It's been three months since I saw Louisa on TV. 'Twisted Dream' stayed at
Number 1 for five weeks. Their second single, 'Piece by Piece', entered
the chart at Number 1 yesterday. The album was released this morning. I
was outside the music store when it opened, I just had to get the album.
You see, ever since I saw her on TV, I can't get her out of my head. It's
become an obsession. I'm buying every magazine with a picture or article
about Enlightenment in it, I've recorded their music videos and TV
appearances, I was even gonna go to a music store that they were appearing
at to promote 'Piece by Piece', but I couldn't get time off work.
Matt says he's worried about me. He says it was four years ago, and that she's obviously moved on with her life. He thinks I should just forget that I ever knew her. If only it were that easy. I've been feeling guilty about everything that happened for four years. I've been wondering what Louisa was getting up to, and I've been wondering about my baby. Matt says I'm stupid for worrying about it, she must have got rid of the baby, coz if she hadn't she wouldn't be able to concentrate on her music career. I don't believe that. Louisa didn't believe in abortion. I wonder about my baby, and I just feel worse about myself. There's a little boy or girl out there without a father, and it's my fault.
Amy agrees with Matt. No surprise there. She says if Louisa had kept the baby, she would have told me. Would she? After the way I spoke to her, the things I said? I told her I didn't want the baby, so would she really have told me? I'm so confused, Matt and Amy say just to forget it, but I can't get her out of my mind. I think about her all day, and then dream about her when I sleep. The dreams are bad. In them, Louisa is holding a baby, but she won't let me see. She turns and walks away saying that I don't deserve the baby. I try to go after her, but Matt and Amy are holding me back. I call to Louisa. She turns around, but instead of coming back, she throws money at me, and screams that she doesn't owe me anything anymore.
I'm reading the album cover. Louisa has written the lyrics to most of the songs, and the group wrote the music together. There are 14 tracks on the CD, and number 8 is the one I'm looking for. It's called '18 Minutes', and according to every review of the album that I've read, it's the best track. All the reviewers said they were shocked that the group had decided not to release it as a single, as usually the best three or four tracks are released. Louisa wrote this song. Beside the title, there's a dedication. 'For Rachel' it says.
I head over to the CD player, and put it on. I decided to listen to the CD in order. Track 1 is 'Twisted Dream'. After about a minute, curiosity gets the better of me, and I have to hear '18 Minutes', so I forward to track 8.
I'm so into listening to this track that I don't hear Matt come in. He turns off the CD Player. Apparently, me and him have to talk.
Matt says he's worried about me. He says it was four years ago, and that she's obviously moved on with her life. He thinks I should just forget that I ever knew her. If only it were that easy. I've been feeling guilty about everything that happened for four years. I've been wondering what Louisa was getting up to, and I've been wondering about my baby. Matt says I'm stupid for worrying about it, she must have got rid of the baby, coz if she hadn't she wouldn't be able to concentrate on her music career. I don't believe that. Louisa didn't believe in abortion. I wonder about my baby, and I just feel worse about myself. There's a little boy or girl out there without a father, and it's my fault.
Amy agrees with Matt. No surprise there. She says if Louisa had kept the baby, she would have told me. Would she? After the way I spoke to her, the things I said? I told her I didn't want the baby, so would she really have told me? I'm so confused, Matt and Amy say just to forget it, but I can't get her out of my mind. I think about her all day, and then dream about her when I sleep. The dreams are bad. In them, Louisa is holding a baby, but she won't let me see. She turns and walks away saying that I don't deserve the baby. I try to go after her, but Matt and Amy are holding me back. I call to Louisa. She turns around, but instead of coming back, she throws money at me, and screams that she doesn't owe me anything anymore.
I'm reading the album cover. Louisa has written the lyrics to most of the songs, and the group wrote the music together. There are 14 tracks on the CD, and number 8 is the one I'm looking for. It's called '18 Minutes', and according to every review of the album that I've read, it's the best track. All the reviewers said they were shocked that the group had decided not to release it as a single, as usually the best three or four tracks are released. Louisa wrote this song. Beside the title, there's a dedication. 'For Rachel' it says.
I head over to the CD player, and put it on. I decided to listen to the CD in order. Track 1 is 'Twisted Dream'. After about a minute, curiosity gets the better of me, and I have to hear '18 Minutes', so I forward to track 8.
I'm so into listening to this track that I don't hear Matt come in. He turns off the CD Player. Apparently, me and him have to talk.