Okay, so look people. I can already TELL you that you are not going to like
this ending very much, so if you are one of those "Aww, how cute! Even
after all the lies and betrayals they still end up together..." this is
DEFINITELY not the ending for you. Which is why...(dramatic music) I am
writing TWO endings!! Yes, two endings!! So, choose the one you like,
review the one you like and enjoy the ending of Producers, Managers and Gun
Weilding Americans
Chapter Eighteen: The Truth Shall Set You Free
Tohma Seguchi expected to walk into work at eight a.m., make a cameo at Bad Luck's rehearsal, do some paperwork, meet up with Sakano, and then take him home to a night of absolute pleasure (for one of them anyway). That was what he had been doing for the past few weeks and he was beginning to enjoy the routine. He did walk into work at eight a.m. that day, but things didn't go the way he planned...
"Konnichiwa!" Seguchi said, walking into Bad Luck's rehearsal studio. It was funny how much they were indebted to him. They saw him as their hero. As the very man who won them a spot in the festival. He was their God. And all he asked for in return was the sexual services of his simple, naïve, innocent producer who had been shamed in more ways then one. He had told Seguchi many times before that the only reason he agreed to the contract was so that Bad Luck could live out their dreams of fame and fortune. He told Seguchi that his body was a small price to pay for the happiness of three young boys. Seguchi had hit him then.
Sakano looked away from his slave driver and back down at his paperwork. He had confessed to K everything that was going on between Seguchi and himself the night before, when K had come to his apartment after finding out from Hiro of all people that he had been unfaithful. K hit him that night. He had never thought in a million years that K would hit him. He deserved it, that was for sure, but being hit was always upsetting. K didn't show up for work that morning. He left Sakano's shortly after Sakano confessed his love for Mr. K. He didn't say where he was going or what his plans were. Sakano was worried.
"Sakano..." Seguchi said, walking over to his dark haired lover. He helped Sakano out of his chair and brushed him off. Sakano didn't have very much time to get ready that morning and he looked a fright. Hair tussled and suit wrinkled. He had bags under his eyes and his face was a little red and puffy. Not to mention the bruises all over his face from Seguchi and now K. He was tired of being hit, especially in the face. Couldn't they be a little more creative? He was going to let Sakano go through the day before beckoning him to his office, but the man looked so tired and vulnerable that Seguchi couldn't help himself, "Why don't you three take the day off?" he directed that at Bad Luck while still looking over at Sakano, "Sakano and myself have some business to take care of. You have been working hard enough as it is." He ignored Bad Luck then, they were no longer important, "Sakano, my office, right now."
And that was that. Seguchi walked out of the room and Sakano followed close behind. He had a stomachache. He always got stomachaches before their little rendezvous. It was painful. He thought that it would get better, but in the weeks they had been sleeping together, things never got any better. In fact, it seemed that when the pain began to ease, Seguchi would find some new method of making it more painful, more scary and more embarrassing.
"Why do you hate me so much?" Sakano found himself saying. He normally didn't speak to Seguchi when he was going to make him do the dirty things that he would never forgive himself for doing. Seguchi stopped and wilted his head, "I mean, am I that horrible? I agreed to be yours and that's fine, but do you have to beat me the way you do? I mean, I will give you the world if you ask for it! But why do you-"
"You think that I hate you?" he said, chuckling a little, "I don't hate you. I hate the fact that for years and years, I have been watching you from the shadows, to nervous to tell you the way that I feel. So I did what I do best..." he began to walk again, Sakano following close behind, "I trapped you in a contract that you couldn't refuse. For a simple fee, your band would make it to the big time."
They arrived at the office and Seguchi hesitated before turning the knob. Sakano placed his hands behind his back and closed his eyes, "Why didn't you tell me sooner? I loved you so much, Seguchi-sama!!" he opened his eyes and took a step forward, "I loved you more then life itself! I mean, if you just would have told me, maybe we could have-"
Tohma leaned forward and kissed Sakano just slightly, touching his face in a way that Sakano couldn't believe, with passion and yearning and love. There was no pain and no fear...Sakano even found himself kissing him back. He just wanted to be loved, that was all he wanted from life was to find someone to love him. It was K, K loved him, it was that simple. He broke away from Seguchi and looked at him.
