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Red Tears

I HIDE BEHIND A MASK

TO RUN FROM MY PAST

BUT IT KEEP HAUNTING ME

EVERY DAY AND NIGHT

They thought that they know me. The big, red-headed, dumb gangster. But it was just a mask as much as what the Kitsune wear, only much more devious, if I might say so. No one will have guess that a big-mouth and egoistic person could be a disguise over something else more harsh.

TO BE FREE, WITHOUT TIE

ABLE TO DECIDE AND CHOOSE

MY OWN DESTINY AND FATE

IS ALL THAT I HOPE

I remember those girls who reject me. My 'friends' said that they could not appreciate me but they are wrong. They know, the girls I meant, sense it more specifically. That is why they avoid me and yet I keep on asking them one by one to keep them from knowing it. They fall to it too.

I TRY TO RUN AND HIDE

FIGHTING THE WAVE AND TIDE

HIDING FROM MY MEMORIES

YET IT WAS HOPELESS

It worked but not to me. I need something to keep me to continue acting. I am losing my control and my mask nearly fall. I think HE saw it, but not sure since I quickly whipped it up again. These few days, I had taken to slashing my wrist and to hide it wearing wristband everyday. It worked and my mask stays intact.

RED TEARS FLOW AWAY

BRIGING ME LOVE AND HOPE

DRAINING MY MEMORIES AWAY

IT MY ROPE TO LIFE

Then one day, he came while I was watching the blood fall, drops by drop. He quickly bandaged my wrist. When I looked into his blue eyes, I could see worry and love even as he know the real me. It make me cry to know that someone love me for myself. I asked him to stay with me, no .. He invited himself. I ask him but he only smiled as I fall asleep out of exhaustion.

AND THEN ONE DAY HE CAME

BRINGING WITH HIM HOPE AND LOVE

STOPPING ME FROM CONTINUE HIDING

MAKING RED TEARS TO STOP FLOWING

I didn't come to school for the next full week. Everyday he came to my house. Cook, eat, sleep, shower, and watch TV. He treats my house like his. Little by little, we learn each other secrets and then out of blue, he told me that he loved me. I was shocked, nether less; I could not deny my own attraction to him. The school goes into shock fit when they saw the both of them go to school together. Their shock amplified when they saw both of us are talking civilly and smiling. But we don't care. We had found each other. Kitsune and his Do'aho.

RED TEARS

IT GIVE AND ESCAPE

FROM PROBLEMS

FROM REGRET AND HATE

BLUE EYES

GIVE ME HOPE

AND DREAMS

TO CONTINUE MY LIFE

THE END