I hate james potter.
He is dumb.
Note: I was informed by someone, it was either Ses, Sarin, or Savi, that it takes five minutes or so, for the body to realize it is dead. Supposedly, you can still feel, and still think. And thus, this stupid little James ficlet was born. *covers eyes* It's my only finished product in months. Please don't be upset, I love you all...
Lily? What happened? I look at you, you're silent, and stiff. Lily? Love? What's wrong?
I try to voice the words that come to mind, but I feel numb. I can't feel my arms, Lily... I'm scared.
A hissing voice I hear, and I try to turn my head toward it. Voldemort! Harry! My memory slides back to me.
Voldemort entered, with a hooded man in tow. I knew by the figure it was you. You cowered and whimpered and seethed and Voldemort killed us..
Wait.
Killed us? Lily, are we ... dead?
No. How can we be dead? We aren't dead.. I can still think. I feel. I feel my lungs, burning..
From lack of oxygen? Because I am dead? No.. I can't be dead...
There is a flash of blinding green light. Oh, no.. He's killed Harry. Our poor son.. who had barely begun to live.. Lily! Lily! Harry is gone.. are you gone? Have I survived the Killing Curse, only to be paralysed, to have lost everyone I love?
A rat scurries by me, and I wish I could move. I'd kill it. I know who it was..
Wormtail! I try to cry out. Why? Why have you betrayed us? I feel a tear slip down my cheek. There.
I am not dead! I am not dead!
Suddenly, a heavy boot, leather, with many jingles comes into my view. It stomps down upon the rat's tail. The rat's eyes bulge out as it squeals in pain. Siri!
Sirius! Help me!
A familiar hand comes into view, and grabs the rat, dragging him out of my vision. Sirius... Oh Sirius, help me up! I want to see his blood!
"Sirius? What's going on?" Moony says, from behind you, and you jump, and Peter escapes, unseen, past Remus. I hear you turn around, seething. I can hear how angry you are by your breathing. I hear Remus' gasp. And I hear him stumbling away. He is sick.
"Remmy.." You say, to your part-time lover. "Remus, It's not.." For the first time you notice that Wormtail is gone. You give an angry howl, and I hear you stomping out.
Wait.. why are things going black? I must be going unconscious. The edges of my vision are becoming slowly tinged with black. I see you kneeling next to Lily. "Oh, Lily.." He said, with a whimper, as knelt beside you. The look on your face is one of fierce determination and horror. He closes your eyes softly. He rests you on the floor, after kissing your lips.
He stands, and I see his scruffy, battered sneakers. He kneels beside me. His arms go around me. He lifts me up. I see hazel eyes, flicked with gold, and filled with tears.
"James.." He snuggles me close. "Prongs.." I can see his neck, and thats all I can see. I want to wrap my arms around him. "Oh God.. Siri.. he's.. he's gone demented.." Remus babbles, "I know he .. wouldn't have betrayed you.. otherwise.." No! No! Remus, Peter did it! Not Siri! Sirius is already crazy..
My vision field is closing.. I can only see a small part of Remus' neck. A purple mark that I know has come with Sirius. He loves you, you know. Even though he sleeps with others. You're his favourite..
I want Sirius here. I want to hold Lily. My mind has finally accepted the fact. I'm dead.. I'm dying.
Goodbye Remus.. Goodbye Lily.. Goodbye Harry..
I hear a baby's crying. My vision goes black, and a smile is my last thought. Harry survived. Somehow.. he survived.
End.
Told you it sucked. *sighs*
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