Things I'll never say- Avril Lavigne
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It won't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stand up, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll Never Say- Avril Lavigne
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Chapter I: The pet~ Kero.
"Five years ago I let _him_ walk out the door. I'm not going to do the same thing again!" her green eyes positively sparkled as she thought of her first boyfriend in five years.
"Well," said her best friend Syaoran, "good on you!"
"Thanks, Syaoran." She jumped up from where she was sitting and hugged him for a long while.
Syaoran felt his face turn red; he was actually quite enjoying this. She was quite pretty after all; her locked auburn hair went perfectly with her green eyes. He had just been dying to kiss her small rosebud lips, and caress her rosy red cheeks.
Sakura. The perfect name for what seemed to be a perfect woman.
'Uh! This is too much!' he thought, and finally removed her arms from his neck.
She looked straight into his kawaii (cute) chocolate eyes and smiled at him. 'I can't believe I've never found him attractive. I mean, his dark brown hair, and his chocolate eyes, and his, I could go on forever. but I have Eriol now, though. Can't think things like this.'
Syaoran smiled back, which was never a rare thing, since he was always so genki (cheerful). He had been like that ever since she could remember, which was pretty much her whole life. They had been friends forever, and were sure to stay that way.
*Ring, ring. ring, ring. ring, ring.*
"The phone! I'll get it!" Sakura told Syaoran, and without waiting for an answer, ran out of her bedroom and downstairs to the phone. This gave Syaoran a good chance to go through her desk drawer. [A/N: He's not that kind of person! What is he doing?]
He found: pads, writing paper, rubbish, pens, pencils, a ruler, a rubber- and what he was looking for- her diary. He flicked it open to 'June 12th 1999'. It read:
Dear diary, The biggest crush of my life (so far) has just walked out on me. I don't know _why_ I let him! Guess we weren't meant to be. Syaoran has been so good to me lately. I'm so grateful to him. Got to go.
Love always, Sakura.
He closed it and put everything back in the drawer.
'She's grateful? Is that all? Why can't she feel the same way I feel about her?' Sakura coming back into the room, her head hung, and tears falling down onto her pink carpet lost his train of thought.
"My. dog. Mia. got. run over!!!!!!!!" she wailed. Syaoran got up from her [A/N: You guessed it.] pink bed and hugged her. Again.
"Sok. We'll go and get you a new pet tomorrow, or whenever you're ready."
"I DON'T _WANT_ ANOTHER PET!!!! I WANT MIA!!!!!!" Sakura wailed, if possible, even louder.
"How do you know it was Mia?" Syaoran asked soothingly.
"The woman said the tag had had my phone number, the name 'Mia', and my address!"
She continued to cry all through the night, and Syaoran stayed there by her side the whole time.
~*~
The next morning when he awoke, Syaoran straight away smelt pancakes. Sakura knew that was his favourite breakfast food, and wanted to pay him back for staying with her all night. Although she was still grieving over Mia's death, she still had enough energy to cook breakfast.
As Syaoran walked down the stairs, he thought about what he could do for his poor baby Sakura. He could buy her a new pet for her birthday, (which was two days away and he still hadn't gotten her anything,) or he could give Mia a proper funeral, but then again, both of those could just make her feel even worse.
Sakura was just serving up the pancakes when he walked in to the kitchen.
"You didn't have to," he told her, blushing.
"Sok." She sat down and started eating. So did he.
All through the day he thought of what he could do for her. When he finally told her to go and take a shower, (You'll feel better!) he rang up the 'Pet Shoppe', the "Funeral House' and 'Columbia's Flower Haven'. He had decided to go with both options, and was going to the 'Pet Shoppe' tomorrow to get Sakura's new pet, which was apparently a 'Plate of Copper' breed, and at the moment, had no name.
As it happened, Sakura convinced him to go home that night, (I'm fine! You've already done enough!) Just so she could mourn by herself.
So, as he resolved, Syaoran went to the 'Pet Shoppe' and bought the "pet". It had a teddy bear like body, beady black eyes, rounded-off ears, a black triangle nose, positioned -right- in the middle of his face, and was a beautiful golden-yellow colour.
"Hmmmmmmmm." Syaoran debated with himself what to name it, and only came to a decision when it said:
"Kero tired," and yawned.
And Kero was its name.
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A/N: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R- ing! 'Kay? Thankies. Next chapter will be called "The Unexpected Drop-in."
=+) Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~
I'm tuggin' at my hair,
I'm pullin' at my clothes,
I'm trying to keep my cool,
I know it shows.
I'm staring at my feet,
My cheeks are turning red,
I'm searching for the words inside my head.
I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
It won't do me any good,
It's just a waste of time,
What use it to you what's on my mind?
If it ain't coming out,
We're not going anywhere,
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
What is wrong with my tongue? These words keep slipping away,
I stand up, like I've got nothing to say.
