Driven by Passion
-Passion-
-XxX01-
Authors' Notes: nothing actually…still depressed by the removal of the NC-17…But I'm happy about the lessons in Science…no solving for force in Physics!!! Hmm why not we put Japanese phrases etc. [whatever] so that no one will question about the errors ekek…maybe a little though…its alright Hehe nothing actually it hinders from typing the next chapters note, I think this is longer than chap. 2…. R&R! Ja!
WARNING: hehe here we go again…this chap contains not only implications of YAOI but it is the YAOI part itself… and for those guys who would flame for the pairings I don't care coz I myself do read fics with pairs I don't like but find them nice mainly because of the story...anyway pairs are: SenRu/ MitKo/ ToruKen (toru n kenji)
*Start*
~Sendoh's POV (Point of View)~
I walked up the streets to my home, 9:30 in the evening to be exact, coming from the other district to visit my old pal who lived there. It was silent, thinking of the past events with my beloved Kaede…I miss teasing him as I always did whenever I get aquainted with him, whether it is in basketball or somewhere else.
And guess what who I saw right now…no other than Rukawa Kaede. But he seems so disoriented.I caught him as he lost his balance.
I looked at him in disbelief. Rukawa, the ever so straight guy, would be found drunk? I wanted to ask him about this but he was fast asleep in my arms. I smiled; so I guess he would really stay with me for the night.
I brought him inside of my home since he outbalanced right in front of my home, but instead of putting him on the couch, I placed him instead on my bed. I pulled the dark red covers over his body.
I watched him silently in contentment until began to stir. I saw a name forming in his lips.
"Akira…"
It made me still and my heart raced wildly. He called me by my first name. Was he awake? No. He was still sleeping. It really tempted me to kiss him again…his innocent face when asleep makes me want to do so. I smiled grimly to myself. I shouldn't let in to my stupid brain, knowing it had lurking things of… well, you know…I want Kaede to willingly be one with me.
Then I heard my name from him again. This time, I was certain that he was already conscious. I feel heated as I saw him looking at me. I think he, at least, knows who I am. So I approached him. "You're awake Kaede-kun."
"Why am I here?" he coyly asked to me.
I smiled and simply replied that I caught him as he lost his balance while walking. I asked him then "Why were you drunk?"
"Party." He told me.
"Really?" I asked in surprise. Rukawa partying? It racked my brain, but I tried not to think amusedly about it. "I'll get you a glass of water and may have you house phone number? I'm going to call anyone to inform them that you are here," I added as he gave the look of questioning and suspicion. 'He brain is still working properly,' I thought.
So I fetched a glass of water downstairs, also taking tablets with me in case he wanted to take headache relievers, and brought it to the room where he lay, his head resting on my soft pillows. A small smile crept to my lips as I watch him drink the water and take the tablets. I also dragged out pajamas from the cabinet and tossed it to him. I know he can dress by himself but if he needs help I would be glad to offer assistance… [AN: nyehehe]
"Arigato…and you don't need to call at home…no one's around." [miracle!!!He's speaking civil to Sendoh!!!]
"Kamaimasen! It's alright, Kaede-kun," I told him. I felt my face heat up as he stared at my face. I tried hiding it by turning away, but his fast eyes still saw me blushing.
It doesn't matter to me if someone disturbs me in the wee hours of night, as long as it was the raven-haired boy I liked…
He gave a notion for me to sit at the bed with him, and I realized that I was standing the whole time. I *willingly* accepted it. We remained in silence for a few moments then I began, "Rukawa-kun, you should sleep and take a rest… especially that your head hurts."
But he stayed in that sitting position still looking at me. To tell the truth, I was captivated by his ice blue eyes as we eye-locked with each other. I slowly made my way to his lips…
… but I halted half-way and left him to have him rest.
* * * * * * * * * * *
I cursed my self after I closed the door behind me. I shouldn't be giving in to my stupid, stupid brain.
I entered the other room beside mine that was reserved for guests. This made me feel like an idiot. Rukawa should be in the guest room instead of me…
*
It's driven me before
And it seems to have a vague
Haunting mass appeal
But lately I'm beginning
To find that I
Should be the one behind the wheel…
*
~Rukawa's POV~
I woke up that morning in—guess what—Akira's bed. I felt better, thanks to the headache reliever, but there was still a slight aching sensation in my head. I strained my brain for the nights' events on why I ended up in the bed of Sendoh. It was so comfortable. I tried to lie on my stomach for the feel, and I settled my head on the pillows. I smelled then the distinct scent of the room…he used a kind of oil that had a scent to make you feel sleepy. I could tell that he's one weird guy.
