Disclaimer – I own nothing sept the story line, coz it's true, and it happened to me, and it sucks.
A/N – This is completely off the top of my head, I just wrote it all last night, while sat in bed!! It's all true, I was with this guy and he dumped me, and started going out with this person a year younger etc. You'll get it all when you read it!!
Dear Harry,
I know you'll never get this letter, I don't intend you to ever see it. I feel, however, that it is the only way to ever get over you, to write down exactly how I feel.
I love you. I always have, and despite everyone's protests, I always will. The 4 months and a day that we spent together as girlfriend and boyfriend were the most perfect I've ever experienced.
To say I'll get over you is a lie. You meant the world to me, you still do, and you will for all eternity. It seems, however, that you have gotten over me.
Ginny. A year younger than us, a person I once considered to be a friend. I, nor any other person that I have spoken to since, can believe just how cruel you are, when only 4 days after ending a long-term relationship with me, you asked her out. When she agreed, I honestly believed my life was over. What's the point in life if the person you've fallen truly, madly and deeply in love with is with someone else?
Neither Lav nor Parvati think she's worth anything. They hate her. They've given her a really cruel nickname in attempt to make me feel better. But seeing you with her is revenge enough for me.
I can tell you don't love her. Not like you did with me. You wouldn't give up daylight just to be with her. You wouldn't give up going out on your birthday with your friends just to be with her, and stay with her all night just because she was crying. You wouldn't lose your virginity to her.
Maybe I'm just wishful, but I get the feeling you still love me. Maybe you're like me, despite attempting to get over it, never will. The little signs tell me you still need me. All of the hugs you still give me (I'd die to be in your arms, or kissing you one last time), the kisses and hearts you still put at the end of every letter and note. The fact you still write 'Love Harry xXx' sort of shows something to me. The fact that you came to get your Transfiguration book, and to return my Charms one shows something. Not because of the books, because it was only going to be a quick 5 minute thing, which ended up in one of our famous should-have-been-5-minute-half-hour-long conversations (which always used to end in a kiss), which wouldn't have ended then if it hadn't started raining, and if it wasn't time for dinner. The sly looks you give me when you think I'm not looking.
You see, I could try forever to get over you, and you know just how stubborn I am. It'd never work though. You meant, and still mean, the world to me. You were everything I ever wanted, and I honestly love you truly, madly and far too deeply for my own good. You said to me once that what I felt (and still feel) for you was never love, not compared to what you felt for me. Well, if that's true, I'd like to see exactly what you felt for me. I'd like to know if you ever lay awake at night thinking of me. I'd like to know if you ever lost your concentration in class for daydreaming about me. I'd like to know if you ever dreamt about me. I'd like to know if you ever thought about me at all.
Seeing you with Ginny kills me, as you were (and still are) everything to me. My heart, soul and body were all given to you, and now I feel so lost. As long as you're happy with her, I'm happy for you. It sounds so cheesy, but she's the luckiest girl alive.
Love, forever
Hermione
A/N – That's it. I might do a sequel with them getting back together, but I don't know yet. R/R please!!