Little Futura
Anna
The moon shone so brightly that looking at it made me want to cry. I left something. Sometimes I feel my place isn't here. There is no place for me. There is no home for m. Not even here with Yoh. I used to believe his mellow and warm soul, as the Iron Maiden once called his, had no flaws.
That boy really can change people's minds. But I can't help but hurt when thinking of Hao. He is like me in many ways.
Yoh is everything Hao isn't. And Hao is everything Yoh isn't. You don't need to list their qualities nor think about it. You just know. Yet they are so alike in so many ways. If it's anything, Hao would be the one to understand my pain. I can share something in common. I won't have to feel alone anymore. But Yoh has no pain. And I hate the fact that I am just sitting back and allowing him to take in all this pain.
I guess Hao knows what he's doing after all. He's finally hit the target that would make Yoh crumple. If he had taken me, would Yoh have reacted the same way? He's Yoh. Seriously, I'm sure he would. But why do I not feel that way? Why am I? The strong itako now pushed in the back lines. Certainly someone like me does not deserve this.
Ren and them have finally fallen asleep. Marion is nowhere to be seen. I'm not suspicious of the girl, no doubt that she's been heartbroken. She's nowhere near betraying any of us as I am, but she definitely does want to be near Hao again. I can understand why. Does Hao make me the feel the same way she does or am I worst?
A window shattered. Someone is here. Trying to keep calm, one slap on Ren's face was enough to wake him up instantly as well as Horohoro who was this close to yelling at me. Marion and Chocolove seemed to have awaken as well to the sudden panic that had aroused.
"What?" Horohoro mouthed out. Ren drew up his sword sending glances to the other three members that they were going to defend against something. Marion held Chuck on a few pieces of yarn that served as hair on the doll's head as her other hand waved over it creating a pink glow that emitted energy. Horohoro grabbed his tablet off the table and forming an blue laser type oversoul of a sword around the small artifact. Chocolove finally attached the five claws of his jaguar's claws onto his hand as black markings formed visibly on his face.
Footsteps were heard from the kitchen. It grew louder with every thump on the wooden floor. At last, a girl with spiky orange hair with a scowl on her face came through the doorway.
"Hao's group." Ren clenched his fists onto his sword. Marion brought up her over soul while Chuck held the gun pointing it straight at Mathilda. The girl brought herself in a defensive position. An attacking aura was felt from behind.
"....Behind!" I yelled at them just in time as all five of us jumped out of the weapon's path. A giant knife that only a god could probably hold sliced cleanly through the wall from behind, fortunately, missing all its targets. Once the blade drew back, the owner of the blade was chillingly, an angel in the form of a manmade machine with black, hard wings.
"Very good, Anna." A smooth voice ran through the air. The five Shamans' attentions were redirected to where Mathilda once was, now Hao. "Well," he said smiling blissfully. "The crowd here does not look too happy. I'm sure you all must have known why I am here...no?"
The site of Hao makes my knees feel weak. Certainly he must have been here for one of us. It cannot have been Horohoro and Chocolove. He has no interest in them. That makes me, Ren, or Marion. Surely Hao has no interest in...me, does he?
He glances at me for a moment. For a second, I believe that I felt faint in my head. A month ago, I thought I would love Yoh and only Yoh. So what has happened today that has changed how I felt from a month ago?
Tamao?
She's weak. She's a servant. She's UNWORTHY as of the Asakura bride like I am! She doesn't have what it takes. That's why they didn't choose her. So why? Why does Yoh go after her? Don't men want strong women? Strong women that can stand for themselves?! I am everything that Tamao isn't!
The godly Shaman interrupted the eerie silence. Stepping forward towards them emitted an aggressive wave of violent aura. All weapons that the four Shamans held were focused onto him and making sure it would hit him. His gaze averted to Marion's as I saw her wince and but step forward, insisting that she was strong and that the past she once held with Hao was now long gone.
I wish I were that faithful with my own beliefs. Yes, I must truly be the weak one.
