Humpty Dumpty

Chapter 10

Dear Stan,

I have been thinking alot over the past few months and I have come to a decision, I want a divorce, Sorry to be so abrupt but that is what I feel and I can' help that.

I love you, and it is killing me to do this but it is what I need, I can't go on wondering when when or even with you are coming back, I have grown alot without you, with the support of my friends, I have kicked the drugs and the booze and right now I'm sitting in the Doctor's office scared shitless that my baby is going to be sick or disabled and your not here, but I have realized that as much as I love you I don't need you anymore, I'm coping all by myself.

I feel like a coward writing to tell you this instead of speaking to you but I can't face you now, the amount of guilt I feel that I'm denying my baby a chance to get to know it's father is enormous but I didn't have a dad and I coped, anyway it was you not me that denied your baby that chance.

Stanley Walker as much as I love you deeply, I hate you rifght now you fucking self-centered bastard, you weould rather abandon you wife and child than face the concequences of you own actions, now Stanly Walker I have done alot of really sefish stuff during our marriage but nothing comapes to this.

Goodbye Stan, I will get Will Truman to cantact you regarding a setlemant.

Yours Sincerely
Karen

I put the pen down and felt a wave of relief sweep through me, then I heard Dr. Wilson calling my name, I stood up and followed her into her office barely able to move with fear, she told Garce and I to sit down and went out of the room for a minute I feel myself start to tremble and Grace reached over my shoulder and wrapped her arms around me in a comforting protective hug, It was then that I knew that I had made the right decision about Stan.