Worlds Apart (I named this one just right....)
By: Madoka
Pairings: Yusuke and Jinn
Warnings: Shonen ai, sexual content, foul language, some alcohol and drug refrences, probable violence, and what else I don;t even KNOW.
Disclaimer: yeah, right, I own Yu Yu Hakusho. That's whay I'm posting on Fanfiction.net and living in a garage. You dicks.
Dediciation: To Sean, who may or may not be my boyfriend, and to Monica, who may or may not be a cousin twice removed or summat like that. Um, also for me, cause eventually everyne else goes away and Sean is too good for me, anyway.
Author's Notes: Koban wa, Ohayo, and Konnichi wa, everyone! This is Madoka, one-third of the tribunal for control of stupid people, vomiting unto ye a brand new ficcie! This one is all about Jinn the wind master and Yusuke Yurameshi! Hurray! Um.....my life. Shit, it's been boring. Um.....my mom is getting married, that's something. My hair is very red and very mohawk-like. kind of butch, actually, but who cares? I'm a lesbian who may or may not have a boyfriend, anyway. Um....The Tribunal for Control of Stupid People. We've made many new laws to control the rampant stupidity infecting the naition. Um, waering sunglasses indoors is banned! Those of you who do that are banished! Banished, I say! Anyway..... please review. PLEASE! It takes like, two seconds and it makes me happy! whimper.....do it for me or I'll stop halfway through the story and NOT finish it!
Wind beneath they wings....
--Madoka
Worlds Apart
Part 1
/If I ever leave this world alive I'll thank ya for the things you did In my life If I ever leave this world alive The madness that ya feel will soon subside So in a word don't shed a tear I'll be here when it all gets weird If I ever Leave this world Alive/
--- If I ever Leave this word alive-- Flogging Molly
It would be bad enough.
Oh yes, it would be bad enough to leave this place a loser. I came only wanting my place in the sun. But now.....
But now what I'll leave behind is more the loss. The stakes doubled in my last match, more then doubled, more then tripled. Jin the wind master usually dosn't leave anything he wants behind.
But now I leave two things.
Where he is or what he's doing, I can't say. Or when he'll be back, or if he'll be back. I can't hope to know. Yusuke Yurameshi, the powerful, the hated, the bloodthirsty, wouldn't waste his time with a demon, little mortal that he is. I should have learned by now, I should know. It's not a good idea to love mortals in the first place. Eventually, they die, and then you're left with nothing but sand running though your fingers.
And it's your own damn fault. No one can say they weren't warned. The people we have likings to don;t always like us back and it's been that way forever. I'm no diffrent, that I'm not, of everything we are. People and demons are no diffrent, when you get down to the quick of it. Same desires, same eternal quest just to find in this whole wide world something that makes sense.
I want me island. I want me freedom. It would have been worth it, winning and keeping his bones with me forever. Jin, the powerful, the beloved, slayer of Yusuke Yurameshi....
No it wouldn't. It would have been empty, empty like everything in this place is. I'm old enough to know that now. He's nothing but one boy, one boy in a sea of others, male and female, who would be glad to have me, overjoyed to have Jin The Wind Master hopelessly devoted to them. And of all of them, I have to pick the one who won't love me back. The one thing I didn't even know I'd miss until I couldn't find him later. The one person I could find, anyplace, that could like me. Maybe even love me. Sometime, somewhere.....It was so fast. No one looks over their shoulder to check for danger until someone comes to punch them in the face. I never thought I'd fall so hard or so quickly.
But that's Jin for you.
I can't stay here any longer. The salt water stings your eyes a snitch, you know? Almost looks like you're crying, after a bit. Almost like you've suddenly lost everything you never knew you wanted before you even had a chance to realize that was what you wanted in the first place. I'll go back where I came from, I'll go back to the tiny craggy green rock alone in the middle of the ocean. I'll go back and fade dissapear among everyone and my name will fade to legend.
Damn you, Yusuke. Damn you and curse you and bless you, all in one. I don't know where I'll end up in the end, all because of you. I just wish, if the circumstances were diffrent....
Insomnia is built on if-onlys.
Fini
Well, thats was short, eh? Oh well! I have an idea for a sequel so pay attention!