I was surprised when a voice spoke happily and excitedly. "Hey Kaede-kun, wanna have some breakfast?" [AN: anong breakfast?! (what brekkie…) *grins evilly*] I turned to him and saw his face in exuberance for some unknown reason. But the cause was soon revealed as he told me that he cooked waffles and pancakes with matching maple syrup and fruit bowl. I never knew this guy ate healthy foods, I always get to see him munching on a bag of chips or engrossed with pretzel or lollipops.
He approached me and smiled that loony smile again. But it began to change to a gentle smile as he drew closer to me. I jolted upright as he sat beside me, cupping my face with one of his hands, and he planted soft kiss on my lips. [ayan na!!!!! Here it comes!!!]
"Feeling okay?" he asked me.
"…"
I didn't reply… then, a sudden thought came to me: Why I didn't get mad at him for kissing me again.
My brain wasn't working correctly, and I returned his soft kiss by a passionate one. He seemed to enjoy it…
"I always wanted to know you, Kaede. There is something behind those beautiful eyes of yours." He told me in a low, sexy tone.
"Kaede Rukawa…all these times I tried to approached you…when you were always alone…I wanted to let you feel what I felt…but I was blocked by those walls…you always disregarded my approaches. I really wanted to let you know how I felt…that I loved you." Akira's tone broke down to a sad one…
"I was secretly there, caring for you. I was the one who found you when you fainted at the court alone. I was your unknown visitor who always sent those little things that I know would make you smile somehow."
I stared at him disbelievingly; I thought all along those flowers were from those psycho girls. I thought they found out that I was at the hospital….
"But I guess you'll never know…how hard it was—" he continued babbling that made me quite irritated but I knew that he was serious…
I never told him what I felt towards him because of fear of rejection.
I silenced the broomhead by placing a finger on his supple lips, then I locked them with mine. I pulled him closer to me as he responded heatedly to my lips. Pushing my restrains aside, I continued my ministrations on his shirt. My fingers traced circles on my Akira's flat chest tracing the contours of this Ryonan ace's muscle. [pectoralis major…hehe… basic anatomy daw!]
A strong hand landed beneath my shirt, making me stop and gaze at those midnight blue pools.
"Wait…"
I just stared at him, the question 'why' reflected in my eyes.
"We should eat breakfast first…" he said to me. I snorted at this and I told him, "This will be our breakfast," filling my voice with lust. I continued again despite his winces of protest but slowly he gave in. I knew he would. I slowly nibbled the skin between his neck and shoulders and I already manage to remove his shirt.
Yes my Sendoh… my only one.
~Sendoh's POV~
The sudden display of aggressiveness aroused me to a state of ecstasy. The kitsune was aggressive whether in the basketball court or even on the bed.
I like that.
I elicited a moan as his lips trailed down towards my chest. I was surprised that he was already tugging on my pants. I stopped him, my trembling hands holding his wrist.
"Later…" I gasped
His brow knitted together as if he wanted to argue. I just chuckled as I tipped him over bringing myself over him.
"Just joking. I just love to see that adorable face of yours."
"Hn."
I bent over letting my lips glide over his pale, warm skin.
"I won't let you go today, Kae-chan…" I murmured against his ears. He didn't respond but instead, he tightened his hug on me. I just smiled.
"I love you. I love you too much to give you up…"
He remained silent for a few moments, then replied to me, "I love you too Akira-chan…"
The kitsune suddenly broke into tears. I looked at my Kaede, tears flowing down his cheeks… He continued to sob, his ice blue eyes slowly melting into mine.
He never looked so vulnerable… until now.
Kaede Rukawa's fragile side was slowly blooming before my very eyes. I quietly told to him with full of promise that I will do everything for him. He looked at me…and for the first time in my life, I saw the Ice king's eyes be filled with warmth and his tight lips widen into a real smile.
