Do not leave me ever, Chapter 4

Disclaimer- I do solemnly declare that in no way shape or form do I own Gundam Wing or any of its characters, I am left to make to with a few seriously holey plot lines and some crazy characters of my own creation (who aren't even in this fic)

Warnings- This is a 1x2 2x1 get together fic, it is quite obviously YAOI Male x male, yadi yadi ya!! Ya all know this by now so why am I bothering, hmm, dunno, so on with the Thank you's!!!

Citrus!! I think, hmm, if I get together the balls to write it!!

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A/N

Hmm, I am not too sure how this chapter will turn out. It is written at the request of OminousuRinne, a very dear friend of mine *huggles* Hiya sweetie!! so be sure to look at her fics (SHE IS TOTALY AMAZING!!) no hint there what so ever. *cough, cough* Go read *cough, cough* ^^;;

Well, in this chappie we have the return of Heero, I am writing this out of determination to have regular chapter postings, not because I am highly inspired, so I do apologise if the plot is a little hard to find.

Well, c ya at the end guys, I do hope you enjoy.

*.Blah.* = Emphasised words

".Blah." = speech

.Blah. = Thoughts

{.Blah.}= Heeros thoughts (for later part of fic)



#.Blah.# = Duos thoughts (for later part of the fic)

Hey, sorry if that is a little complicated, but I really couldn't make this work otherwise, so I really hope this chappie makes up for all the added problems I am putting in ^^;;

Any how, that's all from me SO ON WITH THE FIC!!

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"Duo."

It is him, feel my breath hitch in my throat. I have waited for him to come home for so long and now he's back.

"Heero." I look up at him and I see something strange in his eyes, something I have never seen before. Could it be..? Love?

But all to quickly that strange new emotion is gone and he has pushed past me and gone into his room.

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Safe, for now I close the door to the room that later this evening I will be sharing with the braided American. I lean against it, almost as if expecting pursuit, but why be afraid, its only Duo, none of the others would have the nerve to follow me!

I sink to the floor and hold my head in my hands.

What if he knows how I feel, I don't think I could cope with it if he did. I shouldn't have gone after him, that was the most obvious thing I could have done and it endangered the mission. But if I hadn't gone after him, well .. He might have died.

"OH I HATE THIS!!!" I bring my fist smashing down on the floor, I feel so confused, and I don't k now how to deal with it. This isn't like some mission, where the way is clearly marked out for you. This world of emotions just throws one obstacle after another at you, and it never gives you a chance to clear your head.

I try to sort through all the routes I could have taken,

Choice one - I could have stayed at the safe house, waited and waited and then ultimately sentenced Duo to death. In my personal opinion not the best idea, hence it was rejected.

Choice two - I could have sent for the others to help me find him. In hindsight this would probably have been the most sensible path to take as it would have shown concern for a friend but not desperation for his safety, but oh well I can't change that now.

Choice three - Rush out and find him. The route I chose, openly revealing the fact I do actually care for the self proclaimed God of Death. All I can do is hope he didn't notice, but judging by the way he looked at me just now I don't expect there is much hope of that.

I shouldn't have allowed my emotions to cloud my judgement. This is a scene I am not accustomed too, a new field and I have to be careful. I value the time Duo spends 'bugging' me over every thing else, even if it appears I don't notice him, and I may have lost that.

He is the only thing that allows me to be even remotely human and without him I know that is something I will lose forever, and I don't think I could go back to what I was before, a machine. How could someone so full of life and love ever want to share his life with me, for all I know he might not even swing my way.

I drag myself off the floor and over to my bed, I should sleep, things always look better after a good nights sleep, that and I don't think I can face the prospect of being awake when Duo turns in.

~*~*~*~Duos POV(just after Heero vanished off into his room)~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I stand and stare blankly at the space in the hall where Heero was moments before, I curse myself, I shouldn't have gotten my hopes up, I knew he couldn't feel that way, it was too much to hope for.