"You didn't tell me, Seguchi-sama," it was time to start doing things for himself, it was time for Sakano to find happiness, "I can't do this anymore though...I am in love with K and even though he is mad at me and he isn't speaking to me, I cannot help but pursue him. So if you want to pull Bad Luck from the festival then so be it and-"
"I'm not going to pull them from the festival, Sakano," Seguchi said, wiping a few pieces of Sakano's hair from his face, "It's time we grew up. I have a wife and you have a career and K does love you and It is time we stopped playing this game." Sakano nodded, "Come inside and we'll talk."
Sakano agreed that certain things should be said so he followed his Seguchi- sama into his office. There sat K in Tohma's desk, holding his magnum in his hand and he was grinning. It was a grin that Sakano had never seen before and it chilled his very bones.
"Welcome back, Tohma."
He stood from the desk and walked around it, up to Tohma and Sakano. Tohma had a look of absolute fear in his eyes and K brought his gun up and pressed it against Tohma's forehead and the blonde manager froze with fear. He stared into the eyes of his employee and there was nothing but anger. There was no give behind his sapphire eyes, there was nothing. He clicked the gun and Sakano's eyes widened, but he couldn't move. He couldn't move to help his Seguchi-sama. Did he want to help him? He couldn't decide. Tohma had done so much to him. He had embarrassed him and defiled him and played on the fact that he just wanted Bad Luck to succeed. But did he deserve to be assaulted for that?
"You tell me," K said, tears beginning to stream down his face, "You tell me why you did this to us? Why did you want us to fail so badly that you would FUCK him behind my back? Why didn't you just tell me...You were my boss!!"
Sakano reddened at that. He couldn't say anything to K. He knew that anything he said would lead to nothing good, so he simply stayed quiet and waited for what would happen next. Tohma's mouth opened and shut, he also had nothing to say. Apologies were too late.
"Just tell me..."K said, hopelessness in his airy voice, "You ruined my marriage, you ruined the relationship between my son and I, you slandered my name and you took the one person who made all of those horrible things go away. I LOVED him, are you hearing me? I LOVED HIM MORE THEN YOU KNOW!!" K sobbed, clutching his gun, "My God, I loved him so much..." Sakano looked over at his lover and all he wanted was to hold him and to kiss him and to take him away from that terrible place...but it wasn't up to him anymore, it was up to K.
"Please, Mr.K, I was just-" K pressed the gun harder against Tohma's forehead.
"YOU JUST WHAT?!" K screamed, pushing Tohma back up against the wall, "YOU RAPED HIM, IS WHAT YOU DID!! YOU RAPED HIM AND YOU HURT HIM AND YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME!!!" K's rage changed suddenly. He calmed down and his tears began to cease. Tohma began to calm down and then K looked into his eyes and Tohma knew what was to come.
* * *
(Angst Ending)
"I can't..." K said, the tears beginning to run again, "I can't let you get away with what you did to me but more importantly, to Sakano. He trusted you...and you took advantage of him and that is something that you cannot get away with."
Tohma slowly closed his eyes and took a deep breath and everything began to move in slow motion. His eyes began to open and he never even had the chance to look over at Sakano to tell him how sorry he was for all that he put him through. He never could tell him how disgusted he was in himself. When K pulled that trigger, all of those thoughts and disgraces left his body. Blood splattered across the room, hitting Sakano's face and glasses and suit. K didn't even move when it hit him. He still held his smoking gun and Sakano, stunned for only a few fractions of a second, screamed at the top of his lungs. Tohma Seguchi laid on the ground, his head blown apart from the close range shot that K had fired into him. K awoke from his trance and turned toward his former lover, point the gun at Sakano's head and taking a step toward him. He began to back him up until Sakano fell down on the couch. He was mumbling about something, but K couldn't make it out and he didn't care. He moved the gun from Sakano's head to his chest and stroked some of the blood drenched hairs from his forehead.
"You are just as much to blame as he is..." K said, stroking Sakano's face. Sakano began to sob, the tears mixing with the blood, giving him a terrible salty/coppery taste in his mouth. Tears began to fall from K's eyes as well and he pressed the gun harder against Sakano's chest, "I lost your heart..."