'Cause I'm feeling nervous,
Trying to be so perfect,
'Cause I know you're worth it, you're worth it, yea
La de da's
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
CHORUS: If I could say what I wanna say,
I'd say I wanna blow you away,
Be with you every night,
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could see what I wanna see,
I wanna see you down on one knee,
Marry me today,
Guess I'm wishing my life away,
With these things I'll never say.
These things I'll never say.
Things I'll Never Say- Avril Lavigne
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Chapter I: The pet~ Kero.
"Five years ago I let _him_ walk out the door. I'm not going to do the same thing again!" her green eyes positively sparkled as she thought of her first boyfriend in five years.
"Well," said her best friend Syaoran, "good on you!"
"Thanks, Syaoran." She jumped up from where she was sitting and hugged him for a long while.
Syaoran felt his face turn red; he was actually quite enjoying this. She was quite pretty after all; her locked auburn hair went perfectly with her green eyes. He had just been dying to kiss her small rosebud lips, and caress her rosy red cheeks.
Sakura. The perfect name for what seemed to be a perfect woman.
'Uh! This is too much!' he thought, and finally removed her arms from his neck.
She looked straight into his kawaii (cute) chocolate eyes and smiled at him. 'I can't believe I've never found him attractive. I mean, his dark brown hair, and his chocolate eyes, and his, I could go on forever. but I have Eriol now, though. Can't think things like this.'
Syaoran smiled back, which was never a rare thing, since he was always so genki (cheerful). He had been like that ever since she could remember, which was pretty much her whole life. They had been friends forever, and were sure to stay that way.
*Ring, ring. ring, ring. ring, ring.*
"The phone! I'll get it!" Sakura told Syaoran, and without waiting for an answer, ran out of her bedroom and downstairs to the phone. This gave Syaoran a good chance to go through her desk drawer. [A/N: He's not that kind of person! What is he doing?]
He found: pads, writing paper, rubbish, pens, pencils, a ruler, a rubber- and what he was looking for- her diary. He flicked it open to 'June 12th 1999'. It read:
Dear diary, The biggest crush of my life (so far) has just walked out on me. I don't know _why_ I let him! Guess we weren't meant to be. Syaoran has been so good to me lately. I'm so grateful to him. Got to go.
Love always, Sakura.
He closed it and put everything back in the drawer.
'She's grateful? Is that all? Why can't she feel the same way I feel about her?' Sakura coming back into the room, her head hung, and tears falling down onto her pink carpet lost his train of thought.
"My. dog. Mia. got. run over!!!!!!!!" she wailed. Syaoran got up from her [A/N: You guessed it.] pink bed and hugged her. Again.
"Sok. We'll go and get you a new pet tomorrow, or whenever you're ready."
"I DON'T _WANT_ ANOTHER PET!!!! I WANT MIA!!!!!!" Sakura wailed, if possible, even louder.
"How do you know it was Mia?" Syaoran asked soothingly.
"The woman said the tag had had my phone number, the name 'Mia', and my address!"
She continued to cry all through the night, and Syaoran stayed there by her side the whole time.
~*~
The next morning when he awoke, Syaoran straight away smelt pancakes. Sakura knew that was his favourite breakfast food, and wanted to pay him back for staying with her all night. Although she was still grieving over Mia's death, she still had enough energy to cook breakfast.
As Syaoran walked down the stairs, he thought about what he could do for his poor baby Sakura. He could buy her a new pet for her birthday, (which was two days away and he still hadn't gotten her anything,) or he could give Mia a proper funeral, but then again, both of those could just make her feel even worse.
Sakura was just serving up the pancakes when he walked in to the kitchen.
"You didn't have to," he told her, blushing.
"Sok." She sat down and started eating. So did he.
All through the day he thought of what he could do for her. When he finally told her to go and take a shower, (You'll feel better!) he rang up the 'Pet Shoppe', the "Funeral House' and 'Columbia's Flower Haven'. He had decided to go with both options, and was going to the 'Pet Shoppe' tomorrow to get Sakura's new pet, which was apparently a 'Plate of Copper' breed, and at the moment, had no name.
As it happened, Sakura convinced him to go home that night, (I'm fine! You've already done enough!) Just so she could mourn by herself.
So, as he resolved, Syaoran went to the 'Pet Shoppe' and bought the "pet". It had a teddy bear like body, beady black eyes, rounded-off ears, a black triangle nose, positioned -right- in the middle of his face, and was a beautiful golden-yellow colour.
"Hmmmmmmmm." Syaoran debated with himself what to name it, and only came to a decision when it said:
"Kero tired," and yawned.
And Kero was its name.
~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~~*~
A/N: Like it? Hate it? Let me know by R&R- ing! 'Kay? Thankies. Next chapter will be called "The Unexpected Drop-in."
=+) Love Ya,
~*~Aishiteru, Itsudemo, Itsumademo~*~
