What Never Should Have Been
By: Madoka the feared, the ruthless, the bloodthirsty- ah, you get the idea!
Pairings: Come to think of it, there are some.
Warnings: Um.....Foxgirl gets smacked again. And maybe the ever elusive sexual content. If I'm in a good mood. Yusuke's mom is high, but that's nothing new. Severe maltreatment of innocent kitsune.
Dedicaition: For Vicki. There, I said it, happy now?
AN: Awwwww! I have to tell you guys about this doujinshi I was reading! It was Hiei and Yusuke, and like, every time they had sex, Hiei would lay an egg! And it was in Japanese, so I have no fucking idea what's going on, except Hiei has this basket of eggs and he's holding it up above his head, and then they laugh, and go downstairs, and eat a huge omlette. I know that sounds like it makes no sense, but it did. You have to see it to understand, I think. 5 DAYS TILL HFESTIVAL!!!! WHEEE! My band has a song called "Fuck You". It has a concrete message. I've been told we sound like New Found Glory. I chose to take it as a compliment. Someone told me, (In a private e-mail, not a review) that Jinn and Yusuke don't get together in the show, and why was I writing this, blah blah blah. Therefore, I am issuing this statement, right here and now. I am aware that Yusuke and Jinn had no sexual tension running between them. I KNOW that. But I did it anyway, because that's what fanfiction is- imagining the parts of the show that you want there. I chose to write this cause I think they would look cute together- not because I deteted any undercurrent on the tide of their relaitionship. Besides, can anyone tell me this ain't cute? FUCK! No one told me the fourth chapter thing wasn't right! I hope I fixed it.....I tried. I don;t know. I think it's fixed. I have to check...pah. YAY I FIXED IT! So if you read it when it was fucked, go read it again.
--Madoka
"Yusuke, aren't you....aren't you going to offer your friends something to drink?" Jinn looked up just as Yusuke did. Yusuke's mother- or at least he guessed she was Yusuke's mother, was standing in the door, weaving slightly, a dazed look in her green eyes.
Yusuke goraned and jumped to his feet. "Jesus, Mom...." he grabbed her by the shoulders and tried steering her into the sitting room. "Go to bed, or something...."
"Don't tell me what to do." Yusuke's mother snapped, pushing him off. "I'm YOUR mother, not the other way around."
"Actually, if you have any sake-" Madoka began, but Jinn pulled her tail and she yelped and was silent.
"Sake it is." Yusuke's mother slurred and wandered into the kitchen. Jinn groaned at the idea of yet another smacked Madoka on his hands. Yusuke sighed and settled back on the floor.
"Well." He said with a shrug. "That would be my mom."
"A charming lady." Jinn said, with feeling. "Now I know where Yusuke gets his looks." Yusuke shook his head in silent answer, and Madoka occupied herself with the TV. Demons weren't often blessed with TVs when they were living on earth- it was one of the first ones she had ever seen and she intended to take full advantage of it. Her nose was pressed against the screen, her eyes were wide. She had only once inquired as to how they get the tiny people into the TV- suprisingly she had seemed to grasp the concept the first time, and now she was following the fish on the cat food commercail with a strange dedicaition. It had been cute for the first ten minutes but now Jinn was ignoring her.
"Well," Yusuke said, hopping up. "Let's go look for your girl. You found me real fast, how hard could finding her be?"
"You said it was a she, not me." Jinn corrected from the floor. Yusuke stood still for a long moment while he figured that out. Jinn felt his face burning.
"Oh." Yuske said. "You're like that."
Jinn felt another strange human emotion- wishing the floor would open up and swallow him whole.
"I don;t care." Yusuke added, with a shrug. "Hiei and Kurama are the same way. No big deal. Come on." He held out his hand and Jinn took it while Yusuke hauled him to his feet. If he noticed that Jinn held on to his fingers a little longer then usual, he didn't say anything about it. "Let's go- MOM! WE'RE LEAVING!"
When Yusuke's mother reemerged from the kitchen there was no one but Madoka, still watching the TV happily, not noticing or caring that Yusuke and Jinn were gone.
"Hi." Yusuke's mom said, suprised. "You still want the sake?" Madoka half turned around and grinned wildly at the thought of alcohol.
"Yeah!"
*********
It had started raining lightly when Yuske and Jinn finally slipped out into the street. It was almost dark, and the alley was nearly empty, but Yusuke struck out confidently, alomst marching as if to war. Jinn had to trot to keep up with him, with his shorter legs.
"Is he anyone I know?" Yusuke asked.
"You could say that." Jinn murmered.
"Tell me about him."
"He has black hair and black eyes." Jinn shrugged, and Yusuke snorted.
"That only equals ninety-nine percent of the people in this country!" He excalimed. "Come on, I need something concrete. Where'd you meet him? Does he like you? Tell me something! If I know him then I deserve to know-wait." A gleam lit up in Yusuke's eyes, and a knot of dread tightened in Jinn's gut. "It's Kurama, isn't it?"