"You never lost my heart," Sakano sobbed. He meant what he said, it wasn't just some ploy to get K to give him the gun or anything of the sort. He loved K and he was suffering so much inside, "I love you, K..."
K pulled the gun away from Sakano's chest and pressed it roughly against his temple, grabbing his head with his free hand and holding it to the gun, "YOU DO NOT LOVE ME, SAKANO!!!" he screamed, making Sakano cry out in pain, "How could you...possibly say that you love me after what you did!! You...you let yourself be defiled by Seguchi! It wasn't all his fault..." K let his head go and he backed up, still point the gun at his trembling lover. Sakano stared wide eyed at the gun barrel. He had always wondered what a bullet coming straight at you would look like. Would it be in slow motion? Or would it be so quick that you wouldn't even know what hit you? K's hand was shaking.
"Please," Sakano sobbed, begging him to regain his sanity and put down the gun, "Please K...I love you, I'm not lying, I'm not-"
He fired the gun at the sound of the words "I love you". He couldn't hear them anymore, not from Sakano, not when they were so full of lies and betrayals. Blood poured all down Sakano's lap and pattered on to the floor saturating the carpet red. He placed his hands over his midsection, trying to stop the bleeding but he began to grow weak. He looked up at K and his stood as if in a trance looking at his bleeding lover. He had done that. He had shot his only true love out of jealousy and rage and he couldn't live with himself anymore. He and Sakano took one last look at each other before K took his gun, pressed it against his own temple and shot. Blood sprayed around the room and he fell to the floor, blonde hair trailing down behind him. Sakano couldn't even open his mouth to scream or even to tell him how he was so very sorry. He began to feel a little tired and a little dizzy as the blood ran through his fingers. His arms fell limp and he stopped caring about the bleeding and the pain and all of the people whom he loved. All he cared about was that he could finally rest. He closed his eyes and exhaled slowly, body falling limp against the couch. And he slept.
Fin
**wilt and sob** okay, so that was the angst ending. I'll write the romantic ending later for I am thinking of doing a sequel that had to do with K and Ark from the manga (mainly from the Remix Doujinshis) so when I decide to do that, I'll post the romantic ending. Anyhoo, thank you all for reading and thank you for your reviews and I hope you enjoyed Negotiations of Producers, Managers and Gun Wielding Americans. Peace out.
Chapter Eighteen: The Truth Shall Set You Free
Tohma Seguchi expected to walk into work at eight a.m., make a cameo at Bad Luck's rehearsal, do some paperwork, meet up with Sakano, and then take him home to a night of absolute pleasure (for one of them anyway). That was what he had been doing for the past few weeks and he was beginning to enjoy the routine. He did walk into work at eight a.m. that day, but things didn't go the way he planned...
"Konnichiwa!" Seguchi said, walking into Bad Luck's rehearsal studio. It was funny how much they were indebted to him. They saw him as their hero. As the very man who won them a spot in the festival. He was their God. And all he asked for in return was the sexual services of his simple, naïve, innocent producer who had been shamed in more ways then one. He had told Seguchi many times before that the only reason he agreed to the contract was so that Bad Luck could live out their dreams of fame and fortune. He told Seguchi that his body was a small price to pay for the happiness of three young boys. Seguchi had hit him then.
Sakano looked away from his slave driver and back down at his paperwork. He had confessed to K everything that was going on between Seguchi and himself the night before, when K had come to his apartment after finding out from Hiro of all people that he had been unfaithful. K hit him that night. He had never thought in a million years that K would hit him. He deserved it, that was for sure, but being hit was always upsetting. K didn't show up for work that morning. He left Sakano's shortly after Sakano confessed his love for Mr. K. He didn't say where he was going or what his plans were. Sakano was worried.
"Sakano..." Seguchi said, walking over to his dark haired lover. He helped Sakano out of his chair and brushed him off. Sakano didn't have very much time to get ready that morning and he looked a fright. Hair tussled and suit wrinkled. He had bags under his eyes and his face was a little red and puffy. Not to mention the bruises all over his face from Seguchi and now K. He was tired of being hit, especially in the face. Couldn't they be a little more creative? He was going to let Sakano go through the day before beckoning him to his office, but the man looked so tired and vulnerable that Seguchi couldn't help himself, "Why don't you three take the day off?" he directed that at Bad Luck while still looking over at Sakano, "Sakano and myself have some business to take care of. You have been working hard enough as it is." He ignored Bad Luck then, they were no longer important, "Sakano, my office, right now."
