It's amazing isn't it? How a vampire without a soul, pure evil could turn out this way. I saw such a change in him, but I never thought it would lead up to this.

It's going to be hard now.

With Spike gone…

He was like..Oh I don't know, my security blanket. I couldn't do anything without him for awhile. At first, maybe I was just using him..Maybe. But then, when all the odds were against me, there he was.

He made it all better.

I'm not the Slayer anymore, I don't have anything to really fear. Nothing left to fight, but I'll always remember, how he helped me when I had the biggest weight on my shoulders.

Then in the end. It wasn't really me who saved the day..

It was him.

I told him the amulet was made for a Champion and that's exactly what he was..And I will remember him as that exactly.

The Champion who saved Sunnydale, the Champion who saved the world and the Champion would could have had my heart.