And he laughed. The godly Shaman laughed innocently. At us?
"Marion. Let's go back home."
Poor girl. She's having so many conflicts in her head at once. The girl still held her weapon facing him, trembling visibly. Ren, Horohoro, and Chocolove stole glances at her ready to defend themselves from her incase if she decided to turn on them at any given moment.
"I...no." she muttered. Her spirit trembled but Chuck remained just as strong as ever. "You aren't a good person. I...I think I've finally realized."
"And go back to the way you were?" Hao asked. "You told me you were so unhappy," Hao grinned taking a few more steps forward. Marion defiantly stood her ground. "Saying that this was home for you. You do not want to leave me. I know you do not want to."
Marion then displayed evident weakness. She backed up a step giving Hao an advantage in his mind game.
"Yoh allowed her to stay here for a reason," Ren, at last, held his weapon up. "I'm pretty sure she's never going to return to you Hao, as much as you want her to. She doesn't want you here. So get out!" He screamed his last words as uncountable weapons once used in ancient wars burst from the earth.
"Did he..?
"Dammit!" Ren cursed as Hao was nowhere in sight. "That idiot..." we all glanced around, filled with panic, not daring to blink at any moment he may strike from any direction.
"Behind you!" I picked up an attacking aura. But far too late. Hao made a grab for his head and threw him towards the wall so fast, none of us even registered what had happened in those three seconds as the Shaman's body slumped to the floor, blood visibly crawling from the wall.
"That was not too hard, now was it?" he smiled pretending that Ren never happened. How? How can anyone be that powerful? "He would make a very good fighter in my clan. But then there are a couple of fighters who will always be exceptionally far much better from the others, but it is only the few out of that couple that are willing to fight for the right thing."
"And I think I made a mistake fighting for your right thing then," Marion charged forward as bullets sprayed in the air far faster than normal bullets could go. Without even breaking a sweat, every single bullet thrown was caught by the Shaman who still smiled richly at her and grabbed her arms forcing her to drop Chuck to the floor.
"I do not give chances so easily, Marion." His eyes burned straight through her as she couldn't bring herself to meet his gaze. "But you can come back home now and tell me what you do not understand. And I can forgive you and none of this has never happened." The girl didn't reply. She only remained silent looking down to the floor, her bangs covering her eyes and her dark expressions.
He let go of her as she fell to the floor on her knees gathering Chuck into her arms. I couldn't help but feel so sorry for her. She's torn in two directions. She's probably as torn as I am. Questioning her allegiance. Questioning her loyalty, her mind, her just.
Two down. Three more to go. In less than thirty seconds.
"And Anna." He smiled. I stepped back. I don't think I've ever been so scared of him ever. The last time we had encountered each other, he was being friendly. This time, his aura didn't seem to hold the same cheery welcome that had welcomed her, Tamao, and Manta. It was dark, frightening, and his innocent smile did not make things feel any less happier as it was now.
"Remember the first time we met? I want to know what you really thought when I said those very words to you. Do they mean anything to you? You must feel flattered. Obviously loved for the first time, am I right?"
I felt ashamed immediately as Chocolove and Horohoro turn to look at me. They began backing away from me as I felt pain rush to my neck. You two! Don't back away from me! Please, I belong here! Right? You don't believe me anymore? Have you finally lost trust in me? Not that there was any to really begin with anyway...
"Why should I be?" I frowned nervously. His smile still persists on. He knows, I slowly crumble from inside. I've fallen for him and he knows it. And there's nothing I can do about it. And where is Yoh's place in my heart? Has he finally left?
I hate myself. I wished I never existed. Now all I am is one more scar to Yoh's heart. And that is the last thing I'd ever want to happen to him.
A/N:: Eek ! That took way too long. I finally updated =D! One of the many things I've revived. I even revived my AIM profile after 10 months of neglectance! I'll get back to a Tall Tale Heart probably. I want to take down the HaoXJeanne thing and write up a one-shot of HaoXJeanne. I'm crazy, you don't even have to tell me. ^^;
Anna
The moon shone so brightly that looking at it made me want to cry. I left something. Sometimes I feel my place isn't here. There is no place for me. There is no home for m. Not even here with Yoh. I used to believe his mellow and warm soul, as the Iron Maiden once called his, had no flaws.