And that was that. Seguchi walked out of the room and Sakano followed close behind. He had a stomachache. He always got stomachaches before their little rendezvous. It was painful. He thought that it would get better, but in the weeks they had been sleeping together, things never got any better. In fact, it seemed that when the pain began to ease, Seguchi would find some new method of making it more painful, more scary and more embarrassing.
"Why do you hate me so much?" Sakano found himself saying. He normally didn't speak to Seguchi when he was going to make him do the dirty things that he would never forgive himself for doing. Seguchi stopped and wilted his head, "I mean, am I that horrible? I agreed to be yours and that's fine, but do you have to beat me the way you do? I mean, I will give you the world if you ask for it! But why do you-"
"You think that I hate you?" he said, chuckling a little, "I don't hate you. I hate the fact that for years and years, I have been watching you from the shadows, to nervous to tell you the way that I feel. So I did what I do best..." he began to walk again, Sakano following close behind, "I trapped you in a contract that you couldn't refuse. For a simple fee, your band would make it to the big time."
They arrived at the office and Seguchi hesitated before turning the knob. Sakano placed his hands behind his back and closed his eyes, "Why didn't you tell me sooner? I loved you so much, Seguchi-sama!!" he opened his eyes and took a step forward, "I loved you more then life itself! I mean, if you just would have told me, maybe we could have-"
Tohma leaned forward and kissed Sakano just slightly, touching his face in a way that Sakano couldn't believe, with passion and yearning and love. There was no pain and no fear...Sakano even found himself kissing him back. He just wanted to be loved, that was all he wanted from life was to find someone to love him. It was K, K loved him, it was that simple. He broke away from Seguchi and looked at him.
"You didn't tell me, Seguchi-sama," it was time to start doing things for himself, it was time for Sakano to find happiness, "I can't do this anymore though...I am in love with K and even though he is mad at me and he isn't speaking to me, I cannot help but pursue him. So if you want to pull Bad Luck from the festival then so be it and-"
"I'm not going to pull them from the festival, Sakano," Seguchi said, wiping a few pieces of Sakano's hair from his face, "It's time we grew up. I have a wife and you have a career and K does love you and It is time we stopped playing this game." Sakano nodded, "Come inside and we'll talk."
Sakano agreed that certain things should be said so he followed his Seguchi- sama into his office. There sat K in Tohma's desk, holding his magnum in his hand and he was grinning. It was a grin that Sakano had never seen before and it chilled his very bones.
"Welcome back, Tohma."
He stood from the desk and walked around it, up to Tohma and Sakano. Tohma had a look of absolute fear in his eyes and K brought his gun up and pressed it against Tohma's forehead and the blonde manager froze with fear. He stared into the eyes of his employee and there was nothing but anger. There was no give behind his sapphire eyes, there was nothing. He clicked the gun and Sakano's eyes widened, but he couldn't move. He couldn't move to help his Seguchi-sama. Did he want to help him? He couldn't decide. Tohma had done so much to him. He had embarrassed him and defiled him and played on the fact that he just wanted Bad Luck to succeed. But did he deserve to be assaulted for that?
"You tell me," K said, tears beginning to stream down his face, "You tell me why you did this to us? Why did you want us to fail so badly that you would FUCK him behind my back? Why didn't you just tell me...You were my boss!!"
Sakano reddened at that. He couldn't say anything to K. He knew that anything he said would lead to nothing good, so he simply stayed quiet and waited for what would happen next. Tohma's mouth opened and shut, he also had nothing to say. Apologies were too late.
"Just tell me..."K said, hopelessness in his airy voice, "You ruined my marriage, you ruined the relationship between my son and I, you slandered my name and you took the one person who made all of those horrible things go away. I LOVED him, are you hearing me? I LOVED HIM MORE THEN YOU KNOW!!" K sobbed, clutching his gun, "My God, I loved him so much..." Sakano looked over at his lover and all he wanted was to hold him and to kiss him and to take him away from that terrible place...but it wasn't up to him anymore, it was up to K.
