Disclaimer-I don't own spirited away or the song **cries*

Chihiro stood on the balcony of her home it has been 8 years since her visit to the spirit world. Things have changed so much for her, so fast it was hard to deal with so she started writing songs.

It all started when she found her parents were not her real parents, them at the age of 16 they died in a car crash just a few blocks from there old little blue house, and no matter how much she cried and screamed his name he never came to save her.. Haku never came... She was now a famous singer and called her self Sen.

"This is Sen I'm not able to pick up the phone right now so please leave a message after the beep bbbbbbbbeeeepp. Hey Sen it's Evan I have a show for you to night so you can sing your songs call me you know the number" Sen just looked at the phone and sighed softly to her self and ran her fingers in her soft silky hair that was to her shoulder blades but still she had it up in the ribbon that her friends had made her.

Later that night she found her self at some TV show performing some of her newest songs. "Every one I would like to sing a song that has never been heard before so I hope you like it" In the back soft sad music started to play.

***"You hold the answers deep within your own mind.

Consciously, you've forgotten it.

That's the way the human mind works.

Whenever something is too unpleasant, too shameful for us

to entertain, we reject it.

We erase it from our memories.

But the answer is always there."***

***(Can't wash it all away)

(Can't Wish it all away)

(Can't hope it all away)

(Can't cry it all away)***

***The pain that grips you

The fear that binds you

Releases life in me

In our mutual

Shame we idolize

To blind them from the truth

That finds a way from who we are

Please don't be afraid***

**When the darkness fades away

The dawn will break the silence

Screaming in our hearts

My love for you still grows

This I do for you

Before I try to fight the truth my final time***

***"We're supposed to try and be real.

And I feel alone, and we're not together. And that is real."**

**Can't wash it all away

Can't wish it all away

Can't cry it all away

Can't scratch it all away**

***Lying beside you

Listening to you breathe

The life that flows inside of you

Burns inside of me

Hold and speak to me**

Of love without a sound

***Tell me you will live through this

**And I will die for you

Cast me not away

Say you'll be with me

For I know I cannot

Bear it all alone**

**"You're not alone, are you?"

"Never... Never."**

***Can't fight it all away

Can't hope it all away

Can't scream it all away

It just won't fade away, No**

**Can't wash it all away

Can't wish it all away

Can't cry it all away

Can't scratch it all away**

** (Can't fight it all away)

(Can't hope it all away)

Can't scream it all away

Ooh, it all away

Ooh, it all away**

**"But the answer is always there. Nothing is ever really forgotten."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too."

"Because I'm tired of it too." **

After the last words were said Sen ran off the stage with tears streaming down her face. She ran endlessly until she found herself back at her home. Filled with exhaustion she crumpled at the steps to the door her body racking with sobs.

The song she had song was about Haku and everyone that she missed ever so much but Haku the most. Sen closed her eyes and let sleep take her to a place far from the pain of the living world.

Not long after she had fallen asleep she was awoken . When she opened her brown eyes she could have died right there on the spot for in front of her was a white-sliver dragon with a flowing mane. "H-haku!" Sen called out with joy as she ran to the dragon and wrapped her arms around its neck and sobbed closing her eyes.

When she opened them she saw beautiful green eyes staring back at her. "No not haku my Chihiro it's Kohaku" he whispered before placing a gentle kiss upon her lips

Well that is the end unless u people want me to make more also review