''Dangerous Things - The Craving and the Drug''
Genre: Lex/Lana
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Lex has fallen into a depression, are Lana the one to save him?
Spoilers: None.
Disclaimer: Smallville was created by Millar & Gough.
Distribution: e-mail me and ask. Note: I have missed a few episodes and as such that I live in Sweden :P we're not at the same episode as you guys are in the US. So some things can be weird for you... But I will try my best, and also for the spelling. Sorry!
''Who is she?'' What was I supposed to say, not the truth anyway, if I had told the unforgivable truth, I would have lost one of the most important people in my life. And I wouldn't dare loosing him, so I lied. ''No one you know, Clark.'' It hurt to lie to him, but protecting our friendship and the naked girl in my room was the only thing that made me lie in this moment. ''Ok, if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to.'' Clark turned around and was heading for the door. ''Clark..'' I had an ache in my stomach for what I was about to say. ''You wont tell Helen, will you?'' He turned around and he was frowning at me. ''I can't promise that.''
My escape right now was the bottle of scotch standing on my desk, it was some left from my spree the day before. Was Lana just one of my useless one night stands? Or was it something more, and if it was, what about Helen? Was she just a substitute for me waiting for Lana? All these questions popped into my head, but my head was pounding so hard I couldn't come up with an answer for any of them. But soft steps in the hall interrupted me, I didn't turn around to look at her, because she sneaked her soft hands around my waist and kissed my neck so it went shivers up my spine. ''Lana...'' I moaned, the hands was drawn aback from me like she had been electrified. ''What did you say?'' shit, wrong woman. ''Helen, what are you doing here?'' I turn around and sees Helen's back running towards my bedroom, I knew when she opened that door, I was gonna be in so much trouble.
The feelings of nervousness, anger, sorrow, and a lot more was going through me when I yanked Helen's hand of the doorknob. She was starring at me in fear, like I was going to hurt her and scared of what I had almost had done I let her go. My hand was clenched and ready to hit when I lowered it down and sat confused on the bare floor. Helen looked at me and opened the door, she didn't say anything and neither did I. But she entered the room and I heard some noise, and voices. ''Helen!? I'm so... god...'' Lana had woken up. ''Shut up!'' Helen came out of the room and behind her wrapped in a sheet was Lana. When I stood up I saw a suitcase in my furious girlfriends hand and I got hit in the face by another. ''I knew this was going to happen sooner or later, I knew you couldn't change.''
''Lex, I'm so sorry this happened.'' Lana said sitting beside me. I wasn't sorry, not about Helen anyway. Just thinking that I had raised my fist and my intend to hurt Helen, was disgusting. The anger I had felt when Helen had caught me was overvealming, and the fear of the thought of becoming my father was laying in the back of my head. ''Lana, don't be, it's my fault.'' ''I got a part in this too, I'm not letting you Take all the blame. And my intend is to help you.'' She said and kissed my bare head, Lana filled me with love, so different that I had felt for Helen just a few minutes ago, Helen was like the craving for the drug witch made me mad, and Lana was the drug that got me high. I couldn't live without any of them, but if I now had too choose, I would go for the drug. ''Lana, the best help you would be able to give me, is too love me...'' ''Lex, do you mean...'' ''I love you Lana.''
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Lex has fallen into a depression, are Lana the one to save him?
Spoilers: None.
Disclaimer: Smallville was created by Millar & Gough.
Distribution: e-mail me and ask. Note: I have missed a few episodes and as such that I live in Sweden :P we're not at the same episode as you guys are in the US. So some things can be weird for you... But I will try my best, and also for the spelling. Sorry!
''Who is she?'' What was I supposed to say, not the truth anyway, if I had told the unforgivable truth, I would have lost one of the most important people in my life. And I wouldn't dare loosing him, so I lied. ''No one you know, Clark.'' It hurt to lie to him, but protecting our friendship and the naked girl in my room was the only thing that made me lie in this moment. ''Ok, if you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to.'' Clark turned around and was heading for the door. ''Clark..'' I had an ache in my stomach for what I was about to say. ''You wont tell Helen, will you?'' He turned around and he was frowning at me. ''I can't promise that.''
My escape right now was the bottle of scotch standing on my desk, it was some left from my spree the day before. Was Lana just one of my useless one night stands? Or was it something more, and if it was, what about Helen? Was she just a substitute for me waiting for Lana? All these questions popped into my head, but my head was pounding so hard I couldn't come up with an answer for any of them. But soft steps in the hall interrupted me, I didn't turn around to look at her, because she sneaked her soft hands around my waist and kissed my neck so it went shivers up my spine. ''Lana...'' I moaned, the hands was drawn aback from me like she had been electrified. ''What did you say?'' shit, wrong woman. ''Helen, what are you doing here?'' I turn around and sees Helen's back running towards my bedroom, I knew when she opened that door, I was gonna be in so much trouble.
The feelings of nervousness, anger, sorrow, and a lot more was going through me when I yanked Helen's hand of the doorknob. She was starring at me in fear, like I was going to hurt her and scared of what I had almost had done I let her go. My hand was clenched and ready to hit when I lowered it down and sat confused on the bare floor. Helen looked at me and opened the door, she didn't say anything and neither did I. But she entered the room and I heard some noise, and voices. ''Helen!? I'm so... god...'' Lana had woken up. ''Shut up!'' Helen came out of the room and behind her wrapped in a sheet was Lana. When I stood up I saw a suitcase in my furious girlfriends hand and I got hit in the face by another. ''I knew this was going to happen sooner or later, I knew you couldn't change.''
''Lex, I'm so sorry this happened.'' Lana said sitting beside me. I wasn't sorry, not about Helen anyway. Just thinking that I had raised my fist and my intend to hurt Helen, was disgusting. The anger I had felt when Helen had caught me was overvealming, and the fear of the thought of becoming my father was laying in the back of my head. ''Lana, don't be, it's my fault.'' ''I got a part in this too, I'm not letting you Take all the blame. And my intend is to help you.'' She said and kissed my bare head, Lana filled me with love, so different that I had felt for Helen just a few minutes ago, Helen was like the craving for the drug witch made me mad, and Lana was the drug that got me high. I couldn't live without any of them, but if I now had too choose, I would go for the drug. ''Lana, the best help you would be able to give me, is too love me...'' ''Lex, do you mean...'' ''I love you Lana.''