Why would Heero Yuy *Ever* go for someone like me when he has the god damn Queen of the world chasing after him, I was stupid to ever think it could happen. Why the hell would someone like him even be gay, it just wouldn't fit, it would be wonderful, but it wouldn't fit, I really lived up to 'Braided Baka' this time!

Slowly, I wander back up the stairs towards the room Heero and I should be sharing, but for some reason I can't face going in, instead I turn on my heel and jog back down the stairs.

One quick conversation with Quatre later sees me huddled up in a thick woolly blanket on the couch. Sleep, bliss.

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The next morning things didn't look much brighter, Heero spent most of the morning sitting on the sofa, with his laptop, concentrating on typing up his mission report, and ignoring Duo.

Duo spent the morning flopped across the armchair attempting to read one of his mangas but doing a much better job of staring at Heero, this was of course after his usual morning battle with Wu-Fei, which had this morning resulted in Duo only just escaping with his braid intact and Wu-Fei storming out claiming need of meditation.

Quatre watched Heero and Duo from the safety of the kitchen and nibbled at his lip. This wasn't going the way he had hoped it would at all, those two were so unbelievably stubborn.

Quatre was about to wander into the living room and give the two a piece of his mind when he felt an arm snake its way round his waist, smiling he turned and looked up into the calm far of Trowa Barton.

"Leave them be!" Trowa said as he pulled the smaller blonde pilot against him in a warm embrace. "They need to be left to do this on their own for them to know that it is real!"

Quatre sighed, "You're right, I know you are, but they just don't seem to know what to do, were we this bad Trowa?"

Trowa smiled at his blonde angel. "Yes I think we were little one, well, I know how long it took me to gather the courage to tell you what you meant to me!"

"Am I really that scary?" Quatre asked, wrinkling his nose.

"No!" Trowa replied, planting a kiss on the top of Quatres head, "but rejection is, and that is what is scaring Heero and Duo, neither one wants to be the one that alienates the other."

"But they wont alienate each other!" Quatre protested "They *both* want to be together!"

"But they don't know that, do they angel?" Trowa countered, calm as ever. "Wasn't that the very reason you never came to me about your feelings?"

Quatre smiled sadly and nestled his head against the taller pilots chest "You are right Trowa, all we can do is hope that one of them gathers the courage to open up as you did."

"Yes little one, that is all we can do. Now, why don't we go for a walk and leave those two alone, you never know what might happen!"

Quatre smiled and allowed his Koi to usher him out of the safe house and off into the surrounding woods, after closing the back door with a fairly noticeable bang that could clearly be heard in the living room.

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"Well Hee-Chan, looks like it's just us now, for I believe that our resident love birds just flew the nest!"

"Hn!" Was the expected remark from the stoic soldier on the sofa.

But Duo wasn't one to give up easily.

"So Heero." he chirruped. "How'd the mission go?" # At least this way I might still be able to talk to him #

"As well as could be expected, there was some minor damage to my Gundam, but nothing serious!" { Why is the 'Mission' the *only* thing I ever talk about}

"Good, Good! So, umm .. Good. # SHIT! I am alone with Heero, and all I can say is good, Shit! I am such a Baka!#

"Hn." { Is it just me or is Duo a little uncomfortable, I bet he knows how I feel, he's gong to walk away soon, I just know it.}

Duo began to whistle to himself, # Why can't I think of anything to say. This is so stupid, maybe I should just walk out, it would be the least embarrassing option.#

Heero looked up from his laptop and over to Duo, The braided pilot was slowly getting to his feet while glancing over at the door.

{ FUCK, I knew it, he is so uncomfortable around me now, but I cant let him leave I have to do something, Think, think ..}

"Duo!" It was nearly a shout, the braided pilot stopped in his tracks and turned to face the blue eyed youth on the sofa. "Can I ask you something?"