"No!" Jinn exploded, so loudly that a couple passing turned to stare. "I mean, not to insult Kurama, but no!" The truth was, it had never passed his mind to even look twice at Kurama.
"Who, then?!" Yusuke demanded. "Give me a hint!"
"I met him at the tournament." Jinn said at last, without looking at Yusuke. "He beat me, it was the first time anyone's ever done that. I was suprised at his power, and impressed by his bravery. I found meself, powerless against him. At first I hated it. But then....it was good, for once, not being the powerful side of a relaitionship, even if he didn't know...." Jinn glanced over quickly at Yusuke, reddened, and looked back down at the sidewalk. "I figured if my demons plauged me still he could have saved me from them, if there was anything that could. And his name is Yusuke Urameshi...." Jinn felt his voice fade into nothing and he waited for Yusuke to react. For what felt like years neither of them spoke.
"Shit." Yusuke moaned out loud, stopping in the middle of the sidewalk. "Shit, shit shit shit. Were you trying to tell me the whole time? It wouldn't be the first time I've been that completly oblivious. I- Shit."
"No, I wasn't, I mean-"
"I can't do this." Yusuke backed away slowly from the ex demon like he expected to be hit, putting his hands up for a barrier. "Jinn, I'm sorry. But this-" He backed up a few more feet then turned and walked away, apparently confident that Jinn wouldn't follow. He melted into the crowd easily and dissapeared, the crowd that parted around him like a river, flowing to the sea of humanity. Jinn didn't know he was sinking until he actually hit the pavement. He curled his legs up to his chest and hunched over with a low moan. Truth was, it was over now and that was better then still having to face rejection. His gut told him that. At least that part was over.
He just hadn't expected it to hurt this much. He'd known Yusuke a total of what, two months? And now it was all over. There was nothing left but to go to Madoka and take them both to the Makai. There would be others there, people who wouldnt have a problem with two young, virile demons taking up space in their beds. He could at least go through the motions. His rage could take him over and he could come back and be killed by Yusuke once and for all.
He was still in that train of thought when Kurama happened upon him.
OH NO! What will happen to Jinn next?! Will he ever win Yusuke's love?! I doubt it! Okay, last two(?) chapters should be up soon. Until then read the chapter I fixed and then review me some, and then do other stuff. This may just have a good ending! Yay! And for those of you that are all, "hurry up!" I'm already working on chapter 8 as I write this ender, so there!
-Madoka!
By: Madoka the feared, the ruthless, the bloodthirsty- ah, you get the idea!
Pairings: Come to think of it, there are some.
Warnings: Um.....Foxgirl gets smacked again. And maybe the ever elusive sexual content. If I'm in a good mood. Yusuke's mom is high, but that's nothing new. Severe maltreatment of innocent kitsune.
Dedicaition: For Vicki. There, I said it, happy now?
AN: Awwwww! I have to tell you guys about this doujinshi I was reading! It was Hiei and Yusuke, and like, every time they had sex, Hiei would lay an egg! And it was in Japanese, so I have no fucking idea what's going on, except Hiei has this basket of eggs and he's holding it up above his head, and then they laugh, and go downstairs, and eat a huge omlette. I know that sounds like it makes no sense, but it did. You have to see it to understand, I think. 5 DAYS TILL HFESTIVAL!!!! WHEEE! My band has a song called "Fuck You". It has a concrete message. I've been told we sound like New Found Glory. I chose to take it as a compliment. Someone told me, (In a private e-mail, not a review) that Jinn and Yusuke don't get together in the show, and why was I writing this, blah blah blah. Therefore, I am issuing this statement, right here and now. I am aware that Yusuke and Jinn had no sexual tension running between them. I KNOW that. But I did it anyway, because that's what fanfiction is- imagining the parts of the show that you want there. I chose to write this cause I think they would look cute together- not because I deteted any undercurrent on the tide of their relaitionship. Besides, can anyone tell me this ain't cute? FUCK! No one told me the fourth chapter thing wasn't right! I hope I fixed it.....I tried. I don;t know. I think it's fixed. I have to check...pah. YAY I FIXED IT! So if you read it when it was fucked, go read it again.
--Madoka
"Yusuke, aren't you....aren't you going to offer your friends something to drink?" Jinn looked up just as Yusuke did. Yusuke's mother- or at least he guessed she was Yusuke's mother, was standing in the door, weaving slightly, a dazed look in her green eyes.
Yusuke goraned and jumped to his feet. "Jesus, Mom...." he grabbed her by the shoulders and tried steering her into the sitting room. "Go to bed, or something...."
"Don't tell me what to do." Yusuke's mother snapped, pushing him off. "I'm YOUR mother, not the other way around."
"Actually, if you have any sake-" Madoka began, but Jinn pulled her tail and she yelped and was silent.
