Chapter 8: Secrets
After Buffy had kissed Spike instead of getting mad because she had sang, she laughed.
"It has to be ment for me to kiss a nudored vamp. It has to be." She started pacing back and forth. Spike came up behind and scared her half to death.
"Spike! What the hell are you doing! Scaring me like that!" She had fear and yet warmth in her eyes.
"Buffy, why did you kiss me?" Spike was half hoping that she would say she loved him.
"I-I don't know because we're all under a sing-a-long spell. I mean what did you think I k-kissed you for? Love?" Spike stared at her and she started laughing.
"Buffy, you don't understand. You make feel alive. Like I can could do anything." This just made Buffy laugh harder.
"Buffy, please take this seriously." Buffy wiped the tears of laughter away and looked at him.
"Spike, if I were to kiss you for real I would have kissed you like this." She pushed him up against the tree in the back with her body against his hard. At this point he didn't care and took his advantage before she found out about it. Buffy moved slowly away and then said,
"What the hell. Spike, let's go down in the basement and have sex. lots and lots of sex."
"Buffy, are you drunk again?"
"No! I thought you loved me and wanted me and... and" Spike put his fingers on her lips.
"Buffy, you know I love you more than you'll ever know about. You're my world. But if we're going to have sex it's because you really do feel sparks between us."
I cant get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give u everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
I aint trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you
After Buffy had kissed Spike instead of getting mad because she had sang, she laughed.
"It has to be ment for me to kiss a nudored vamp. It has to be." She started pacing back and forth. Spike came up behind and scared her half to death.
"Spike! What the hell are you doing! Scaring me like that!" She had fear and yet warmth in her eyes.
"Buffy, why did you kiss me?" Spike was half hoping that she would say she loved him.
"I-I don't know because we're all under a sing-a-long spell. I mean what did you think I k-kissed you for? Love?" Spike stared at her and she started laughing.
"Buffy, you don't understand. You make feel alive. Like I can could do anything." This just made Buffy laugh harder.
"Buffy, please take this seriously." Buffy wiped the tears of laughter away and looked at him.
"Spike, if I were to kiss you for real I would have kissed you like this." She pushed him up against the tree in the back with her body against his hard. At this point he didn't care and took his advantage before she found out about it. Buffy moved slowly away and then said,
"What the hell. Spike, let's go down in the basement and have sex. lots and lots of sex."
"Buffy, are you drunk again?"
"No! I thought you loved me and wanted me and... and" Spike put his fingers on her lips.
"Buffy, you know I love you more than you'll ever know about. You're my world. But if we're going to have sex it's because you really do feel sparks between us."
I cant get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just cant seem to find a way to leave the love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
You kept me hanging on a string
Why you make me cry
I tried to give u everything
But you just give lies
I ain't trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Now love's a broken record
That's been skippin' in my head
I keep singing Yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?
I aint trippin
I'm just missin you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I can't stop thinkin of you
It's true, I'm stuck on you
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
I can't take it
What am I waiting for
My heart's still breakin
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I hate you but I love you
I cant stop thinkin of you
I don't know what to do
I'm stuck on you