"Please, Mr.K, I was just-" K pressed the gun harder against Tohma's forehead.
"YOU JUST WHAT?!" K screamed, pushing Tohma back up against the wall, "YOU RAPED HIM, IS WHAT YOU DID!! YOU RAPED HIM AND YOU HURT HIM AND YOU TOOK HIM FROM ME!!!" K's rage changed suddenly. He calmed down and his tears began to cease. Tohma began to calm down and then K looked into his eyes and Tohma knew what was to come.
* * *
(Angst Ending)
"I can't..." K said, the tears beginning to run again, "I can't let you get away with what you did to me but more importantly, to Sakano. He trusted you...and you took advantage of him and that is something that you cannot get away with."
Tohma slowly closed his eyes and took a deep breath and everything began to move in slow motion. His eyes began to open and he never even had the chance to look over at Sakano to tell him how sorry he was for all that he put him through. He never could tell him how disgusted he was in himself. When K pulled that trigger, all of those thoughts and disgraces left his body. Blood splattered across the room, hitting Sakano's face and glasses and suit. K didn't even move when it hit him. He still held his smoking gun and Sakano, stunned for only a few fractions of a second, screamed at the top of his lungs. Tohma Seguchi laid on the ground, his head blown apart from the close range shot that K had fired into him. K awoke from his trance and turned toward his former lover, point the gun at Sakano's head and taking a step toward him. He began to back him up until Sakano fell down on the couch. He was mumbling about something, but K couldn't make it out and he didn't care. He moved the gun from Sakano's head to his chest and stroked some of the blood drenched hairs from his forehead.
"You are just as much to blame as he is..." K said, stroking Sakano's face. Sakano began to sob, the tears mixing with the blood, giving him a terrible salty/coppery taste in his mouth. Tears began to fall from K's eyes as well and he pressed the gun harder against Sakano's chest, "I lost your heart..."
"You never lost my heart," Sakano sobbed. He meant what he said, it wasn't just some ploy to get K to give him the gun or anything of the sort. He loved K and he was suffering so much inside, "I love you, K..."
K pulled the gun away from Sakano's chest and pressed it roughly against his temple, grabbing his head with his free hand and holding it to the gun, "YOU DO NOT LOVE ME, SAKANO!!!" he screamed, making Sakano cry out in pain, "How could you...possibly say that you love me after what you did!! You...you let yourself be defiled by Seguchi! It wasn't all his fault..." K let his head go and he backed up, still point the gun at his trembling lover. Sakano stared wide eyed at the gun barrel. He had always wondered what a bullet coming straight at you would look like. Would it be in slow motion? Or would it be so quick that you wouldn't even know what hit you? K's hand was shaking.
"Please," Sakano sobbed, begging him to regain his sanity and put down the gun, "Please K...I love you, I'm not lying, I'm not-"
He fired the gun at the sound of the words "I love you". He couldn't hear them anymore, not from Sakano, not when they were so full of lies and betrayals. Blood poured all down Sakano's lap and pattered on to the floor saturating the carpet red. He placed his hands over his midsection, trying to stop the bleeding but he began to grow weak. He looked up at K and his stood as if in a trance looking at his bleeding lover. He had done that. He had shot his only true love out of jealousy and rage and he couldn't live with himself anymore. He and Sakano took one last look at each other before K took his gun, pressed it against his own temple and shot. Blood sprayed around the room and he fell to the floor, blonde hair trailing down behind him. Sakano couldn't even open his mouth to scream or even to tell him how he was so very sorry. He began to feel a little tired and a little dizzy as the blood ran through his fingers. His arms fell limp and he stopped caring about the bleeding and the pain and all of the people whom he loved. All he cared about was that he could finally rest. He closed his eyes and exhaled slowly, body falling limp against the couch. And he slept.
Fin
**wilt and sob** okay, so that was the angst ending. I'll write the romantic ending later for I am thinking of doing a sequel that had to do with K and Ark from the manga (mainly from the Remix Doujinshis) so when I decide to do that, I'll post the romantic ending. Anyhoo, thank you all for reading and thank you for your reviews and I hope you enjoyed Negotiations of Producers, Managers and Gun Wielding Americans. Peace out.