"Sake it is." Yusuke's mother slurred and wandered into the kitchen. Jinn groaned at the idea of yet another smacked Madoka on his hands. Yusuke sighed and settled back on the floor.
"Well." He said with a shrug. "That would be my mom."
"A charming lady." Jinn said, with feeling. "Now I know where Yusuke gets his looks." Yusuke shook his head in silent answer, and Madoka occupied herself with the TV. Demons weren't often blessed with TVs when they were living on earth- it was one of the first ones she had ever seen and she intended to take full advantage of it. Her nose was pressed against the screen, her eyes were wide. She had only once inquired as to how they get the tiny people into the TV- suprisingly she had seemed to grasp the concept the first time, and now she was following the fish on the cat food commercail with a strange dedicaition. It had been cute for the first ten minutes but now Jinn was ignoring her.
"Well," Yusuke said, hopping up. "Let's go look for your girl. You found me real fast, how hard could finding her be?"
"You said it was a she, not me." Jinn corrected from the floor. Yusuke stood still for a long moment while he figured that out. Jinn felt his face burning.
"Oh." Yuske said. "You're like that."
Jinn felt another strange human emotion- wishing the floor would open up and swallow him whole.
"I don;t care." Yusuke added, with a shrug. "Hiei and Kurama are the same way. No big deal. Come on." He held out his hand and Jinn took it while Yusuke hauled him to his feet. If he noticed that Jinn held on to his fingers a little longer then usual, he didn't say anything about it. "Let's go- MOM! WE'RE LEAVING!"
When Yusuke's mother reemerged from the kitchen there was no one but Madoka, still watching the TV happily, not noticing or caring that Yusuke and Jinn were gone.
"Hi." Yusuke's mom said, suprised. "You still want the sake?" Madoka half turned around and grinned wildly at the thought of alcohol.
"Yeah!"
*********
It had started raining lightly when Yuske and Jinn finally slipped out into the street. It was almost dark, and the alley was nearly empty, but Yusuke struck out confidently, alomst marching as if to war. Jinn had to trot to keep up with him, with his shorter legs.
"Is he anyone I know?" Yusuke asked.
"You could say that." Jinn murmered.
"Tell me about him."
"He has black hair and black eyes." Jinn shrugged, and Yusuke snorted.
"That only equals ninety-nine percent of the people in this country!" He excalimed. "Come on, I need something concrete. Where'd you meet him? Does he like you? Tell me something! If I know him then I deserve to know-wait." A gleam lit up in Yusuke's eyes, and a knot of dread tightened in Jinn's gut. "It's Kurama, isn't it?"
"No!" Jinn exploded, so loudly that a couple passing turned to stare. "I mean, not to insult Kurama, but no!" The truth was, it had never passed his mind to even look twice at Kurama.
"Who, then?!" Yusuke demanded. "Give me a hint!"
"I met him at the tournament." Jinn said at last, without looking at Yusuke. "He beat me, it was the first time anyone's ever done that. I was suprised at his power, and impressed by his bravery. I found meself, powerless against him. At first I hated it. But then....it was good, for once, not being the powerful side of a relaitionship, even if he didn't know...." Jinn glanced over quickly at Yusuke, reddened, and looked back down at the sidewalk. "I figured if my demons plauged me still he could have saved me from them, if there was anything that could. And his name is Yusuke Urameshi...." Jinn felt his voice fade into nothing and he waited for Yusuke to react. For what felt like years neither of them spoke.
"Shit." Yusuke moaned out loud, stopping in the middle of the sidewalk. "Shit, shit shit shit. Were you trying to tell me the whole time? It wouldn't be the first time I've been that completly oblivious. I- Shit."
"No, I wasn't, I mean-"
"I can't do this." Yusuke backed away slowly from the ex demon like he expected to be hit, putting his hands up for a barrier. "Jinn, I'm sorry. But this-" He backed up a few more feet then turned and walked away, apparently confident that Jinn wouldn't follow. He melted into the crowd easily and dissapeared, the crowd that parted around him like a river, flowing to the sea of humanity. Jinn didn't know he was sinking until he actually hit the pavement. He curled his legs up to his chest and hunched over with a low moan. Truth was, it was over now and that was better then still having to face rejection. His gut told him that. At least that part was over.
He just hadn't expected it to hurt this much. He'd known Yusuke a total of what, two months? And now it was all over. There was nothing left but to go to Madoka and take them both to the Makai. There would be others there, people who wouldnt have a problem with two young, virile demons taking up space in their beds. He could at least go through the motions. His rage could take him over and he could come back and be killed by Yusuke once and for all.
He was still in that train of thought when Kurama happened upon him.
OH NO! What will happen to Jinn next?! Will he ever win Yusuke's love?! I doubt it! Okay, last two(?) chapters should be up soon. Until then read the chapter I fixed and then review me some, and then do other stuff. This may just have a good ending! Yay! And for those of you that are all, "hurry up!" I'm already working on chapter 8 as I write this ender, so there!
-Madoka!