--Madoka
By: Madoka
Pairings: Yusuke and Jinn
Warnings: Shonen ai, sexual content, foul language, some alcohol and drug refrences, probable violence, and what else I don;t even KNOW.
Disclaimer: yeah, right, I own Yu Yu Hakusho. That's whay I'm posting on Fanfiction.net and living in a garage. You dicks.
Dediciation: To Sean, who may or may not be my boyfriend, and to Monica, who may or may not be a cousin twice removed or summat like that. Um, also for me, cause eventually everyne else goes away and Sean is too good for me, anyway.
Author's Notes: Koban wa, Ohayo, and Konnichi wa, everyone! This is Madoka, one-third of the tribunal for control of stupid people, vomiting unto ye a brand new ficcie! This one is all about Jinn the wind master and Yusuke Yurameshi! Hurray! Um.....my life. Shit, it's been boring. Um.....my mom is getting married, that's something. My hair is very red and very mohawk-like. kind of butch, actually, but who cares? I'm a lesbian who may or may not have a boyfriend, anyway. Um....The Tribunal for Control of Stupid People. We've made many new laws to control the rampant stupidity infecting the naition. Um, waering sunglasses indoors is banned! Those of you who do that are banished! Banished, I say! Anyway..... please review. PLEASE! It takes like, two seconds and it makes me happy! whimper.....do it for me or I'll stop halfway through the story and NOT finish it!
Wind beneath they wings....
--Madoka
Worlds Apart
Part 1
/If I ever leave this world alive I'll thank ya for the things you did In my life If I ever leave this world alive The madness that ya feel will soon subside So in a word don't shed a tear I'll be here when it all gets weird If I ever Leave this world Alive/
--- If I ever Leave this word alive-- Flogging Molly
It would be bad enough.
Oh yes, it would be bad enough to leave this place a loser. I came only wanting my place in the sun. But now.....
But now what I'll leave behind is more the loss. The stakes doubled in my last match, more then doubled, more then tripled. Jin the wind master usually dosn't leave anything he wants behind.
But now I leave two things.
Where he is or what he's doing, I can't say. Or when he'll be back, or if he'll be back. I can't hope to know. Yusuke Yurameshi, the powerful, the hated, the bloodthirsty, wouldn't waste his time with a demon, little mortal that he is. I should have learned by now, I should know. It's not a good idea to love mortals in the first place. Eventually, they die, and then you're left with nothing but sand running though your fingers.
And it's your own damn fault. No one can say they weren't warned. The people we have likings to don;t always like us back and it's been that way forever. I'm no diffrent, that I'm not, of everything we are. People and demons are no diffrent, when you get down to the quick of it. Same desires, same eternal quest just to find in this whole wide world something that makes sense.
I want me island. I want me freedom. It would have been worth it, winning and keeping his bones with me forever. Jin, the powerful, the beloved, slayer of Yusuke Yurameshi....
No it wouldn't. It would have been empty, empty like everything in this place is. I'm old enough to know that now. He's nothing but one boy, one boy in a sea of others, male and female, who would be glad to have me, overjoyed to have Jin The Wind Master hopelessly devoted to them. And of all of them, I have to pick the one who won't love me back. The one thing I didn't even know I'd miss until I couldn't find him later. The one person I could find, anyplace, that could like me. Maybe even love me. Sometime, somewhere.....It was so fast. No one looks over their shoulder to check for danger until someone comes to punch them in the face. I never thought I'd fall so hard or so quickly.
But that's Jin for you.
I can't stay here any longer. The salt water stings your eyes a snitch, you know? Almost looks like you're crying, after a bit. Almost like you've suddenly lost everything you never knew you wanted before you even had a chance to realize that was what you wanted in the first place. I'll go back where I came from, I'll go back to the tiny craggy green rock alone in the middle of the ocean. I'll go back and fade dissapear among everyone and my name will fade to legend.
Damn you, Yusuke. Damn you and curse you and bless you, all in one. I don't know where I'll end up in the end, all because of you. I just wish, if the circumstances were diffrent....
Insomnia is built on if-onlys.
Fini
Well, thats was short, eh? Oh well! I have an idea for a sequel so pay attention!
--Madoka