(March 3rd, 2003)
Jareth likes to curl up next to me when I'm in Tiger-form… I swear, that Fae must have had a messed up child-hood cuz he's been starting to speak to me in baby-talk when I'm a tiger… Now I know how my animals feel when I talk to them in baby talk. Oiye. He's found this spot behind my right ear, and when he scratches it, I stretch out luxuriously and purr. lol! I often follow him in Tiger-form, and the first time the Goblins saw me, they squealed in fright and scattered like the wind. lol.
A lot of you are wondering how the Ball went… It was fun! lol. I actually enjoyed myself. I told Jareth that I would not sleep with him, but I'd cuddle with him. lol. Amazingly, he accepted that. He said that he'd expect no less from me and if I would've said yes, he would not have gone through with it anyway. Uh... Yeah. Okay. Why did he even ask in the first place, then? lol. BUT, we're getting off the subject. He invited almost every kingdom in the Underground to the Ball, so I saw just about every fantasy creature. It was freakin' coooool. lol. One of the Elf Princes got a little "friendly" with me, and I ended up punching him in the face. He was so stunned that I hit him that he fell to the ground. Hehe. I don't take well to people feeling me up without my permission. Especially fantasy characters. Jareth abruptly told him to leave and he asked me what happened. I told him the bastard tried to feel up my skirts so I punched the Elf in the face. Thus told, Jareth actually looked upset! He kept me to his side for the remainder of the night with an arm permanently around my waist, which was, to say the least, elating. I guess. lol. I thought it was adorable that Jareth was protecting me. Heh. All in all, I had a blast. The ballroom also looks much different than the movie version. It's an actual bubble. A glass bubble. Or crystal, I should say. Heh. You should've seen the dress I was in. It was gorgeous. RED. YAY! Blood red. I even saw some vampires at J's Ball. Boy, are they flirts. Eesh. They flirted with me right in front of Jareth, which was actually amusing, since they used all kinds of cheesy pick-up lines and everything. lol. I couldn't help but laugh at them.
Later on, after the ball, J and I were lying in his massive, fits-10-people bed, and he kept scooting closer, so I kept scooting away. lol. I ended up falling off the bed. *cheesy smile* He even insisted that I wear some black lingerie thing, complete with black lacy thong and I said "NO". He didn't give me much choice. He said I could either wear what he offered me, or nothing at all. I wasn't too happy. I wore the lingerie. *grumble* J, chose to sleep in the NUDE. Scarred me for life, I tell ya. I will never look at him the same way again. *hint hint wink wink* ANYWHO, we both went to sleep on opposite ends of the bed, and in the morning I awoke to find the two of us in a mass of tangled arms and legs, facing each other. He was awake. Damn him. He found the whole thing kinky and *cough*arousing*cough*. I shot out of the bed and raced to my room in a numb kind of shock, with his laughter trailing behind me. Ugh. Smug Fae Bastard.
The last few days have been interesting… YEAH, that's what it was! Apparently he can't keep his hands off of me. Sort of annoying when butterflies burst into a samba in my stomach at the mere brush of his hand. And he KNOWS that he has that affect on me. Arrrrgh. Why me? Oh well. I won't give in to him… If I can turn mortal men away, why not a Fae as well? *looks panicked* Right? Maybe? Possibly? Hopefully? *whimper* O.O
He likes touching my stomach. *whimper*
I am in sooooooo much over my head. Not good. Not good at all. Hopefully I'll survive my stay here. I might not come back a virgin. O.O NOT GOOD! *whimpers some more and sobs loudly* *sniffle*