The italicized down below is an excerpt form Elizabeth's book of shadows, I am kind of trying to mix Potter and Wicca…please don't be offended if you are a Christian, or of another anti-pagan religion, this part (or story ) is probably not for you…but read the excerpt anyway because it is useful in the story later.
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After the meeting at the willow
Ron's POV
I don't know why I kissed her… I just did… she looked so scared and fragile that I just wanted to. I guess I shouldn't be so hard on myself. She, after all, she kissed me. I think I did the right thing. It's kind of nice knowing that she kissed me, I wonder if were going out.
Probably not, she looked like she needed something, maybe just someone to hold her, but I was nice to be kissed by someone besides my mom. And it's Liz we're talking about here. I know I've had a crush on her ever since she arrived. I should be more excited, but there was something that happened when she kissed me, it was like I got a bit of her sadness, although I don't know what it is that causes it.
Elizabeth's POV
October 31, Full Moon
Tree~ Ngetal,
Goddess! I can't believe it happened like that. I'm getting worked up over nothing, I know I am. I cried for gods' sake! I just can't believe I saw Draco Malfoy kissing HARRY POTTER!!! Erika Jiral, a blade runner! I got so worked up…shit! Ron! I bet he's thinking I'm some kind of a wimp. I kissed him…I think I did. I don't know… The flashback I had, it was so fast. Right before it happened…I just can't bring myself to write it down. I will record it somewhere in here, just later. Its Samhain tonight, I should have known that it would be a near call since the veil is lifted. I got more than I asked for, and the after effects were to much. I just feel pathetic, I cried for an hour for no good reason, other than a flashback of the night before my parents died and an old friend practically killing herself, I should have been fine. Goddess send me a sign if I am going into denial, I wonder what Ron will say to me tomorrow, he will probably avoid me, I don't blame him, I am going to do an honouring rite and then get some bloody sleep, it'll be hard, but I'll manage.
~Ivy
I kissed him, I can't believe I bloody kissed him! Im happy, but im not. Im glad -how many chances do you get to kiss you crush and then have him put you in bed, though, at the same time, half of me doesn't want him to have any of my pain or guilt. If he really does love me, then I will just thrive on him for love and protection, but my spirit will intertwine with his and he will be just as upset as I am , he might not no my secrets, but he will have the same feeling, I cant have that. But I wonder what he's thinking. I really do love him… the one thing I have left.
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After the meeting at the willow
Ron's POV
I don't know why I kissed her… I just did… she looked so scared and fragile that I just wanted to. I guess I shouldn't be so hard on myself. She, after all, she kissed me. I think I did the right thing. It's kind of nice knowing that she kissed me, I wonder if were going out.
Probably not, she looked like she needed something, maybe just someone to hold her, but I was nice to be kissed by someone besides my mom. And it's Liz we're talking about here. I know I've had a crush on her ever since she arrived. I should be more excited, but there was something that happened when she kissed me, it was like I got a bit of her sadness, although I don't know what it is that causes it.
Elizabeth's POV
October 31, Full Moon
Tree~ Ngetal,
Goddess! I can't believe it happened like that. I'm getting worked up over nothing, I know I am. I cried for gods' sake! I just can't believe I saw Draco Malfoy kissing HARRY POTTER!!! Erika Jiral, a blade runner! I got so worked up…shit! Ron! I bet he's thinking I'm some kind of a wimp. I kissed him…I think I did. I don't know… The flashback I had, it was so fast. Right before it happened…I just can't bring myself to write it down. I will record it somewhere in here, just later. Its Samhain tonight, I should have known that it would be a near call since the veil is lifted. I got more than I asked for, and the after effects were to much. I just feel pathetic, I cried for an hour for no good reason, other than a flashback of the night before my parents died and an old friend practically killing herself, I should have been fine. Goddess send me a sign if I am going into denial, I wonder what Ron will say to me tomorrow, he will probably avoid me, I don't blame him, I am going to do an honouring rite and then get some bloody sleep, it'll be hard, but I'll manage.
~Ivy
I kissed him, I can't believe I bloody kissed him! Im happy, but im not. Im glad -how many chances do you get to kiss you crush and then have him put you in bed, though, at the same time, half of me doesn't want him to have any of my pain or guilt. If he really does love me, then I will just thrive on him for love and protection, but my spirit will intertwine with his and he will be just as upset as I am , he might not no my secrets, but he will have the same feeling, I cant have that. But I wonder what he's thinking. I really do love him… the one thing I have left.