Landon sees no reason to go on after Jamie dies. Than one day he finds a reason.

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(Cry that is all the Landon wanted to do. Cry and die. Sense Landon couldn't die, he would just lie on his bed and cried. This is how he has felt sense they barried his wife two weeks ago. He couldn't escape it. When her black coffin going into the dark brown ground. When it got lower and lower. When they were shutting the lid to the coffin. When he collapsed on the ground too weak to stand. If that was not painful enough when he was sleeping he saw her standing there calling his name. No matter how far or long he ran he could never get close enough to grab Jamie. He wanted Jamie back. He wanted to touch her silky skin and look into her sky blue eyes. Kiss her soft red lips. Soon painful cries tore at his stomach. Landon couldn't bare the pain.)

Landon lay there waiting for death to take him, When the phone rang. He didn't move. The phone rang and rang. Finally he slowly picked up the phone.

"Hello." Landon said though you could barley hear him for crying so much took his voice.

"Landon, honey. Its me mom. Are you ok." She asked worried for her son.

"No mom. My heart aches it has never hurt like this before." Landon said in a shady voice.

I'm coming over. His mom said worried.

"No mom." He yelled at the receiver.

(Landon did not want her to come over. He hadn't changed his clothes in three days and was tired to do any housework.)

"Okay if you are sure." His mom said with concern in her voice.

"I'm sure." He whispered he missed Jamie and his mom was making it worse.

"Just to let you know North Carolina has excepted you for a scholarship. It is in the doctor's field. You did it Landon your going to be a doctor."

That's great Landon thought to himself, maybe I can find a cure for a broken heart disease.

"Landon you couldn't help Jamie, but maybe just maybe you can help someone else."

There was a moment where no one said anything. Landon thought back to the days where he was so happy. When he had completed everything on Jamie's wish list. Even get married in the chapel that Jamie's mother got married in. Landon started to cry. Why couldn't they find a cure for cancer? Why did Jamie have to have Leukemia?

"It won't always hurt this much. It will always hurt but not as much." His mother said with normal motherly advice.

Landon just cried. His mom said nothing.

"Jamie why did you have to be sick." He yelled at the phone " I don't like this pain, I don't like felling like this." He told his mother, " what do I do?" he asked his mother had to know something. He was desperate.

Landon's mom said nothing. There was nothing she could say. She just let him cry. The only thing he could do was not let him cry alone. Soon they both hung up the phone. School. How could he think about school, how could he think about being a doctor. That was a long time ago dream, that he had when every thing made sense. He turned over in is his bed and saw his favorite picture of her. She was standing there in her wedding dress looking up at the sky.

"Beautiful." Landon said out loud and softly touched the place where she used to lay, where as it got closer and closer to the end she couldn't even get up from. He laid his face oh her pillow and breathed in deeply. The smell was fading fast.

"Come back to me Jamie, Ill do anything."

Landon rolled back over away from her angelic face, and cried him self to sleep.