all together and in the same order, he and Quatre leave. I think they could see I want to sleep.

But sleep wont come. No matter how much I will it too.

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I wander down to the small living room of our safe house,

Where is every one? Probably got missions.

I walk across the room and flick on the small colour T.V slowly I click through the channels.

Dull *Click* Dull *Click* Dull *Click* Dull *Click*

HEY. I click back a channel, it's a news report, but the headline caught my eye ..

TERRORIST CAPTURED

I sit on the slightly grubby sofa and watch the T.V with renewed interest.

/Today, at a secluded OZ command base, after weeks of planning, OZ finally succeeded in trapping one of the Terrorist Gundam pilots! /

I draw in a sharp breath.

NO, they can't have one of us the bastards, it can't be true.

But as I sit here, I am proved wrong. And my heart almost stops.

It's Heero!

A group of OZ soldiers march onto a raised platform, dragging with them the battered at bleeding form of Heero. I feel a sob escape my throat.

NO, not Heero, not my Heero. You can't have him, He's the perfect soldier, he wouldn't allow himself to be caught!

A man in the uniform of an officer steps up onto the podium.

/This is a great day for OZ, and a great day for you, the people of the colonies and Earth. We have here before us. /

He pauses and one of the soldiers kicks Heero to the floor.

/The pilot 01. Heero Yuy. He was captured today, by the overwhelming might of OZ, a force he sought to reckon with. And now he will pay the price! /

The crowd erupts into a huge round of applause.

The Fools, do they not realise that it's OZ who are in the wrong, not us. The fools!

/He will pay for his crimes against OZ, and against his Excellency. He will pay the ultimate price. He will die! /

"NOOOO!" I lunge toward the T.V, hoping that I will be able to reach in and pull him out, away from his cruel fate. But no such luck.

The officer smiles cruelly, and steps towards the broken form of Heero Yuy.

My heart breaks for Heero, this is the first time I have ever seen him look helpless. All I want to do is hold him to me and tell him I love him. But I cant, I have to leave my love kneeling on the platform, bloodstained and .. *Afraid?*

The officer grabs Heero by the hair, the hair I have longed to touch for so long, and he has the nerve to violate it. I seethe.

My anger quells when I see his eyes, they are glistening with held back tears.

Don't cry Hee-Chan, don't give them the satisfaction!

I want to help him, I want to let him know that everything is going to be fine, but most of all I want to look away, but I cant do any of them.

I sit, transfixed by the sight before me. The officer places the gun against Heeros temple.

I begin to tremble.

The officer turns, waves at the crowd, and pulls the trigger.

"NOOOOOOOO!" NO, NO, NO, HEEEEEROOOO! NO!

"No, no .." My voice fails to a whimper and the world turns dark.

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"NOOOOOOOO!"

I fly up and look around the room for the T.V. But all I see is the closed door to my bedroom.

It was a dream, it was all a dream.

I fall back into a restless sleep, plagued with memories, though nothing nearly as bad as the dream.

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Lora- Well guys Thanx so much for reviewing, here is Chappie two, as requested, there will be at least one more chappie after this one I hope you enjoyed it!!

A review would be much appreciated of course as I am really suffering from writers block! And this chappie took far too long to write.

Well, I will update as soon as I can.

C ya guys

Lora!