Disclaimer: You know it; don't make me write it out again!!
AN: Hey, I got loads of ideas for standalones. I will try to write them out all, so be patient. And I've still got to finish 'I don't care'. But that is getting SO boring for me.
Which is why I think I'll resort to standalones? They are easy and quick, and you leave the reader (that's you guy's) hanging. I've read loads of them and they are so cool!!
N E ways, here it is-
AN2: sorry but, I think in the actual episodes of DA, Alec sort of likes Max- in the episode 'Gill Girl' he says 'I always fall for the one's I can't have'.? So maybe he was on about Max?? (And Rachel, and the mermaid thingy) but maybe Max hey hey??
So finally here it is-
Alec P.O.V-
I always fall for the one's I can't have. I know I shouldn't, but they are always so tempting.
Like Adam and Eve, they were attracted to the Apple from the Tree of Knowledge.
But there was a Devil, Satan, Shahtaan, Rawan, whatever the language, the Devil is always there.
Like Max. She's always there. Always.
And it hurts, she's there but I can't have her.
I hope I'm not falling for. She is just a stuck up bitch. She doesn't care about me.
So why do I like her? I try to build a wall around myself, but they always get through. Always.
I try to forget them, but they won't leave. They just haunt me. Forever.
And then no-one understands. They act like they care, but they don't. And then there are people like Max, who don't even pretend.
I know it's my own fault. I should have left when she told me to.
But I had to stay. I kept on seeing that look in her eyes. The way she spoke.it was full of melancholy and malevolence. I hated it.
I wanted to make it up to her. But I kept screwing up. And then she hated me more. Like the others.
She hates me so much. And she blames me for the virus.
I don't need her to. I already blame myself. Why the hell did I stay? So I could make it up to her.
But it doesn't work. It never does.
I think I'm falling in love with her.
I shouldn't, but now there's only piles of rubble where the walls should be.
I love her so much. But she hates me.
And then there's Logan. I hate him, but only cos he's with Max. Lucky fool.
He doesn't know what he's got.
And I will never be able to tell him. Because how could I understand? I'm just a screw up.
A screw up who's in love with the person that hates him the most.
OK, maybe not the most, but close to.
I want to tell her, but she'll just kick my ass. Like always.
And then I'll make a cocky remark. Like always.
And then we'll argue and she'll walk away. Like always.
And then I'll find a way to get her to change her mind. Like always.
And then the vicious circle will start over and over again.
Like always.
AN3: You like?? Then review.
Go on.you know you want to.
Press it.
It won't bite.
I promise.
AN: Hey, I got loads of ideas for standalones. I will try to write them out all, so be patient. And I've still got to finish 'I don't care'. But that is getting SO boring for me.
Which is why I think I'll resort to standalones? They are easy and quick, and you leave the reader (that's you guy's) hanging. I've read loads of them and they are so cool!!
N E ways, here it is-
AN2: sorry but, I think in the actual episodes of DA, Alec sort of likes Max- in the episode 'Gill Girl' he says 'I always fall for the one's I can't have'.? So maybe he was on about Max?? (And Rachel, and the mermaid thingy) but maybe Max hey hey??
So finally here it is-
Alec P.O.V-
I always fall for the one's I can't have. I know I shouldn't, but they are always so tempting.
Like Adam and Eve, they were attracted to the Apple from the Tree of Knowledge.
But there was a Devil, Satan, Shahtaan, Rawan, whatever the language, the Devil is always there.
Like Max. She's always there. Always.
And it hurts, she's there but I can't have her.
I hope I'm not falling for. She is just a stuck up bitch. She doesn't care about me.
So why do I like her? I try to build a wall around myself, but they always get through. Always.
I try to forget them, but they won't leave. They just haunt me. Forever.
And then no-one understands. They act like they care, but they don't. And then there are people like Max, who don't even pretend.
I know it's my own fault. I should have left when she told me to.
But I had to stay. I kept on seeing that look in her eyes. The way she spoke.it was full of melancholy and malevolence. I hated it.
I wanted to make it up to her. But I kept screwing up. And then she hated me more. Like the others.
She hates me so much. And she blames me for the virus.
I don't need her to. I already blame myself. Why the hell did I stay? So I could make it up to her.
But it doesn't work. It never does.
I think I'm falling in love with her.
I shouldn't, but now there's only piles of rubble where the walls should be.
I love her so much. But she hates me.
And then there's Logan. I hate him, but only cos he's with Max. Lucky fool.
He doesn't know what he's got.
And I will never be able to tell him. Because how could I understand? I'm just a screw up.
A screw up who's in love with the person that hates him the most.
OK, maybe not the most, but close to.
I want to tell her, but she'll just kick my ass. Like always.
And then I'll make a cocky remark. Like always.
And then we'll argue and she'll walk away. Like always.
And then I'll find a way to get her to change her mind. Like always.
And then the vicious circle will start over and over again.
Like always.
AN3: You like?? Then review.
Go on.you know you want to.
Press it.
It won't bite.
I promise.