Encouraged by this, I slid my hands underneath his shirt, my fingers finding its way to his nipples. I grinned in victory as I felt them erect. Teasingly, I circled them between my fingers and was rewarded by soft whimpers from my lover beneath me.
I pulled that goddamn shirt of him and reveal his well-toned torso. Unable to control my increasing passion anymore, I created a sinful path from his ears to his neck with my tongue. I savored the unique, delicious taste of his flesh.
He pulled me up to his face and locked my lips with his. The heat of his long-hidden passion rose again. He parted his lips, welcoming me in the depths of his mouth. My tongue involuntarily entered Kae-chan's mouth letting my kitsune taste himself.
There was a war of tongues, saliva versus saliva, our breath mixing as one. I felt a delightful sensation beneath me…the pants were getting too uncomfortable to wear…
My lips began finding its way to Kaede's nipples again. Eyeing the hard pebbles, I took them in while I plunged my hand into his pants. He shot his eyes open and he released a gasp. I bit and sucked the nipple lightly as my hand traced the outline of his erect sex. Kaede moaned in immeasurable delight [owws tlga? How did he know?]. Throwing his head back, he pleaded some more… it was music to my eyes and ears. My heart soared, knowing that I pleased my lover.
Feeling that Kaede would shoot his steam if my sweet torture would continue, I removed my hands from underneath his pants. He instantly stopped his moaning and replaced it with pleads of need and want.
~Rukawa's POV~
Why the fuck did he stop?
~Sendoh's [perverted] POV~
I looked at Kaede. It was a perfect picture; eyes shut, breathing labored, neck exposed to its limit.
"Why…did…you…stop?" He panted, chest rising and falling rapidly.
"Don't you think my pants are getting too tight for you?" I said, smiling my extra-flared-up-craving-1000-megawatt smile.
"Don't play with me or you'll regret it." I told the kitsune silently.
~Rukawa~ [nyehehehe…no side comments….]
I felt his hands travel down my trousers and instantly ripped them off me. He exposed my boxers underneath… [With matching pink heart-shaped prints…*joke* please don't kill me--Kill(kae11) hehehe…]…slowly revealing my hidden desire. Gods…these boxers of mine are also becoming too tight for me. "No fair…I'm sweaty and your not." I told him. He smiled diabolically and pulled away from me. He began removing those clothes…so slowly…so sensually…
He was becoming too fast for me. Akira instantly removed my boxers. I blushed as I realized I was fully bare before him. If he didn't pin my hands against the bed, I would have covered my exposed manhood right then and there.
He eyed erect length, and took me into his sweet cavern. I screamed out in full bliss. Sendoh looked at me as he continued to swallow more of my flesh…the flesh he can taste…the virgin flesh only I can offer…
I slid my fingers into strands of gravity-defying hair, pushing his head downward urging him to go deeper, to make this moment last long.
This sensation…this unexplainable sensation…
I moaned as I felt his tongue brush lightly against my length, his teeth were gently digging along my skin. He repeated the process over and over again. Our pace was fast…increasing by the passing seconds.
His head bobbed up and down and in pleasure and my hips involuntarily snapped itself forward and backward. I rocked in delight as I followed in sync with his pattern. I
The sensations were too pleasurable to bear, I couldn't take this anymore… there was a warm feeling lingering at the tip of my penis, and giving a scream I never knew I could, and I released inside Akira's mouth.
~Sendoh ~
My lover released, screaming, his bittersweet liquid came surging into my mouth, spilling against his abdomen and my sheets... I let him relax a little as I leveled my face with his and kissed him, making him taste his own flavor. Sound escaped through my lips, huskily telling Kaede, "We're not through yet…we're just beginning."
I sauntered above my Kaede and plunged a hand beneath the pillow where Kaede's head lay.
"What are you doing?" he asked me. I flashed a smile and simply replied him "Getting something underneath."
"?"
"Lube." I finally told him as I got hold of the small package. I grabbed it from beneath and opened the small vial. It was still unused so it increased the time for me to open it and dip my fingers to its contents. I felt the cool gel on my hands so I let it set still on my fingers.
I lowered myself and raised Kaede's legs to my shoulders. I knew he thought of being taken again into my mouth, but instead I had a new target and that was lower…I reached my lover's perfect ass and let a finger enter that tight opening. I saw him cringe in pain.
