Chapter 11 – Dreams

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It was all such a dream

So long ago

We were togrther than

Such a pleasent dream

I wish I hadn't woke up.

I wish I was still dreaming

A dream full of innocence,

Of joy, happyness, even some anger.

Then I had you

Always there

We were going to stay together

Forever.

But dreams never really last.

I remember a time

When we used to laugh

When have I last laughed,

Last smiled for real?

I wish you were here.

I wish the dream had never ended.

Such a pleasent dream.

I miss you.

You always smiled.

Were always there when I hurt.

We were happy

In the dream.

Then he came.

That's when the dream

Shattered.

You hid me in the closet.

That closet which started it all.

I remember it all so clearly.

I can still hear your screams.

They never leave me.

The dream became a nightmare.

I couldn't change.

Until I met him.

But that's another story.

Another dream.

Another nightmare.

I wish the dream still existed,

But your gone now.

And the dream will never return.

I miss you so much.

So much.

I couldn't save you.

I couldn't even save myself.

I miss your songs.

You used to always sing to me.

You were always there.

Yet I wasn't there for you

When you needed me most.

I wish I hadn't woken up.

I wish you were still here.

I wish so many things.

So many things.

I miss you so much

Sister.

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AN: This is for everyone who was wondering who the girl in chapter one was. Is it just me or does that together forever part remind you of one of the R.L.Stine Nightmare's Room episodes. That one where that doll kept saying they were bestfriends forever. Then tried to kill/hurt off all the kisd's friends. And in the end the doll turns him into a doll etc. Yeah I just thought of that for some reason. I sisn't really like that ending that much either. Yeah well I hope this was a little diffrent than my other poems, but I have this strange felling it my be portraying the exact same message anyway. Ignore me I'm overly parinoid. And thank you again everyone who has reviewed and if you haven't reviewed thank you for reading this story. Did I mention it's my birthday today? All right I'll shut up now. Sayanara for now and God protect.