Title: Depression
By: Ryan AKA: Star
Summary: Sydney gets sick of her life and falls into depression, will someone be there to dig her out from it? Read and find out!
Disclaimer: It's not mine!
Chapter 3: An Angel
I'm walking through layers of thick fog and I can't see anything. I wave my hands around trying to clear the fog. It works minimal and I see a figure walking towards me. I try to make out the face, but it's too blurred. I walk towards the man as he walks towards me. We meet in the middle and that's when I see the face of the mystery man. It's Vaughn.
His features are soft. His green eyes sparkle like diamonds, and his smile is soft and loving. He reaches out a hand to me. I look at it for a moment and then I look back up at his soft eyes and I can't resist him. I reach my hand out to grasp his but as I do he's backing away and fading from my vision. "No! Vaughn stay. I need you. Don't go." I plead as tears stream down my face. I run after him but I don't catch up, he just fades into nothing.
Suddenly, my eyes snap open from my dream only to be met by those same soft green eyes I'd seen so many times before. He came! My trusted confidant, my Guardian Angel came! The one person I wanted, and most of all, needed came to save me. The pier once again was our comforting, peaceful place. Him being here with me now restored those qualities back into this pier. Even in my depressed state I manage a toothless half smile towards him.
He's knelt down by my side stroking my cheek now and wiping away my falling tears with his fingers. He never speaks a word, or questions my state, he just places a soft kiss to my wrinkled forehead as he moves his arms around me in an embrace and helps me to my feet.
All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share
All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I'd be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you
There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
He supports my still limp body. I lean into him and just cry into his shoulder. He strokes my hair soothingly and holds me in his embrace. His embrace is like a blanket to me it keeps me warm and protected. We stand there disregarding to the pouring rain, thunder and lightning, and the mysterious night noises around us. Time passes unnoticed, as we are imperceptible to it. Eventually, I feel his arms move and shift position around me. He bends slightly and lifts me off the ground.
I don't resist but rather adjust comfortably cradled in his arms, resting against his body. He starts to walk away from the pier. My eyes are too blurry from my crying to make out where we are going, but I don't need to know so I close them again. As long as I'm with Vaughn I'll be okay because 'where there is love, life begins'.
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you
Each step Vaughn takes on the hard ground I can feel and I shake. Each raindrop hitting the ground sends a sharp ping through my head causing pain. Suddenly, though his feet stop and I hear a door open. He leans over and tries to put me down, but my arms are clasped around his neck. He tries to reach behind and unlock my fingers but my grip is to tight. Finally, he whispers in my ear, "Hey syd, it's okay let go. I'm just putting you in my car. I won't leave you." It's like he can read my every worry. Although I trust him, I don't let go. I'm scared if I let go I'll fall again into that deep whole of despair.
Vaughn leaned down again to lay me in the backseat of his car but I didn't release my grip. I thought he'd get mad and impatient but he was the opposite. He was understanding and this time climbed into the car himself with me still in his arms. He shut the door and turned on the heat in the car. He sat back resting against the far door, resting his legs on the back seats. I still had my arms around his neck and I rested against his side with my head on his chest. His arms wrapped around me, one around my back resting on my side, and the other resting on one of my arms. For once during this lonely day I felt loved. Now I was sure that one loved one is enough of a cause to live!
They say in this world
Nothing lasts forever
But I don't believe that's true
cause the way that I feel
When we're together
I know that's the way
I'll always feel for you
**All My Life-America **Lifetime Loving You-Mark Anthony **I'll Never Stop Loving You-Britney Spears ***Hope you still like this story. I know it's kind of depressing but it's so true when you're in love you need that person so much and when your together it feels your problems in life disappear.
By: Ryan AKA: Star
Summary: Sydney gets sick of her life and falls into depression, will someone be there to dig her out from it? Read and find out!
Disclaimer: It's not mine!
Chapter 3: An Angel
I'm walking through layers of thick fog and I can't see anything. I wave my hands around trying to clear the fog. It works minimal and I see a figure walking towards me. I try to make out the face, but it's too blurred. I walk towards the man as he walks towards me. We meet in the middle and that's when I see the face of the mystery man. It's Vaughn.
His features are soft. His green eyes sparkle like diamonds, and his smile is soft and loving. He reaches out a hand to me. I look at it for a moment and then I look back up at his soft eyes and I can't resist him. I reach my hand out to grasp his but as I do he's backing away and fading from my vision. "No! Vaughn stay. I need you. Don't go." I plead as tears stream down my face. I run after him but I don't catch up, he just fades into nothing.
Suddenly, my eyes snap open from my dream only to be met by those same soft green eyes I'd seen so many times before. He came! My trusted confidant, my Guardian Angel came! The one person I wanted, and most of all, needed came to save me. The pier once again was our comforting, peaceful place. Him being here with me now restored those qualities back into this pier. Even in my depressed state I manage a toothless half smile towards him.
He's knelt down by my side stroking my cheek now and wiping away my falling tears with his fingers. He never speaks a word, or questions my state, he just places a soft kiss to my wrinkled forehead as he moves his arms around me in an embrace and helps me to my feet.
All my life, without a doubt I give you
All my life, now and forever till the
Day I die, you and I will share
All the things this changing world can offer
So I sing, I'd be happy just to
Stay this way, spend each day, with you
There was a time, that I just thought
That I would lose my mind
You came along and then the sun did shine
He supports my still limp body. I lean into him and just cry into his shoulder. He strokes my hair soothingly and holds me in his embrace. His embrace is like a blanket to me it keeps me warm and protected. We stand there disregarding to the pouring rain, thunder and lightning, and the mysterious night noises around us. Time passes unnoticed, as we are imperceptible to it. Eventually, I feel his arms move and shift position around me. He bends slightly and lifts me off the ground.
I don't resist but rather adjust comfortably cradled in his arms, resting against his body. He starts to walk away from the pier. My eyes are too blurry from my crying to make out where we are going, but I don't need to know so I close them again. As long as I'm with Vaughn I'll be okay because 'where there is love, life begins'.
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you
Each step Vaughn takes on the hard ground I can feel and I shake. Each raindrop hitting the ground sends a sharp ping through my head causing pain. Suddenly, though his feet stop and I hear a door open. He leans over and tries to put me down, but my arms are clasped around his neck. He tries to reach behind and unlock my fingers but my grip is to tight. Finally, he whispers in my ear, "Hey syd, it's okay let go. I'm just putting you in my car. I won't leave you." It's like he can read my every worry. Although I trust him, I don't let go. I'm scared if I let go I'll fall again into that deep whole of despair.
Vaughn leaned down again to lay me in the backseat of his car but I didn't release my grip. I thought he'd get mad and impatient but he was the opposite. He was understanding and this time climbed into the car himself with me still in his arms. He shut the door and turned on the heat in the car. He sat back resting against the far door, resting his legs on the back seats. I still had my arms around his neck and I rested against his side with my head on his chest. His arms wrapped around me, one around my back resting on my side, and the other resting on one of my arms. For once during this lonely day I felt loved. Now I was sure that one loved one is enough of a cause to live!
They say in this world
Nothing lasts forever
But I don't believe that's true
cause the way that I feel
When we're together
I know that's the way
I'll always feel for you
**All My Life-America **Lifetime Loving You-Mark Anthony **I'll Never Stop Loving You-Britney Spears ***Hope you still like this story. I know it's kind of depressing but it's so true when you're in love you need that person so much and when your together it feels your problems in life disappear.