That boy really can change people's minds. But I can't help but hurt when thinking of Hao. He is like me in many ways.
Yoh is everything Hao isn't. And Hao is everything Yoh isn't. You don't need to list their qualities nor think about it. You just know. Yet they are so alike in so many ways. If it's anything, Hao would be the one to understand my pain. I can share something in common. I won't have to feel alone anymore. But Yoh has no pain. And I hate the fact that I am just sitting back and allowing him to take in all this pain.
I guess Hao knows what he's doing after all. He's finally hit the target that would make Yoh crumple. If he had taken me, would Yoh have reacted the same way? He's Yoh. Seriously, I'm sure he would. But why do I not feel that way? Why am I? The strong itako now pushed in the back lines. Certainly someone like me does not deserve this.
Ren and them have finally fallen asleep. Marion is nowhere to be seen. I'm not suspicious of the girl, no doubt that she's been heartbroken. She's nowhere near betraying any of us as I am, but she definitely does want to be near Hao again. I can understand why. Does Hao make me the feel the same way she does or am I worst?
A window shattered. Someone is here. Trying to keep calm, one slap on Ren's face was enough to wake him up instantly as well as Horohoro who was this close to yelling at me. Marion and Chocolove seemed to have awaken as well to the sudden panic that had aroused.
"What?" Horohoro mouthed out. Ren drew up his sword sending glances to the other three members that they were going to defend against something. Marion held Chuck on a few pieces of yarn that served as hair on the doll's head as her other hand waved over it creating a pink glow that emitted energy. Horohoro grabbed his tablet off the table and forming an blue laser type oversoul of a sword around the small artifact. Chocolove finally attached the five claws of his jaguar's claws onto his hand as black markings formed visibly on his face.
Footsteps were heard from the kitchen. It grew louder with every thump on the wooden floor. At last, a girl with spiky orange hair with a scowl on her face came through the doorway.
"Hao's group." Ren clenched his fists onto his sword. Marion brought up her over soul while Chuck held the gun pointing it straight at Mathilda. The girl brought herself in a defensive position. An attacking aura was felt from behind.
"....Behind!" I yelled at them just in time as all five of us jumped out of the weapon's path. A giant knife that only a god could probably hold sliced cleanly through the wall from behind, fortunately, missing all its targets. Once the blade drew back, the owner of the blade was chillingly, an angel in the form of a manmade machine with black, hard wings.
"Very good, Anna." A smooth voice ran through the air. The five Shamans' attentions were redirected to where Mathilda once was, now Hao. "Well," he said smiling blissfully. "The crowd here does not look too happy. I'm sure you all must have known why I am here...no?"
The site of Hao makes my knees feel weak. Certainly he must have been here for one of us. It cannot have been Horohoro and Chocolove. He has no interest in them. That makes me, Ren, or Marion. Surely Hao has no interest in...me, does he?
He glances at me for a moment. For a second, I believe that I felt faint in my head. A month ago, I thought I would love Yoh and only Yoh. So what has happened today that has changed how I felt from a month ago?
Tamao?
She's weak. She's a servant. She's UNWORTHY as of the Asakura bride like I am! She doesn't have what it takes. That's why they didn't choose her. So why? Why does Yoh go after her? Don't men want strong women? Strong women that can stand for themselves?! I am everything that Tamao isn't!
The godly Shaman interrupted the eerie silence. Stepping forward towards them emitted an aggressive wave of violent aura. All weapons that the four Shamans held were focused onto him and making sure it would hit him. His gaze averted to Marion's as I saw her wince and but step forward, insisting that she was strong and that the past she once held with Hao was now long gone.
I wish I were that faithful with my own beliefs. Yes, I must truly be the weak one.