"I-i…tai…" It hurt me as well to see him whimper in pain…and it was me who caused it…
"G-gomen Kae-kun…I didn't tell you that it would hurt…promise, it will be better later." Now my smile here was rather strained but still I got that look to continue from Rukawa. I resumed doing this until I finally found that spot that I was intentionally looking for, that sensitive, untouched spot, making my partner arc his back and cry out loud. At this point I began putting in two fingers at the time and even increased it to three. I knew he felt both the pain and pleasure at the same time because he had started to clench and unclench his hands and his eyes were shut tightly as if ready to bash out, his lips were pronouncing those words over and over to me again, "Onegai…more…Akira…onegai…don't stop…oh Akiraaa!"
I heard his pleads to me that made me increase in pace. My free hand snaked its way towards his cock and immediately began to squeeze it gently, tenderly. Kaede's eyes flew open as he groaned in pure bliss while my hands continued their work. My hands slid up and down his opening, the lube making it slick and hot. I glided my hand even deeper, pushing against that area, making the degree of pleasure even higher. Then, I made a scissor-like action inside of him and created a delightful yet excruciating sensation in him.
His hips bucked and he was crying out loud to me, I know it is about time… I I positioned myself above him and asked for the first and last time before proceeding, "Are you sure about this? It is too late to turn back now…we've gone this far."
"I've trusted to you this much."
The reply I received was on a sure tone with a smile full of trust I was vying to see. I stared back at him, the man who willingly gave himself to me… I kissed him lovingly my heart more driven with intense love…and passion.
I situated myself above him and slowly sank my shaft into his opening.
~Rukawa~
Kami-sama why, why does it have to be…be…painful?
"Daijobu Kaede?" I heard him ask. I realized that my cheeks were stained by tears. A sudden notion came into my brain, all the things dealing with the fingers…
I don't know why, but I wanted him to continue as he stopped to ask his question, 'daijobu Kaede?' A voice answered, I could identify as my own, "Please continue…my desires can't hold it anymore". All came to a blur to me that I was kissing him intensely, as he continued that entering of his. In and out of me he went; the pain reduced as moments passed by.
I clung tightly on his shoulders. This was too much for me for my first time. I dug my nails on that smooth skin on Akira's shoulders. I never knew this was happening to me.
The extreme friction caused new levels of pleasure and bliss to me. Our sensitive flesh was rubbing raw against each other. I felt something inside me break as he continued to go deeper. His cock hit that region, and I felt a surge of new-found pleasure and excitement seething through me once more… I clamped my hands on his hips, and pushed him deeper into me, hurting me and uncovering the hidden sensations never discovered before…
I felt like I was in heaven. I released short, high-pitched moans… I knew I sounded like a girl, but I didn't care.
We released all our pent-up emotions in this process; everything that was hidden in the depths of our hearts are now slowly being unearthed.
At last, I couldn't take it anymore…I also felt Akira already panting hard. He buried his head deeply on my shoulders, biting softly the skin between my neck and clavicle… that place where Rukawa's sternocleidomastoid can be found (pucha, di ko alam ang spelling… sori po, 3 over 10 lang akoh dito…) and gave that one last blow that contained all our passions that would go very innate in me…
I felt that warm liquid gushing in me as my lover squeezed his semen, discharging himself into me, uniting us as one…
This was the end of our love-making session.
Sendoh shifted to my side and embraced me dearly. I felt groggy after what happened so I finally decided to fall asleep on Akira's arms. I laid my eyes on him for one last time and I found him fast asleep with me in his clutches. Darn, talk about someone who can sleep faster than me. But anyway…I liked it all the same. Akira looked like a perverse angel asleep for what heaven knows, saintly good only when sleeping…
I snuggled closer against his chest. I didn't care for the next few hours to come.
AN: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!! POV's finally finished!!!! Hirap I-type… I don't give a damn for those who flame…the Filipino here is meant for those who can read it. Read: READ IT. Why now…if we can put Japanese here then we can put Filipino ^_^;; (hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) thnx a lot! There are pipl hu du review and we never knew who they were so how can we tell that we're writing for guys we only know… @_@ hardyharhar…. Thanks for all the support! *bows *
Ja Minna!!!
- up next… a project that turns out to be a way of revealing the couple's love…(sen n Ru I mean…) will the Ryonan and Shohoku team accept it?