Duo looked at Heero, the normally stoic soldier was actually looking worried. "Sure thing Heero," he said, returning to his seat in the armchair.#Oh crap, I wonder what I did.#

Heero nodded, glanced around, and than seeming to make up his mind about something he crossed the room and stood in front of Duo opening and closing his mouth and doing a very good impression of a goldfish. { Oh great job Yuy, what are you going to do now, explanation has never been your strong point}

Heero looked at the person in front of him, the ethereal beauty who had somehow managed to steal the keys to his heart, and suddenly he knew what he was going to do. { Well, I don't know how this is going to turn out but it's the only thing I can think of}

Heero leant forward and gently touched his lips to those of the stunned Deathsythe pilot. Even that gentle touch set every nerve in Heeros body alight, slowly he drew back and looked into the beautiful violet eyes of Duo Maxwell, and was surprised to see tears.

"I'm sorry Duo," He mumbled "I'll .. I'll go I think."

But that was not something Duo was going to allow, "Heero?" He said questioningly, "why did you do that?" # oh please don't let him take that the wrong way!#

Heero turned back to face the person he knew that he would always love and wondered at the desperate look on the others face, he instantly abandoned all the explanations and alibis that had been running through his mind and decided it was better to stick to the truth.

"Because I'm in love with you Duo!"

Duo smiled, stood up and looked into the pain filled face of Heero Yuy.

Slowly Duo reached out and laced their fingers together, raised their hands to his lips and planted a light kiss on the back of Heeros, "Oh Heero, you have no idea how much that means to me!"

The pain on Heeros face turned to surprise, "Duo? You aren't mad at me, you .. You don't hate me?"

Duo let out a strangled cry, he couldn't believe what Heero had just said, and throwing his arms round Heeros neck he said "Hate you Oh Heero, how could you think I would hate you, you have just let me have the greatest thing anyone could *ever* have given me!"

Heero sighed, flooded with relief he wrapped his arms protectively around Duos waist, "I just never thought anyone could ever love someone .. Someone like me, do you love me, Duo?"

Duo grinned and places a gentle kiss on Heeros neck, "Yes Hee-Chan, I love you more than you could ever know!"

Heero removed on hand from its position at Duo waist and used it to pull the Braided American into kiss.

It was gentle, their lips simply moving together under the gentle pressure of Heeros hold.

They broke for air, lips apart, Heero pulled Duo in again.

It was easier the second time, and feeling more confident Heero allowed his tongue to lightly slide across the lower lip of his Koi, experimenting. Pleased at the deep throated moan his action raised from the American he tried at again.

Heero moaned himself when he felt Duos tongue pressing against his lips, not the testing touch he had used, but asking to be allowed to go further, Heero willingly allowed the American what he was requesting and both pilots revelled in the new feelings they were experiencing.

Soon they were forced to break for air again, and Duo helpfully suggested that they take this to the couch as if Heero was feeling anything like he was than his knees had gone weak, the thought of Heero going weak at the knees would have been funny at any other time, but Duo was far too busy concentrating other things to dwell on so simple a matter.

Several soul searing kisses later the pair were curled up together on the sofa, hands intertwined, Duo laying across Heero with his eyes closed and Heero happily running one finger up and down Duos chest.

"Hee-Chan," Duo said sleepily, "Don't think I'm a weakling or anything but, I want to enjoy every moment we have together, so can we take things as they come and not rush ahead?"

Heero smiled at the angel in his arms, "We can do things however you want my Duo, an of course I wont think you're weak Baka!"

Duo opened an eye and grinned, "A Baka I may be Heero, but there is one thing that makes me an extra special Baka!"

"Oh, and what's that?"

"I'm your Baka Hee-chan, always and forever!"

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A/N

Well Lynne, there ya go, I really hope you liked it, and I hope everyone else liked it too. There is still one more chappie to go, I am so glad I managed to make this a happy ending, cos it was kinda depressing to begin with.

I honestly think that that was the most sugary thing I have ever written and I really need to brush my teeth.

Please leave a review as I would love to know what you guys think, I will be attempting to tie up any random plot holes and loose ends I have left along the way, but I really hope you have all enjoyed this fic and will come back for he final instalment.

All the best guys

Lora-helen.