And he laughed. The godly Shaman laughed innocently. At us?
"Marion. Let's go back home."
Poor girl. She's having so many conflicts in her head at once. The girl still held her weapon facing him, trembling visibly. Ren, Horohoro, and Chocolove stole glances at her ready to defend themselves from her incase if she decided to turn on them at any given moment.
"I...no." she muttered. Her spirit trembled but Chuck remained just as strong as ever. "You aren't a good person. I...I think I've finally realized."
"And go back to the way you were?" Hao asked. "You told me you were so unhappy," Hao grinned taking a few more steps forward. Marion defiantly stood her ground. "Saying that this was home for you. You do not want to leave me. I know you do not want to."
Marion then displayed evident weakness. She backed up a step giving Hao an advantage in his mind game.
"Yoh allowed her to stay here for a reason," Ren, at last, held his weapon up. "I'm pretty sure she's never going to return to you Hao, as much as you want her to. She doesn't want you here. So get out!" He screamed his last words as uncountable weapons once used in ancient wars burst from the earth.
"Did he..?
"Dammit!" Ren cursed as Hao was nowhere in sight. "That idiot..." we all glanced around, filled with panic, not daring to blink at any moment he may strike from any direction.
"Behind you!" I picked up an attacking aura. But far too late. Hao made a grab for his head and threw him towards the wall so fast, none of us even registered what had happened in those three seconds as the Shaman's body slumped to the floor, blood visibly crawling from the wall.
"That was not too hard, now was it?" he smiled pretending that Ren never happened. How? How can anyone be that powerful? "He would make a very good fighter in my clan. But then there are a couple of fighters who will always be exceptionally far much better from the others, but it is only the few out of that couple that are willing to fight for the right thing."
"And I think I made a mistake fighting for your right thing then," Marion charged forward as bullets sprayed in the air far faster than normal bullets could go. Without even breaking a sweat, every single bullet thrown was caught by the Shaman who still smiled richly at her and grabbed her arms forcing her to drop Chuck to the floor.
"I do not give chances so easily, Marion." His eyes burned straight through her as she couldn't bring herself to meet his gaze. "But you can come back home now and tell me what you do not understand. And I can forgive you and none of this has never happened." The girl didn't reply. She only remained silent looking down to the floor, her bangs covering her eyes and her dark expressions.
He let go of her as she fell to the floor on her knees gathering Chuck into her arms. I couldn't help but feel so sorry for her. She's torn in two directions. She's probably as torn as I am. Questioning her allegiance. Questioning her loyalty, her mind, her just.
Two down. Three more to go. In less than thirty seconds.
"And Anna." He smiled. I stepped back. I don't think I've ever been so scared of him ever. The last time we had encountered each other, he was being friendly. This time, his aura didn't seem to hold the same cheery welcome that had welcomed her, Tamao, and Manta. It was dark, frightening, and his innocent smile did not make things feel any less happier as it was now.
"Remember the first time we met? I want to know what you really thought when I said those very words to you. Do they mean anything to you? You must feel flattered. Obviously loved for the first time, am I right?"
I felt ashamed immediately as Chocolove and Horohoro turn to look at me. They began backing away from me as I felt pain rush to my neck. You two! Don't back away from me! Please, I belong here! Right? You don't believe me anymore? Have you finally lost trust in me? Not that there was any to really begin with anyway...
"Why should I be?" I frowned nervously. His smile still persists on. He knows, I slowly crumble from inside. I've fallen for him and he knows it. And there's nothing I can do about it. And where is Yoh's place in my heart? Has he finally left?
I hate myself. I wished I never existed. Now all I am is one more scar to Yoh's heart. And that is the last thing I'd ever want to happen to him.
A/N:: Eek ! That took way too long. I finally updated =D! One of the many things I've revived. I even revived my AIM profile after 10 months of neglectance! I'll get back to a Tall Tale Heart probably. I want to take down the HaoXJeanne thing and write up a one-shot of HaoXJeanne. I'm crazy, you don't even have to tell me. ^^;